Monday, January 16, 2006

I aM STiLL VERY MuCH a CrY BabY…

Aiyoooohhhh…guess I should add another resolution for 2006..
To stop being a cry baby…hehehehehe…

I just finished watching “KABHI KUSHI KABHI GAM”…. For the 2 or was it for the 3 time..?? And I cried an ocean…much worse than those crying for the PEARL HARBOUR (check earlier posting)…huhuhuhuhu…”kena tipu dek industan”..bak kata my father…hehehehe..

What to do…dah hati dah sedeyy..air mata senang jek kluar...Actually if I started crying..its easy to keep crying…hahahaha…I cried everytime somebody in the movie cried..and to those who are not fans of industan movie, believe me that they cried a lot throughout the movie..hahaha…

I lost count after the 6 times I cried throughout the KKKG movie…and after that I stop all attempt of counting dah…mau bengkak mata nih esok…klakar plak rasanya…
I blamed it on the hormone..yup..those estrogens…hahahha…oh..and also the zodiac..im a true “cancer-ian”…which is said to be the most sensitive type of person..i couldn’t agree more..hahhahahah…

When I watched the movie @ the cinema for the first time… I dun remember cyring THAT much…maybe becos I was watching wif Leman…and he likes to make such a big fuss if I cry in the movie…such as “alalalala..sayang abang menangis ke?? Syyhhh..jgn nangis eh..jgn nangis..” (deeee…did he needed to state the obvious? Tak nampak ke dah banjir dah TGV SUnway Piramid nih..heheh)…So in the end..he always make me feels like laughing…so I’ll be crying and laughing at the same time…saiko eh??

But overall, I really enjoy the movie..AGAIN…hehehehe…Love the songs and the dances…I think im more connected wif any movie when I watched it by myself…except any horror movies in any languages…

Earlier today I was busy treasure hunting @ the SS15 Subang Jaya Area…Walk-a-hunt…and this time our team (me and my sis) managed to win RM100 again (RM50 each)..Which we then spent on a warehouse sale nearby…hahahahha….

Earlier than the treasure hunt…Ija’s car got hit by a Stupid2 van…luckily she was unhurt and okay…my car was park about 2 metres from hers…Im also lucky the stupid van didn’t hit my car…I was accompanying ija while she’s waiting for her dad…when her dad arrived, he’s so cool and macho (just like all dads) while settling the whole thing…we gals sux at this thing…even when the situation arises that required you to handle it ourselves…i believed we still sux at it….hahahhaha..at least for me…and im talking through experience…

Its 245 in the morning…and I think I should stop rambling…im hungry…AGAIN?? Camne nak kurus…asek nak makannnnn jekkk…hehehehe…padahal tadik dah dinner nasik goring dah..tapi nih takde makanan nak makan..and dah takot nak kuar bilik gi dapor..sebab juju and ija takde kat umah tonite….hehehhee..so perut..bersabarlah sampai esok tengahari eh (im not going to set my alarm clock tonite..I love Sundays)…hehehehhe…But maybe I should set the clock to make sure I’ll wake up before MELODI starts…Good nite everyone…

Sunday, January 15, 2006

I am still very much a cry baby!

Aiyoooohhhh…guess I should add another resolution for 2006..
To stop being a cry baby…hehehehehe…
I just finished watching “KABHI KUSHI KABHI GAM”…. For the 2 or was it for the 3 time..?? And I cried an ocean…much worse than those crying for the
PEARL

