Thursday, July 29, 2004

WISDOM tooth agik...

STRESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS!!!!!!! dot nak tumbuh gigi bingsu agik.. CAKITTTT!!! huhuhuhuh... my dad asked me yesterday.. "berape banyak gigi bungsu kamu ader.. asek sakit jek nak tumbuh gigi bungsu jek.." heheheh... sebab nye mase dulu dah cabut 2 dah.. so ader lah remaining ader 2 gigi bungsu.. arituh dah nak cabut dah.. tapi cam dah tak cakit..so cancel la apoinmen ngan dentist.. nih dah cakit balik.. tapi cam dah nak tak cakit balik... gigi nih pelik aah.. konfius dot.. kejap cakit kejap tak.. nanti dah sampai depan klinik gigi tetibe rase cam tak sakit plak.. dah la mahal.. nak cabut sebatang RM150.. leh beli 3 pasang kasut tuh.. hehehe.. dot have a happy news to share.. but kene konferm kan btui btui dulu.. later maybe.. yong kat sungai petani.. hope she'll find a handsome + rich sungai petani guy.. hehehe.. take care world.. dun let STRESS kill you..

Friday, July 23, 2004

its friday again... yeayyy!!!

today i woke up early.. nak pih carik hadiah utk kamal.. kamal nyer last day..so sad.. we bought him an adidas boot bag.. esok pay day.. esok start karnival membeli belah di malaysia.. demmm... why lahhh now.. my hands aa so itchy to go shopping.. but i cant... sighhhh... sighhhhh again.. tadik dot tercurik something (ayat kak dona) mase kat living cabin.. dah la tercurik poster gambar perempuan jepun maner tah.. biler dah sedar.. cam blushing giler..nak letak balik maluuuu la plak.. so tercurik jek lah trus.. bagi kamal..hehehe.. i got compliance workshop now.. that's why sempat break.. dah lame tak break ..queue high.. busan nye dot kat sinih.. nak berambus still lom dpt keje.. nak carik pon dah busan..malas nak pegi interview.. hehehe.. maybe lepas holiday jek lah.. ahad ader treasure hunt agik..yeayyyyy... kali nih bawak leman ..first time.. biar dier tau betape addicted nye.. dan betape mahalll nye nak pegi treasure hunt nih.. (dis time abah paid for me.. most of the time my lovely sista pay for me..hahaha)... by the way minyak bangang tuh lom terjual agik...


Monday, July 19, 2004

MONDAy..again...

MONDAY.. errghhh..lemah btoi semangat biler hari senin nih.. still hoping for a new hope.. :) .. dapat pon ok.. tak dapat pon takpe lah jugak.. byk tul obstacles.. malas nak pikir.. my burfday turn out great after all.. oh boy did i made leman feel misarable that nite.. hehehe.. he waited for me outside the guardhouse.. lameeerrrr.. baru dot masuk kereta.. then dier wish.. buat tak reti jek.. kasik present dot cakap tenkiu jek.. we're going to uptown makan makan wif ija and joe.. on the way dot bukak present orang lain..but tak jeling pon present leman (actually dot dah jeling awal awal tapi xover..hehehe) .. then after a while.. after dah puas hati buat dier rase guilty..hahaha.. dot pon bukak lah present dier.. i got a guess watch yg bley tukar 3 tali.. sayer sgt suke.. so tak jadik nak marah lelame.. heheheh... (tuh baru guess lom habib jewel agik.. :) )..then sabtu tuh.. dot terpakse lah sacrifice..ikut leman balik kampung.. since i want to be wif him on my bufday.. lagikpon after more than 6 years kenal dier tak penah ikut dier balik kampung kat johor tuh.. his mum surprised me wif a guess handbag and his lovely brothers gave me a matching wallet.. heheh.. ija gave me a mng shirt.. got a new scarf and lotsa chocolates...ayong and boy still hutang me agik.. mak ngan abah.. aku plak yg byk utang derang..hehehe.. happy working people @@

