Sunday, September 30, 2007

Mrs Dot's thought on..

1) Ramadhan, puasa, Syawal and Aidilfitri..

Alhamdullillah..dengan takdir dan kehendak Allah, Ramadhan kali ini aku sambut dengankehadiran suamiku disisi..Memula start puasa tuh..Liat betul aku nak bangun sahur..ikot hati..aku buat buat tak sedar jek sampai subuh..hahahah...kalau dulu mase aku bujang..paling tidak pon aku jangkau jek air kosong kat sebelah tilam..minum sambil tutup mata..hahah..

Kengkadang..tilam aku pon tumpang minum..tapi dah jadik bini orang nih..tak sampai hati la plak,aku nak sambung tido..kang majuk plak sang suami..walaupon mesti dia taknak ngaku dia majok..hahahha.."Sayang tanak bangun eh..ok lah takpe lah..tidur lah.." dengan nada suara yg lemah..Uwwaaaaa...harus mak terus bukak mata nyeh..bingkas bangun carik tombol pintu..seb baik tak terantuk dahikat dinding..hehehe...

Tapi tuh masa memule jek la eh..sekarang tidak lagik..alarm bunyik jek mak dah efficientterus bangun siapkan sahur untuk En. Suami ye..hehehe..Most of the time siap masakkan lagik..tapi takde le akusaiko pepagi bute tuh nak masak complete meal nasik + 3 lauk ok..I'm getting better..but not to that extend! hahahah..biasa nye En. Suami pon tak lalu nak makan byk2 masa sahur..so i'll cook whatever he requested the nitebefore..maggi goreng ke..burger k..sandwich ke..or panaskan makanan semalam...hehehe..Okla tuh..

Sejak puasa nih..asek makan sedappp ajek..and sometimes byk jugak makan free..heheheh..but i have classes 3 days during the working days..so byk jugak time makan jek apepe kat sekeliling CM tuh..But one of my faveret is Al-Andalus @ JalanDamai..Sedap sehh..buffet baru RM30 jek sorang..Kadang2 kalau balik awal tuh..masakkan lah jugak untuk En. Suami..or weekends,kalau tak pegi memana, I would test my newly acquired hobby..cooking for hubby..hehhee..And the best part is..I have a few frens (No. 1: Cikgu Juwairiah) yg tak lokek ilmu, and would gave me recipe and would gladly coach me if i forget any of the ingredients..hehehe..
Ye lah..mak dah takde..kalau tak dulu mesti kalau tatau apepe angkat jek tepon and i can asked my beloved mother..

On the sensitive subjek of my arwah mak..

Despite the goodness of Ramadhan..and the happiness of celebrating it with my Husband..During this time is when i misses my late mother the MOST!! It feels like only yesterday that my arwah mak passed away..The pain is so fresh and the wound is still open and hurting!! Last year, i lost my mom during the final week of Ramadhan..

Thus, this year it's very painful to be reminded of that day! EVERY TIME that i think of my arwah mak (not just cakap kat mulut, but direct kat hati) air mata pasti berlinang linang..sometimes, i would be okay one second...gelak gelak ngan husband..tetiba husbandturun bawah nak amik tepon..husband naik atas balik..tengok bini tengah teresak esak atas katil..sian husband aku..konfius dia..seb baik lah i got one hella understanding husband..even before we were married last year, he's my strongest pillar of supportduring that bitter time..He's always there for me..hampir tiap hari selama aku kat umah opah tuh, dia datang kasik support..I am very thankful..i love you so much Husband..

Solely due to the above reason, i dun feel the mood to really celebrate hari raya..YES, i will embrace Syawal dengan penuh kesyukuran..but thesemangat nak buat preparation and the semangat excited nak raya tuh seriously dah tak wujud inside me..Lucky husband cool..sebab aku seriusly tak eager, seperti mana kebanyakan pasangan yg menyambut rasa bersama first time..cari baju matching and sebagainye..I really dun feel like doing any preparation..not like last time anyway..Seb baik ade baju yg di buat masa kawen dulu, yg bulih matching..kali nih cuti pon tak amik lelame..