HARBOUR(check earlier posting)…huhuhuhuhu…”kena tipu dek industan”..bak kata my father…hehehehe..
What to do…dah hati dah sedeyy..air mata senang jek kluar...Actually if I started crying..its easy to keep crying…hahahaha…I cried everytime somebody in the movie cried..and to those who are not fans of industan movie, believe me that they cried a lot throughout the movie..hahaha…
I lost count after the 6 times I cried throughout the KKKG movie…and after that I stop all attempt of counting dah…mau bengkak mata nih esok…klakar plak rasanya…
I blamed it on the hormone..yup..those estrogens…hahahha…oh..and also the zodiac..im a true “cancer-ian”…which is said to be the most sensitive type of person..i couldn’t agree more..hahhahahah…
When I watched the movie @ the cinema for the first time… I dun remember cyring THAT much…maybe becos I was watching wif Leman…and he likes to make such a big fuss if I cry in the movie…such as “alalalala..sayang abang menangis ke?? Syyhhh..jgn nangis eh..jgn nangis..” (deeee…did he needed to state the obvious? Tak nampak ke dah banjir dah TGV SUnway Piramid nih..heheh)…So in the end..he always make me feels like laughing…so I’ll be crying and laughing at the same time…saiko eh??
But overall, I really enjoy the movie..AGAIN…hehehehe…Love the songs and the dances…I think im more connected wif any movie when I watched it by myself…except any horror movies in any languages…
Earlier today I was busy treasure hunting @ the SS15 Subang Jaya Area…Walk-a-hunt…and this time our team (me and my sis) managed to win RM100 again (RM50 each)..Which we then spent on a warehouse sale nearby…hahahahha….
Earlier than the treasure hunt…Ija’s car got hit by a Stupid2 van…luckily she was unhurt and okay…my car was park about 2 metres from hers…Im also lucky the stupid van didn’t hit my car…I was accompanying ija while she’s waiting for her dad…when her dad arrived, he’s so cool and macho (just like all dads) while settling the whole thing…we gals sux at this thing…even when the situation arises that required you to handle it ourselves…i believed we still sux at it….hahahhaha..at least for me…and im talking through experience…
Its 245 in the morning…and I think I should stop rambling…im hungry…AGAIN?? Camne nak kurus…asek nak makannnnn jekkk…hehehehe…padahal tadik dah dinner
nasikgoring dah..tapi nih takde makanan nak makan..and dah takot nak kuar bilik gi dapor..sebab juju and ija takde kat umah tonite….hehehhee..so perut..bersabarlah sampai esok tengahari eh (im not going to set my alarm clock tonite..I love Sundays)…hehehehhe…But maybe I should set the clock to make sure I’ll wake up before MELODI starts…Good nite everyone…

Tuesday, January 10, 2006

2 january 2006

Adddoiiiiii....cakit segala tulang temulang dan kaki kakiku yg berisi bak bunting kucing ini..huhuhuh...
Yesterday (2 January 2006) ...after work (yup..darn those stock take)..the weather in Puchong was so "zen"..so when i by pass the padang (which i pass every single day since the last 1 year..but which i never even set foot on)...I tot.."maybe i should go jogging today!"
Wif all the semangat yg berkobar kobar..i went back to change first..then drove there...Actually..i still can't believe myself for wanting to do this.. the thing is..i have not been jogging since 6 years back (oh my god..no wonder im so fat alredi..hehehhe)...and i haven't been jogging ALONE since the day i was borned..ak ak..no no..no way im gonna jog alone...But maybe its the spirit of the brand New Year..maybe...
So there i was..jogging my hearts out ALONE..for about 40 minutes..ok maybe i lied..maybe i jogged for 20 minutes and i WALKED for 20 minutes kut...hahaha...tuh pon seb baik tak cramped..And the whole while i was on alert..all those horrifying scenes from CSI whereby the founded dead bodies in the park...shudder...
But everything went on smoothly..I actually had a time of my life...and it still felt good..UNTIL i woke up this morning...
ADddoooooiiiiii...then only did i regret the whole thing...why oh why aku so gatal gatal mau pegi jogging semalam...making all my muscle rasa cam nak putus...huhuhuhuh...memang lemah betul kan..hahaha...
But i am actually proud of myself...From time to time..or when the situation or needs arrived..i can survived by my own...I can eat/dine in a restaurant alone (not tapau)...I HAVE WATCHED MOVIES ALONE (though this feel pretty pathetic...huhuhu)..I always go shopping alone (but i think a lot of gals are able to do this..bile shopping dah tak kisah hal dunia dah kan..)..and i have gone jogging alone..hehehe.. You Go Gurl !!
The only thing that kept me from doing these too often is those stories in the news/papers about the "saikos" and "rapist" and "murderer" and dunno what "monster" out there..which make the DIY activities not so secure...
But if given a choice..i always prefer the company of my fiance, family and frens to accompany me..but life is short..and its more pointless to wait for people to accompany you in order for you to be able to do sumthing...So to all those girls out there who has never done anything by herself..you should try it for yourself...But just remember to bring along your "pepper spray" to accompany you..heheh..owh..and for beginners, you might not wanna watch a movie by yourself... :)
P/S: Esok i've taken a leave...and lusa onwards i've started my final audit alredi..so to all my frens and blog readers (if any)..Enjoy your 2006...Wishing you all the health, wealth and happiness...
January 02, 2006 Permalink Comments (0)