Friday, July 16, 2004

stupid boifren

another few minutes im turning 23.. and i have no mood at all..thanks to my "darling" boifren..whom i feel like kicking his balls at thi svery moment!!! i dun know whether its only him or all guys/most guys (gay not included) is like this.. he always tend to carik pasal when its nearing an important date.. anniversaries..birthdays.. new year.. this time.. leman really pissed me off.. dah ler mamat tuh mmg dah lamer tak spend weekends wif me.. balik tapah lah.. hantar kucing la..mak suh pih sinih..mak suh pih sane,.. esok.. NAK KENE BALIK KAMPUNG.. on MY birthday..?? i never nak balik kampung on HIS birthday!! macam takley balik next week jek.. bukan ader hal penting pon..just simply becos..DADDY SURUH.. errkkkkk... bengangggg btoii.. i am so gonna let him feel misarable tonite.. i'm not going to see him..let him wait wif harry kumar at the guard house.. he's suppose to pick me up after work..but no thank you.. i really hate him sometimes.,..baru jek nak berbaik baik..dah carik pasal lagik.. i even cancel my plan wif my colleagues sbb si leman tuh konon kononnye nak spend time together... patutlah..member takut nak bagitau sabtu kene balik kampung..what nonsense.. i'm so not going to let this issue go easily..(note:this is not the first time he didi this..my 19 birthday..he spend wif his family because mak dier suh) ... nih lecey kapel ngan MUMMY's BOY nih.. tenshennnnnnnnn.... take care all..have a nice and wonderful weekend..i'm sure i wont.. :( :( :(

Thursday, July 15, 2004

ngantukkkkkkk

today half sux.. huhuh.. soon to be older grumpy me.. sgt grumpy today since i tak cukup sleep.. huhuh.. jgn kate beauty sleep..construction worker sleep pon takde.. slept at 3++ AND WORK up before 7 this morning.. mmg ajaib.. ader interview kat UOB kul 9 pagi.. so when leman dah smp kat bawah my aprt..dier called..and i said "kejap..kejap..2 minit je lagik.." hehhehe.. tapi mase nih baju pon lom pakai..make up pon blom and rambut pon tak sempat keringkan..bersiap dlm dlm 5 minit (kagum tak).. trus turun..all the way ke bukit jalil jem tak ingat.. dot plak membebel jek sepanjang jalan..(my grumpiness dah start dah mase nih)..leman ckp macam mak nenek..how do all those ppl out there bgn pepagi gi keje hehari ek?? gile tak larat aku nak bukak mate.. then smp kl.. tak jumpe plak bangunan UOB tuh (patut la tak jumpe buruk semacam jek :P)..then call org HR tuh..gi tanye soklan buduh.." is UOB and OCBC the same bank??" hahaha..kantoi.. nampak sgt tak buat homework.. then interview skejap..busan...interviewer sumbung nak mampos..met leman at citibank..nak transfer credit.. mintak pas kat guard setakat nak naik tingkat 3..gud suh naik escelator jek..huhuh... malu lagik.. then sampai tgkt 3..kene gi tingkat 26 sbenar nye.. gi kat guard balik..lepas tuh..on the way nak kuar pintu kat tingkat 26 tuh..sempat terpelecok kaki..then melatah kuat gile.."opocot mak kau!!"..satu floor tuh leh dgr..dah ler ramai org..dot dah sakit gile dah mase nih..tapi perasaan malu yg menebal..jln gaks ngan gaye macho..dah jauh dpd org baru rase nak nangis..huhuh.. then smp klcc..kene marah plak ngan antusemut.. oleh sbb dot sgt grumpy arinih..mestilah dot marah balik.. org dah ler malu plus cakit kaki..huhuh.. seb baik antusemut marah tak lame..heheh.. then dah setel semue balik bukit jalil balik..mase nih rase nak pengsan dah..lack of sleep..sleep all the way ke bukit jalil..then sleep 3/4 way ke cyberjaya.. tuh pon sbb leman nak terlanggar lori minyak shell..ngantukkkkkk..skrg nih cam zombie jek.. dok terbayang katil dpd kul 3 petang tadik..tak sabar nak balik umah.. esok ader another big day..hope i'll make it...today nak work pon mmg lah agak malas..takde sumber inspirasi..huhuh..dah abes break..bye..
Ps: yong..bayarkan dulu duit treasure hunt..abah bayar balik on monday..hehehe
PPS: smalam dah salah termarah org kat food court..konon nak backing kamal yg tak dpt air teh o ais dier smp dah abes mkn.. dot pon bersungguh sungguh lah marah org kedai tuh..skalik rupenye kamal order kat kedai lainn...maluuuuu lagikkk... heheheheh

Tuesday, July 13, 2004

BITCH !!!

