Wednesday, June 27, 2007

Goodbye Miss..Hellow Missus...

Dear frens.. Its been a longgggggggggggg while since i last blogged.. Nak kata busy..agak busy lah jugak main game yahoo lepas satu satu kan...hhahahaha.. Tapi sebab takde internet connection kat umah.. Anyway, a lot of things in my mind right now..But since my beloved father yg baru sampai dari Perak tengahari tadik dah menguap dekat 2 juta kali, despite the vanilla latte yg aku belanja dengan sisa sisa kerak nasik gaji bulan lepas aku..kesian lah plak kan..so let's keep this as simple as time permit.. hehheheh.. Firstly, lets talk (or more like i talk and you read okay)..about;

1) ME BEING MRS LEMAN next week..

Bapakkkk lahh nervessssssssssss...uuuwwaaaa...mase aku bertunang nearly 2 years ago, aku nerves jugak.. but nothing as compared to this time...giler babas punye neves..believe or not, sampai makan pon dah tak lalu.. Bulih masok Ripley's gua cakap loe..tapi more to hanya makan mende mahal2 jek lalu..especially kalau orang belanja..hehehehe.. lorat sungguh aku nih...ye la..like contoh tengahari tadik..aku order nasik goreng kampung kat Vichuda, punye la sedap.. tapi makan dalam 4-5 sudu jek..then perut nerves, terus tak lalu makan..kang muntah dalam pinggan so tak cool okay..

Tapi malam tadik ayong belanja kat Sakae Sushi..larat jugak aku habiskan nasik daging + 1 crab amende + 2 salmon amende... huhuuhhu.. Anyway, bilik tido dot sekarang seriyes macam kedai jual baju bundle!! My baju baju are literally BERSEPAH satu bilik... atas katil, tepi katil, atas lantai, tepi pintu..Since i need to kosong kan 1 almari untuk my bakal roomate kan.. So aku amik longgok atas katil..tapi semalam sampai kol 5 pagi belom setel..aku ngantuk..aku turunkan jek baju ke lantai and tido.. hahahhaa... Aku sungguh gemok sehh..semalam banyak gak baju yg dah ketat or dah lamaaa tak pakai..aku campak jek ketepi.. nanti nak bawak balik kampung untuk opah sedekahkan pada sesapa yg berminat..Banyak gak yg sayang sayang.. tapi pujuk hati nanti lagik banyak buang, lagik banyak bulih beli baru..hahahha..

Tapi aku nih dah miskin siyutttt...like really really tahap gaban punye miskin..huhuhhuhu..

Takpe la, Insyallah next month ader la rezeki lebih tuh..kalau takde pon..next month dah dapat husband, so leh suruh husband belanja makan kalau sengkek..heheheheh..best best.. Ader banyak gilerrrr mende kecik kecik yg aku nak kena setel.. And did i mentioned that i'm a nerves wreck? uwwaaa....

"Semerit" or dulang tembaga yg arwah mak aku baru beli masa aku nak bertunang dulu..dah hilang.. 10 bijik ok..SAKIT BETUL hati..puas bapak aku carik satu umah..tapi tak jumpa..mende tuh bukannye kecik nak misplaced kan.. Sgt high possibility orang pinjam and tak pulang..sebab arwah mak sakit like 4 month after aku bertunang..and after that dia busy kuar masok sepital for chemo and stuffs..huhiuhuhuh..so aku sangat terkilan lah jugak..sebab mak belikan tuh untuk kitaorang senang anak beranak tak payah menyusahkan nak kena pinjam dari orang, tapi nih dah hilang..terpaksa la aku meminjam jugak.. Tuh lah salah satu mak nye style yg aku kagom..sebab dia ade semua mende mende..and paling tak suka meminjam barang orang.. Aku tak kisahlah orang nak pinjam barang dia, tapi kalau pinjam tuh pandai pandai lah nak pulang kan.. Enuff about that, dun let that spoil my mood.. And..I'm still nerves... But excited at the same time..

I'm GETTING MARRIED!!! After 9 years and 2 months 21 days.. we are finally getting married..AMIN!

2) MY FABULOUS HEN NITE!!

Demmmm...that was the best so called last party that i would have as a "cik zarina".. hahahahah..But my frens dress me up in white, and also make me wore white veil siap ngan tiara.. So langsung takde orang nak ngurat aku malam tuh..as the sign is so OBVIOUS..hahahaha... But still, encik tunang tak tido malam tuh sebab risaukan aku..heheheh..Chill la sayang, kitaorang tak jadik hire male stripper!!..hehehhe.. kidding!! And that nite 6 of us including me spend the nite at the Ascott Hotel..where the other hens dah hias ngan balloons and love shape heart and candles..so sweet girls...I LOVE IT...ALL OF IT..Termasok cake bentuk "pedang"...hahahahhahahahahah...You gals are the BEST..

3) OTHERS

There's a lot of things happening thru out my last entry, tapi aku dah tak ingat daa.. Yang aku ingat..AKU DAH NAK KAWEN SIYUT!!...hhahahahaha... Anyway, one close fren of mine is hafing a hard time at the moment..Hang on there honey.. whatever you decide, we'll support you time and again..Bagus jugak nanti bulih carik pengganti yg sesuai masa wedding aku ok..heheheh...cuma just make sure kau tak melawa lebih daripada aku ok.. And yet another close fren of mine is hafing a dunno how to describe time..Quate from her : "ENtah la..aku pon tak sure aku happy ke tak?" huhuhhu..parah nih...takp takpe..again..we'll be there for you babe.. But just dun make any rush decision ok..Think of yourself first before you think of another.. And if you think any decision you make might hurt him..SO WHAT!!!! He's officially your ex rite..and that's how exes are treated..huhuhuhu...