1 January 2006...

Another year has past...and a new year has just begun...
and I AM..still a "cembeng" (note : a word to describe someone who likes to cry..huhuhu..)
I spent my new year's nite watching the re-run of PEARL HARBOUR at Tv3..
I cried when Rafe (Abang Ben) died..and i cried even harder when Danny (Abang Josh) died..
huhuhuhhhhhh... I tot i would be tougher in 2006.. oh boy..i was proved wrong..
the very first day of the new year... hahahhahaa..
The worse part is..citer dah abes pon..dah kuar semua nama nama pelakon..
I continued crying..because..the "There You'll Be" song is so menyedihkan...
hahahahaha,...
Now after a bucket of tears later..here i am typing away on my tilam in my bedroom..
When the clock strike 12 am today (1 January 2005).. i felt...NOTHING!!!
This year i decided not to join any party or celebration..
Feels like im getting too old to join the crowd and the noise and the jam (especially the jam)...
And also thank you to all the never ending stock take...huhuhuh..
my feet hurts doing all those walking around the warehouses..
Tomorrow is another day of attending stock take..
Lucky it will only start at 230..if not tomorrow im gonna look like a mess wif my puffy eyes..
due to lack of sleep and the crying..hehehe...
It's nearly 2 am now.. and I am hungry...
Like usual..i always tend to try to make my resolution come through at the early stage of the new year..
hehehhe..biasa nya masuk february dah lupa dah..
So i started wif the first one on my list... to loss weight..thus..i've been skipping my dinner for a few days alredi..
but the problem is...i am hungryyyyy...my perut dah bunyik bunyik dari tadik...
cepat lah siang so that i can go to McDonald to have my Big Breakfast...
hahahahahhaha...
Camaner lah semua org yg tak suka makan malam tuh leh tahan eh??
I ate fruits..tons of them..manggoes..apples..jambus...tapi kenyang sekejap jek..then my perut dah lapar balik...
cisss...saje jek perut gemok nih nak sabotaj my diet...huhuhu...
My Baby is back..but i haven't seen him yet...
He claimed to still have jet lag..
Cehh..3 jam jek beza.. mengada ngada jek lebey kan...
Today he even slept without kissing me good nite first....
Merajuk terus..hehehe...
Going back to the Pearl Harbour movie... Kate Beckinsale was sure put on 'persimpangan dilema"..
when she has to divide her love for 2 guys..
Personally.. i think 3 month is a bit early to start a new relationship after ending one meaningful one kan..
At least if you at least waited at least 1 year (wow cool..3 at least in 1 sentence)..it's justifiable..But the time of the intervening period is actually judgemental...
Different person might have a different perspective kan..
But if the situation is reversed..wouldn't you like for your love one to grief for a while before resuming his/her own life
(oh my god..does this makes me a selfish b*****??? ahhahahaha... tak kut..)
Its not like you wanna cursed her/him to never love again..its just that you wanna feel cherish..
(although im sure the dead couldn't care less what the living are doing eh??)
I think i better stop now before i ramble on tatau tah hape hape lagik..
Should i succumb to my desire of roti celup nestum campo milo??
or roti celup nescafe? or maggi (mungkin tidak, sebab tak rasa cam nak mkn megi)
Goodnite World..
....Love...Peace and Empathy....
January 02, 2006 Permalink Comments (0)

Ye ye.. My doctor love is coming home..

The love of my life is coming home tomorrow...This is the longest 12 days in this year..I missed him so much...angau pon ade jugak..nasib baik im being kept bz with Grey's Anatomy and Desperate Housewives Season 2...
I need to work all the way this weekend... SuXX..need to work from 31 Dec to 2 Jan..how worse could that be??
Next week onwards (after 5 Jan).. I would be very very very busy..thus..it maybe weeks before i'll update my blog again..
Just wanna wish all of you..
HAPPY NEW YEAR 2006 !!
May you all have a wonderful and cheerful year ahead....