sebab utama sebab cuti pon dah takde..but i am just not really looking forwardto it..Arwah mak adalah seorang yg full of life and she being with us really really really brings out the mood in everyone..so this time (2nd time, the first Raya,we just lost her for 5 days! before hari raya) around, when she is no longer here with us, we really really feels the impact..terasa sangat..One tradition for sure will be changed..throughout my childhood, we always balik kampung abah first day, then continue on to kampung mak..but after a while (I'm in form 1 kot), we no longer stay at kampung abah, cause opah side abah pon beraya dgn kita..atau beraya dkt KL with her other son..So since then, we always balik kampung mak..

so this year is gonna be the first that we are not going to be at Malim Nawar on Raya Eve..Abah requested he wanted to Semayang Raya @ Ayer Tawar, and i would not let him be by his own, on raya eve..and since this first time beraya dengan suami is my turn (En. Suami dah offer since sebelom kawen lagik ok)..We'll be in Ayer Tawar, tapi akan balik Malim Nawar after semayang raya..mainly untuk menziarahi kubur mak..Wah..meleleh leleh hingus aku meluah perasaan malam nih..

Anyway, at least this year I'll be happy to have a husband by my side during raya..at least sure can collect one ang pow..huhuhu..I think it might be at least another 2-3 years before the wound would heal..but the scar would always remain!ibarat a spot where, one heal, akan tumbuh rumput rumput baru di sekeliling..tapi kat tengah tengah kawasan tuh would always be takkan tumbuh dah rumput..once you lost your mother, takkan ader dah patah tumbuh hilang berganti..for sure takkan ader pengganti..even if my dad does decide to remarry, which i'm not gonna oppose, no one would even come close to replacing my mother..Cuma masa saja yg dapat mengurangkan the sense of sadness that waves in and out anytime..
Maybe one day when i were to have my own child, perasaan nak sambut raya tuh datang balik..insyaallah..

2) Office baru PwC @ 1 Sentral

Our new office is so COOL..macam langit and bumi as compared to office lama @ Jalan Raja Laut..hehehe..sini canggih..lift pon buttonless..hehehe..Tapi satu jek yg paling tak best..parking jauhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh nak mampos!..as at date, aku belom lagik drive sendirik..harus lah suami ku yg baik hati lagikpenyayang itu yg hantarkan..hehehe..best betul ader suami nih..

3) Others

Dah dekat 3 bulan kawen..sijil kawen pon tak amik lagik..seb baik abah baik hati dah amikkan..hehehe..as an alternative, aku just simpan gambar pada kad kawen as prove of marriage..kot kot lah kena cekop ke aper..heheh..En. Husband still refuse to show lots of P.D.A, dengan alasan takde sijil kawen..nanti kena tangkap..ek eleee..malas betul nak layan..

Si boboi my adopted kucing gemok..dah 1 hari tak berjumpa..mana lah peginye budak gemok nih..sejak sahur malam semalam dia tak datang umah aku..sedehh plak rasa nye..rindu kataksi aksi manja mengada ngada nak mintak makanan tuh..makanan dia pon byk lagik balance tak habis tuh..huhuhhu..Demmit, i'm so attached to that fatso cat already..he's owner (my right side neighbour) is moving home in October (so soon ah?)..so that means si boboi is gonna move too..uwwaaa..Harus tak aku kidnap jek kucing gemok tuh? Dia sangat kiyut, warna and kegemokan, sebijik macam Garfield..uhuhuhhu..I just hope he has not move anywhere yet, as I've not said my goodbyes yet..ade nangis lagik satu round nih karang...uuuwaaaaa....

And NO, my hormonal imbalance is not due to "pembawakan budak", but it is solely contributed to PMS..hahahaha...yeahhhh..we ladies can still use this magic word even after we're married!
OKlah, esok ader klas pagi..adehh..malas nye nak bangun..aku nak naik gi pelok En. Husband tido..sian dia tido sorang2 kat atas..aku busy blogging kat bawah..hahahaha..

Selamat Berpuasa (Jalan puasa yang yok..pagi pagi bukak periuk)

Wednesday, September 26, 2007

Back dated Pre-Bali Post

Best betul ader mak mertua nih! heheh..Dah 2 malam aku tido kat Legend hotel..ibu mertuaku yg baik lagik hot tuh siap bagi kitaorg bilik sendiri (besar siap ader dapur sendri ok)..Connection door ngan living room bilik dia..aku siap bawak Ayong sekalijoin tido kat Legend tuh..ayong pon dapat bilik sendiri sensorang..hehehe..Malam nih pon tido situ lagik..tapi kena balik Damansara kemas bag nak bawak gi Bali esok..I am so happy to go to bali..