CONCLUSION:

Everybody have their own thing and their own problems..but it differs from one another.. SOmetimes, as an observer, it's so much easier to "SAY"..but as the lead actress, it so much harder to "DO".. Life is unfair..So cherish it as much as you can..(This also applies to yours truly here, who's so sad in being miskin..huhuh).. I'm FAT but i'm HEALTHY (alhamdullillah)...I'm BROKE but I'm HAPPY...and i forgotten the rest of the lyrics..heheheh.. Okay frens..Before i type off.. I hope to see you there to share my happiness and special day! Next time we meet, insyaallah, I'll be MRS LEMAN..

Signing off --> Dot yg bujang dan bakal bergelar isteri orang

Sunday, June 03, 2007

Study vs Shopping?? Shopping menang tanpa bertanding!!

uhuhuhuh..i've got absolutely ZERO mood for studying..ZERO..NONE WHATSOEVER.. demmmm..and the exam is in 24 hours time more or less..huhuhuh..nak panic pon dah tak gune.. that's the thing..terok betul aku nih..sampai dah tak panic dah pon..i'm so whatever!

uhuhhu.. Matilah..this must be the WORST "tak study" ever..Baca sikit (bulih kira ngan jari berapa ayat aku dah baca ok!!) ..tido banyak..macamana?? huhuhuh..maybe aku dah muak tengok notes yg sama ulang ulang kali..tapi tak pass pass jugak...uuwwaaa... macam mana nih?? I should not have taken the paper this round..tuh lahhh..tamak lagik..shud have postpone jek till December..rite now I'm more focus at being nerves/excited for my upcoming big day..huhuhu..
Voiced my concern to future roomie..and he very cool and calmly answered.."It's ok sayang..let's focus on getting married first okay"..huhuhuhhu...I WISH..i could give the same answered if there's ever a need to do another face-to-face with the Partner..huhuhuh..touch wood!! touch wood!! Tawakal jek la..esok pagi jek lah lepas bangun tido (tatau pukul berapa..hehe)..kita try last minute study..mungkin esok kita akan panic!

Today i spent the whole day..a long blissful sampai tapak kaki tak rasa 11 hours of makan2 + shopping + makan2 + tgk wayang + shopping + makan2 lagik..outing with Ayong..hahahahah...sungguh gumbira...dah lama tak shopping.. Ingatkan nak gi Semua House..sekali hujan lebat gile tak ingat..and kitaorg parking kat tempat takde atap kat OU tuh.. so masok lah balik..terus pegi beli tiket wayang...semua cite dah penuh..so we bought the ticket for "Hors de prix" or "priceless" in English..its a french movie..and we enjoyed it very very much..recomended to be watch ok.. I bought 4 pairs of new shoes..including one for the nikah..one of it is the long-overdue-aku selalu teringin nak beli-terompah.. heheheh..jatuh cinta pandang pertama!!..ayong said that i look so much like a "bimbo" walking in them..hahahah..bimbo tak bimbo.. aku nak jugak beli..rasa nak pakai tido jek..heheheh..over tau nyeh!

Telifon plak tetiba rosak Jumaat ari tuh..bangang betul..so takde tepon sampai esok..and tak beli jugak jam loceng tadik.. Abah and Opah dah balik Perak..sunyi rumah takde diaorang..
Went to Ikin's and Shabab's wedding on last Saturday nite..It was beautiful..Congratulations to them both!!

I haven't seen any of my fwens for these straight 2 weeks..huhuhu..semua orang pon busy..especially aku yg sungguh busy tak study nih!!.. hahahah...tapi busy ke hulu ke hilir temankan abah setelkan persiapan kawen..yer lah..dah jadik anak yatim nih.. kena lah tulung abah buat preparation..kesian sangat kat abah..aku sure dia pening..and most of the time aku lah tempat dia mengadu and berbincang pon..Kat taman rumah aku kat Perak tuh..Abah would be the first "BAPA TUNGGAL" yang akan kawenkan anak.. pressure tak pressure ah..huhuhuh..it's ok abah..we'll survive..insyallah and hopefully everything would go as smoothly as possible...
Everytime i'm thinking about this..a new pimple would be born on top of my forehead..sampai sekarang nih dah takde tempat nak tumbuh dah.. aku pon tak pernah pernah dari remaja sampai sekarang beli ubat jerawat..nih dah start dah pakai ubat jerawat..hahahah..dah tahap desperate dah nih..

Wish me luck everyone..at the rate i'm studying (which is NADDA!!)..i would be needing lots and lots and lots of it come Tuesday.. and wednesday dah start kerja!! huuuwaaaa...the end of my 18 days of holiday..huhuhuh..i am sure sure sure gonna missed my Leave.. Goodnite..

PS: "Pia", nak jumpa tak hari nih?? Call aku ok (rumah)..i need the 9 fundamental amende tah yg kau janji nak bagi tuh..and nanti kita gi exam sesama ok?