Imbasan Tahun 2005

Another 3 days and 2005 would be "last year" ...Thus, im summarising my whole year's experience in this posting..Please bear in mind that throught the financial year 2005 period, i have to WORK and occasionally went on a date wif Leman.. I also have to eat..drink..sleep..went to the loo..blogging..and repeating the whole process over and over again..
January
Events: Abah's birthday and Leman's birthday..
Description : A month whereby im dead broke..hehehe..every day i live based on "bila gaji aku nak masuk nih..???"... ohw..and this should be an audit peak period..but im not suffering that much in Harrisons..
February
Events : Valentine's day..
Description : Demmit..can't even remember what i did during this month..Dun even know what i did during valentine..mesti tak special pon..hehehhe..cause i always remember this one valentine whereby me and Leman went dating at the Zoo Negara with the Lions, Elephants, Girraffe, Zebra even B.A.B.I pon ader..hehehhe...
March
Events : Jue's birthday..
Description : Remember bringing Jue out for dinner..and that's it..the rest of the other 30 days..i cannot remember what i did..demmmmmmmmm..short term memory lost ke???
April
Events: April Fool and 7th Anniversary
Description : It has been 7 years since me and my boifren met each other..Serious?? lama jugak ek?? how could i still be alive after 7 years of irritating each other..hehehhe... I LOVE YOU MY BELOVED BOYFREN...
May
Events : Must be a boring month cause i cant remember any...huhuhuh...
June
Events : Ayong's birthday..Along's birthday..
Description : Went to surprise Ayong for her birthday..have a war of icing cake..
July
Events : I am 24 years ol'...Boy is 26 years ol'
Description : Celebrated my birthday wif Leman and Ayong..and later being surprise by Irin, Shaz, Nizam and Endran..Im thankful im bless with so much love and happiness.. Celebrated Boy's birthday at REdBoX The Curve...
August
Events : Merdeka...KSP Nite
Description : CElebrated at Hartamas wif Irin, Alisa and Louisa..have a blast of a time..Having a great time at KSP Nite @ REnaissance Hotel...
September
Events : BALI
Description : went to BALI..have a very very very wonderful time.. come back to Malaysia..after 3 weeks..Bali got bomb..again! ... I'm thankful Im still alive..oh..and have a blast of a time in Annual Dinner @ Mandarin Oriental..and Treasure Hunting to PD...wow..such a bz month...
October
Events : Puasa
Description : Toning down all my activities (wish i could tone down on going to work too..hehe)..
November
Events : Hari Raya Puasa ... My Engagement
Description : Happy beyond words..
December
Events : ACCA Examination
Description : A lazy month..need to forced myself to study..and took the exam..expecting to fail a paper kut..hahahaha..."kut" jer..but im still optimistic anyway..Starting of Audot Peak Period cycle again..sighhhh.....
Summary : 2005 has been a great great year for me.. i age twice faster since entering PwC...But i think i'm still a cry baby..and i do have occasional cases of emotional breakdown..hehehe...Im proud to survive my first year within the firm (i used to want to resign every single day within the first 3 month..hehehe)..Manage to survive the peak period..the drama..the sales..the RED HAIR..and many many more..Hope 2006 will be better...

Azam Tahun Baru 2006

Some or most of these resolution has been brought forward since..forever....
1) Need to Loss Weight !! (this one is since I'm 17..but seriously..this time i mean it..i AM indeed FAT and becoming FATTER each year..huhuhu..blamed it on those spagettis..and cheese cakes..and stella cereal chocolates..and bbq chicken wings..nasik lemak panas..and all those sinfully delicious foods in the world..huhuhuh)
2) Need to make more money (Since i started working)
3) Need to spend/shop less (Since everytime im feeling broke..hehhee...)
4) Need to be nicer when provoke (this is new)
5) Need to complete my ACCA papers this year.. (this is new)
6) Wanna learn a new languange (everytime i look at Takeshi Kaneshiro..feels like learning Japanaese..everytime i look at some hunky dude with a spanish accent..feels like learning Spanish..and there's french...and mandarin...and hindustani.. OK..maybe i should strike this one out from my resolution list for this year eh?)