B.I.T.C.H !! how do you interpret this single word? i takde kamus lah plak skrg nak letak ayat kamus.. but i'm sure everyone have their own opinion about what criteria ones need to fulfill to be called a BITCH.. :) .. i've awarded quite a number of ppl with this word..and i'm sure i've been awarded by it myself..everybody women know how to be a bitch.. i guess its auto activated subconciously..or manually activated conciously.. hehe.. a few of my male fren said that B.I.T.C.H means BE IN TOTAL CONTROL OF HIMSELF/HERSELF.. heheh..cam klakar..apsal i talk about bitch tetibe nih ek??.. sebab no 1..i've been acting for a few weeks past to leman..kesian member.. seb baik lah pakwe aku sowang nih kuat semngat nak layan perangai mengade ngade aku.. but after a few incidents.. and he being away to NZ for nearly 2 weeks..made me realized that i'm wrong.. and shud not be treating him like that.. now everything is back to normal.. I am happy.. and hopefully he is happy too..WE are back to being a happy couple.. :) .. puke if you want but for the past few weeks our relationship is not actually in a happy mode most of the time.. heheh.. thanks to dot lah.. saper agik yg suke carik pasal.. esok would be my 75 months bulanisery.. HAPPY BULANISERY TO MY LEMAN..
next story.. there someone at the office that been bithcy to me lately.. saiko abes.. dun even know what's her problem..since i dun even..never ever talk to her.. not in the same team.. then dpt tau she always kutuk me.. tuh tak kisah agik.. yg saiko nye.. si gile babi sowang nih suke tailgate my car.. then over take dekat dekat sampai nak terlanggar.. tak pon suke bawak slow.. lepas dot overtake then overtake balik laju macam nak mampos.. either she's stupid or she's super duper stupid.. huhuh..okla.. will continue later.. take care all..

Tuesday, July 06, 2004

monday..tuesday and wednesday blues !!!

i hate mondays !!! ergghh.. rase cam semue mende serba serbi tak kene.. tapi hari selase..hehehe... still rase tak best.. i'm missing leman like crazy.. this has to be the longest we're apart without phone calls.. seb baik lah leh sms agik.. thanks to modern technologies.. :) ..smalam dot tepon jugak leman sbb dah rindu sgt nak dgr suare dier.. just nak cakap i love you jek.. tapi the object of my affection tuh..bukan nye nak tanye awek dier sehat ke.. rindu ke.. ader ke tanye pasal bola.. huhuhhu.. buang duit aku jek tepon dier..dah la plak tuh..portugal kalah.. siap msg ingatkan dot kalah betting..hhehehe.. seb baik lah tgh rindu.. kalo tak mau majok gaks nih..okla..dot nak naik buat keje... busann... skrg tgh training 3 org baru.. dot mmg short temper.. agaknye sbb tuh lah tader adik kot (yongie ader 2 adik pon still short temper jugak kan :P) hahahha.. take care all.. muahhsss...

ps: smalam ader HDPM idol.. tell me..mane ofis yg rajin nak buat kompeni idol..menyanyi kat cafe.. free entertainment..

Sunday, July 04, 2004

sunday... urrghhh..malasnye nak mgn.... si yongie kejut bgn gi bersenam... jangan lah harap... its a sin to wake up dat early on a sunday morning..hehehhe.. tapi dot mmg hehari pon bgn lambat punye.. hhehe.. before dot sleep malam tadik..leman dah bgn dah kat NZ saner.. nak gi mount cook tgk snow.. dengkii nye sayer...so since mesia nih tader snow.. dot jap gi nak gi mines wonderland.. at least leh tgk ice ring..hehhehe.. takde lah..sbenarnye si antusemut nak gi main game murah.. kat mines satu game 50 sen jek.. dot dah tader budget utk shopping dis month dah..since dah abeskan semue peruntukan utk shopping sehari lepas kuar gaji..huhuhu.. esok keje.. malassssssssssssss nak gi keje.... malas nak tgk semue muke muke orang kat situ dah.. rase nak "berlari ke langit" ..cewahh.. agak agak bleh tak dot persuade antusemut tgk rosyam noor jap agik.. sbb citer lain semue dah tgk.. okla.. need to go get ready.. have a nice and beautiful sunday everyone.. dis song keeps playing in my head since last week.. let me share wif u the lyric okie..