Beware : Yucky post for the Ganaz Hearted

uhuhuhuhuhu...
Saya sangat rindu leman..huk huk...Ek eleeee..gila lemah ah aku nih..baru 4 hari..dah rasa macam 4 bulan jek..camne nak survive 10 hari nih?? how?? how?? The worst part is..My leman's credit dah abes..kat sana satu sms cost RM2..aku sms dia 5 sen jek..hhehehe..tadik sebab dah rindu sgt..i called him..we talk for 1 "wonderful" minute..aku dah senyum senyum simpul ala ala "Julita Aisyah"..hiks hiks..tapi lepas tuh leman msg balik..cakap that single call cost him RM10..dot kena RM1 jek..huuhuhuh..so lepas nih mesti leman dah tak msg da..terpaksa la dot jek yg syok sendii msg dia sowang sowang...tak best nye perasaan nih...
The thing is..we had a bad bad bad argument right before he left for his holiday..its all just a big misunderstanding..and all cause he's does not "berterus terang" wif me..and being the typical "dramaqueen" that i am..you guys should be able to imagine lah kan? hehhee..Actually dot ingat taknak berbaik pon ngan dia sampai dia abes holiday (macam terer jek..mau agaknya 12 hari 12 malam aku tido berendam air mata)..tapi sebab tetiba tgk news kata tgh Riot skrg nih kat Australia..so dot agak risau..so membiarkan diri ini dipujuk...ahakss...dun get me wrong..i have amy equal and fair share utuk menjadi pihak yg memujuk..when i believe it is my fault (yeah you're right..it does not happen often...hahahahah...)..
Hari nih tukar lagu lain..
"bila rinduuu..terkenang mu sayang ku rasa sayu..
syahdunya hatiku bila malam..makin kelam..
terkenang dirimu...(like always..i always forgot the lyrics..)
What should i do this weekend?? Bored..
Dah 2 tahun kata nak gi singapore time christmas tapi still tak pegi pegi jugak..
next year im hoping it will finally come true..
This weekend should be used to determined what my Next Year's New Year's Resolution should be...
Happy Holiday!!

My Life

I am currently:
1) Lonely : Uwwaa....kena tinggal ngan Leman 2 minggu..member pergi bersuka ria kat Australia..huhuhuhu...nak ikottttt...
2) Missing my fiance : "Angin bayu membawa diriku..sepintas lalu kuterkenangkan mu..memori silam meresap malam..kenangan bersama ...... (menyanyi dengan penuh perasaan tapi dah terlupa liruk plak..potonggg ahhh)
3) In Pain : Bapak ahhhh sakit gigi "bongsu" aku yg nombo 3 nih!!!! giler ker hape..setahun tatau lah berapa kali dia tumbuh..2 dah cabut..lagik 2 takde duit plak nak cabut...huhuhuh..tuh belom cerita agik sakit nak cabut gigi tuh..dentist tuh tarik..cam kepala pon terikut sama nak tercabut...huhuhhu..Cian Caye Cakit Gigi Caye yg Bongsu..
4) Stress : Bapak ah agak bz sekarang nih..huhuhuhu...dah tak pernah dah nampak matahari masa balik kerja..hehehe..tapi sebenarnya sampai pon lambat..tambah tolak tambah tolak..lebih kurang 9 jam jugak..hehehehe...saje jek nak emosi lebih..tapi mmg serius stress sebab kena deal directly dgn Finance Manager yg sgt sgt KIASU tahap oltromen taro nye musuh ketat sejak 10 taun yg lalu..nak mintak document..aku mintak kul 400 supaya aku leh balik kul 630..tapi member kul 630 baru sengih sengih hantar document..sajek jek nak jaki tak kasik aku balik kul 630 lah tuh..keji gile kan..kan..??
5) Unhappy : Sebab dah terlebih amik cuti 2 hari untuk tahun nih..huhuhuhhu!!! how was that possible?? i oso dunno..but it did..so aku tgh lah bz meng-volunteerkan diri pada kakak yg jaga timetable keja aku tuh...supaya bagi aku keja (ie: stock take etc) pada hari sabtu or ahad..soo..this week sabtu kira spare part kereta and next week sabtu kire wayer letrik kot..ngeh..ngeh..ngeh..save duit akak takyah bayar unpaid leave..hehehe..lagipon semua org macam bz and tak free to entertain me..huhuhhu..mak bapak jauh..ade tunang pon dah jauh jugak..kengkawan samada bz nak balik kampung halaman or bz berdating or bz lah serba serbi nya...huhuhu..ke aku yg tak banyak kawan??? tapi macam takde lah tak byk kawan sangat...huwwaaaaa...kesiannye..hehehe..terpaksa la melepak kat umah membesar dan melebarkan badan yg sememang nya dah besar dah lebar..Sighhhhhh......
6) Kebas buntut sebab dah sejam duduk kat Cyber Cafe nih...pathetic gile kan?? hahahaa..kalau tak pasal nak amik email from manager..tak kuasa mak nak lepak sinih..mesti dah baring baring kat sofa kat umah tuh...ishkk alamak..nak terkenc plak dah..till next time..Have a nice day..happy coming holiday...