Wouldn't it be nice if we were older
Then we wouldn't have to wait so long
And wouldn't it be nice to live together
In the kind of world where we belong

You know its gonna make it that much better
When we can say goodnight and stay together

Wouldn't it be nice if we could wake up
In the morning when the day is new
And after having spent the day together
Hold each other close the whole night through

Happy times together we've been spending
I wish that every kiss was neverending
Wouldn't it be nice

Maybe if we think and wish and hope and pray it might come true
Baby then there wouldn't be a single thing we couldn't do
We could be married
And then we'd be happy

Wouldn't it be nice

You know it seems the more we talk about it
It only makes it worse to live without it
But lets talk about it
Wouldn't it be nice

LEt it BUrn

im sleepy like crazee.. tapi hati tgh tak tenang.. there's something bothering me tonite.. tonite.. i finally have to accept something that i have always known would come.. but when it's finally here.. i still cant seem to accept it.. wish i could share it here.. but i dont think i want everyone to know.. tu lah.. takde pasal pih carik pasal..kan dah menyusahkan diri.. i'm actually at antusemut's place.. tomorrow i hope to win some cabutan bertuah in giant..hehehe.. tapi cam tak bertuah jek arinih.. leman's away at new zealand.. im bloody jealous.. wish he or shoud i say his father.. would bring me along this time..like the last time (UK + PARIS).. tapi takbley.. huhuhuhu.. miss him like crazee.. the past weeks had been hectic for me.. so much things happened..and i wanted to share it in my blog.. but i just dun have the time and internet to do so.. cant stand another day at my current workplace.. ditambah dgn peristiwa hari nih... rase cam nak resign ari isnin nih jugak... pressure.. jerawat kat dahi still tanak ilang.. i've given up hope..pih mampos same dier..nak ader jerawat.. ader lah.. sekampung jerawat aku atas dahi (thats how stress i am.. or is it my new facial wash..heheh).. this is leman's last semester.. cant wait for him to get a job (cant wait to finish his salary..heheh).. i asked my housemate earlier today.." nanti abes setaun contract umah kite..kite nak sambung agik setahun tak..?? cam best plak dok sinih " .. but instead of answering yes or no.. ija ask me back.. " bukan you nak kawen dah ke next year??"" .... aiyak.. yer lah.. cam rase dah nak kawen dah next year.. tamo la pk agik pasal next year.. sekarang yg penting carik keje senonoh sket.. i promised myself i need to change to a proper hour job before i get married.. so that's what im gonna do rite now.. kalu tak kesian la husband aku nanti malam malam jek tido sowang sowang ngan bantal plok.. baik tak payah kawen.. hehehe.. owhh.. me and yong and mak and abah.. gonna go makan angin to HK.. really looking forward to this trip..even tho dot lah yg paling miskin skalik..huhuhu.. takpe.. abah ader (abah mesti kate: ingat abah cop duit ke) .. hehhehe... then last last weekend.. manage to really hate my brother's gf.. thinking that she'll be my future sister in law one day.. yucckkkkkk... she is so irritating... (antusmut pon tak suke orang ini)... okla..i think i better try to get some sleep.. tomorrow is a brand new day.. love this song by britney... EVERYTIME....

Come notice me
And take my hand
So why are we
Strangers when
Our love is strong
Why carry on without me?

And everytime I try to fly
I fall without my wings
I feel so small
I guess I need you baby
And everytime I see you in my dreams
I see your face, it's haunting me
I guess I need you baby

I make believe
That you are here
It's the only way
I see clear
What have I done
You seem to move on easy

And everytime I try to fly
I fall without my wings
I feel so small
I guess I need you baby