All About Love

Things that can me SMILE:
1) Leman (yup..this one can make me cry as well)
2) Shopping
3) Dapat tido mase tgh hujan lebat kat luar (tapi kalau masa tgh ujan lebat, and dot kat ofis, tak best langsung sebab asek terpikir "alangkah bestnye kalau dapat balik tido..huhuhuhhu")
4) Tengok lampu lampu yg byk (hehehe..i always wanna go to SIngapore..dgn alasan nak tgk lampu..so my frens always said that..setakat nak tgk lampu kat Puchong pon bulih..hehehe..tak sama maa..dot suka tgk lampu byk byk kaler...kalau lampu kelip kelip pon best..tgk lampu byk byk rasa bahagia..) --> lampu kereta kat jalan and lampu pendaflour yg kelip kelip sebab starter rosak tak kira..
Semalam dot dah sleepy at 11pm..nak abeskan CSI Miami pon rasa nak terkeluar bijik mata..akhirnya tewas dan tertido jugak after 10 minutes citer tuh start..then bila bgn dah pukul 3 pagi..so start study..then after subuh..dah malas..tapi tak berapa ngantuk lagi..so i decided to watch the a dvd : "All About Love"..actually, I have alredi beli the VCD so many weeks ago...but then asek tak berpeluang tgk..and bila nak tgk..vcd takde subtitle melayu/english (kat cover kate ade)..lepas tukar 2 kali pon still takde subtitle..so dot upgrade ke dvd..so melayan lah cerita tuh..(sampai lah ija and juju pon dah bgn untuk pergi kerja)..cerita tuh sgt sgt lah sedih..dah lama dot tak nangis teresak esak cam tuh...then rasa klakar plak..nangis sorang sorang pepagi buta..pening lalat pon ade sebab tak tido lagi..perut pon dah lapa balik since last dinner malam tadik..hahha..the thing is..my sis watched that movie kat wayang..and recommended me to watch it..she said.."best..sedih..i nangis teruk"..to which i reply .."eleh..you mmg..cerita tah hape hape pon you leh nangis..hehehe"..oh boy..i'm sure glad she's not wif me when i watched the same movie pagi tadik..heheheheh..Then moral of the movie is..love doesn't wait for you..life doesn't wait for you for that matter..so..treasure your life..and most definitely treasure your love..so..in treasuring my love: Leman, i betul betul sayang you..betikkk..tak tipu..!!

Saturday, January 07, 2006

Attitude..

This was taken from the testimonial of my fren : Amir Hamidi..
I found this interesting..thus..sharing it here..
if A B C D E F G H I J K L M N O P Q R S T U V W X Y Z is equal to 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 12 13 14 15 16 1718 19 20 21 22 23 24 25 26 then hardwork= H+A+R+D+W+O+R+K = 8+1+18+4+23+15+18+11 = 98% only knowledge= K+N+O+W+L+E+D+G+E= 11+14+15+23+12+5+4+7+5 = 96% only love= L+O+V+E= 12+15+22+5=54% only luck= L+U+C+K = 12+21+3+11 = 47% only (don't most of us think this is most important???) th3n whaT maKes 100% ? s iT m0neY? ..... no eaDersHip? ...... no eVery proBleM haS a s0utioN, ony iF We peRhaps cHangE ouR aTTituDe. t0 gO t0 The toP, To tHaT 100%. wHat we Reay neeD tO Go fuRtheR, a lil'biT moRe....... attitude= A+T+T+I+T+U+D+E = 1+20+20+9+20+21+4+5 = 100% iT Is ouR aTTituDe toWards iFe anD woRk thaT maKes ouR liFe 100%
Actually i dun even bother cross casting whether all the numbers tie..
Its 1243 am and my brain has gone to the "no-more-thinking-for-the-day" mode..
But cool kan..that thing above..dunno lah where's the real source of that thing..

Sunday, January 01, 2006

1 January 2006

Another year has past...and a new year has just begun...
and I AM..still a "cembeng" (note : a word to describe someone who likes to cry..huhuhu..)
I spent my new year's nite watching the re-run of PEARL HARBOUR at Tv3..
I cried when Rafe (Abang Ben) died..and i cried even harder when Danny (Abang Josh) died..
huhuhuhhhhhh... I tot i would be tougher in 2006.. oh boy..i was proved wrong..
the very first day of the new year... hahahhahaa..
The worse part is..citer dah abes pon..dah kuar semua nama nama pelakon..
I continued crying..because..the "There You'll Be" song is so menyedihkan...
hahahahaha,...
Now after a bucket of tears later..here i am typing away on my tilam in my bedroom..
When the clock strike 12 am today (1 January 2005).. i felt...NOTHING!!!
This year i decided not to join any party or celebration..
Feels like im getting too old to join the crowd and the noise and the jam (especially the jam)...
And also thank you to all the never ending stock take...huhuhuh..
my feet hurts doing all those walking around the warehouses..
Tomorrow is another day of attending stock take..
Lucky it will only start at 230..if not tomorrow im gonna look like a mess wif my puffy eyes..
due to lack of sleep and the crying..hehehe...
It's nearly 2 am now.. and I am hungry...
Like usual..i always tend to try to make my resolution come through at the early stage of the new year..
hehehhe..biasa nya masuk february dah lupa dah..
So i started wif the first one on my list... to loss weight..thus..i've been skipping my dinner for a few days alredi..
but the problem is...i am hungryyyyy...my perut dah bunyik bunyik dari tadik...
cepat lah siang so that i can go to McDonald to have my Big Breakfast...
hahahahahhaha...
Camaner lah semua org yg tak suka makan malam tuh leh tahan eh??
I ate fruits..tons of them..manggoes..apples..jambus...tapi kenyang sekejap jek..then my perut dah lapar balik...
cisss...saje jek perut gemok nih nak sabotaj my diet...huhuhu...
My Baby is back..but i haven't seen him yet...
He claimed to still have jet lag..
Cehh..3 jam jek beza.. mengada ngada jek lebey kan...
Today he even slept without kissing me good nite first....
Merajuk terus..hehehe...
Going back to the Pearl Harbour movie... Kate Beckinsale was sure put on 'persimpangan dilema"..
when she has to divide her love for 2 guys..
Personally.. i think 3 month is a bit early to start a new relationship after ending one meaningful one kan..
At least if you at least waited at least 1 year (wow cool..3 at least in 1 sentence)..it's justifiable..But the time of the intervening period is actually judgemental...
Different person might have a different perspective kan..
But if the situation is reversed..wouldn't you like for your love one to grief for a while before resuming his/her own life
(oh my god..does this makes me a selfish b*****??? ahhahahaha... tak kut..)
Its not like you wanna cursed her/him to never love again..its just that you wanna feel cherish..
(although im sure the dead couldn't care less what the living are doing eh??)
I think i better stop now before i ramble on tatau tah hape hape lagik..
Should i succumb to my desire of roti celup nestum campo milo??
or roti celup nescafe? or maggi (mungkin tidak, sebab tak rasa cam nak mkn megi)
Goodnite World..
....Love...Peace and Empathy....