Tambahan pulak ibu dan bapa mertuaku yg sangat baik hati itu, bagi kitaorg duit belanja..Terus jadik jutawan segera!..hahahah..banyak bulih shopping tuh..Tolak duit hotel..still adebyk lagik balance untuk belanja...jeles jek zaika and Ju bila aku cerite kat diaorng..hahaha..
Neway, petang ni ader klas..hati masih berkira kira nak pegi ke tanak..hari nih tak drive..nanti saper pulak nak amik aku balik malam kang..nak naik LRt memalam buta, macam takot lah jugak..Darling i ader meeting kat PJ..tgk lah dulu camne nanti..dah takde mood pon sebenarnye nak bekerja or belajar..heheh..

Ader mood nak pergi honeymoon jek..hehehhe..Shiok betul..Yg bestnye, kitaorg gi ramai2..tapi malam tido 2 org jek la kan..hehhee...

Aku dah berangan dah selipar bali tuh..last time pegi, aku beli 15 pasang kot..berat nak mampos beg mase tuh..byk jugak yg aku bagi hadiah untuk org..tahun nih takde de nak bagi org sevenier slipar..key chain dulu pon tak habis lagik..aku bulih recycle balik jek...ahahah...
Tapi esok kena fly..aku sebenarnye tak suke fly..aku nih gayat..Selalu kalau fly ngan Abang Leman, aku genggam tgn dia sampai nak tercabut..take off..landing..and in between setiap kali ader angin..Imagine masa pegi London dulu..aku kena duk sebelah nenek dia..so takkan lah aku genggam tangan nenek dia sampai nak tercabut..nanti nenek dia ingat aku saiko pulak..oh well..memang la saiko kan..but perlu ke nenek dia tau aku saiko..hahahaha...
Ishk, sgt mengantok mata ku..dapat tido best nih..dapat tido pelok Leman lagik best nih..heheheh..

Tapi mak mertua aku dah sound anak lelaki dia dah kurus..Ouucchhh..harus balik nih suruh Leman telan butter campo susu..kasik cepat gemok..MEsti korang ingat aku tak bagi laki aku makan cukup...but seriously, dia tuh makan banyak..berbaldi baldi dia boleh makan..aper aku makan, dia mesti makan..and semestinya dlm kuantiti yg lebih..and believe me; I AM SO FAT like dugong..so nih mesti sebab metabolisme rate dia tinggi..Jeles...

Today mark the 2nd month of our marriage..hehehe..ishk, demmit, the three month honeymoon period dah nak expired nih..harus kena manja lebih2 sebulan nih..hahahha..

Ngantok ah..nak gi ajak Zaika and Ju beli Starbucks..bye

Monday, September 03, 2007

Saper dah kawen angkat tangan?

hellooooooooooooooo my fwens..

Ya..puan zarina is back..hehehe..One of my Uni fren ask me this ; "weih lama tk update blog. "sibuk" sgt ke lepas kwen ni?hehehe.cuber cite sket. :D"
hahahahha..so, let me "cite" sket..

1) The main reason i dah lama tak blog is becos ngak ada connection..lagipon sekarang my newly acquired hubby lebih suka i buatkan dia coffee (even tho the 3 in 1 one..hahaha) as compared to starbucks coffee..but once in a while i still come here to tapau my caramel latte..cume tak stay long enuf for me to blog..

Another school fren of mine ask this question..

"cane prasaan mjd seorg istri excluding lovely nites wit hubby????"
Hahahahha..takde lain korang nih..asek pikir lovely nites jek..hehehe..anyway, just for the record, the nites are indeed lovely! But excluding the nites, my answer to this frens are as follows;

Perbezaan paling ketara yg pertama:Dulu aku balik kerja, busuk ke aper ke tuh kalau terlampau penat or ngantok, bulih jek sesuke hati take a nap..sometimes nap tuh terlajak jek sampai esok pagi..aahahahha...SEKARANG TIDAK LAGIK!! penat or kenyang macam mana pon, terpaksa lah jugak fikirkan perut org yg seorang lagik tuh..hehehhe..

Perbezaan ketara no. 2 :Dulu pegang ikan kembung jek..skrg dah pandai pandaikan diri pegang ikan bawal besar..hahahahha..ye lah kan..aku nih bukan nye biasa masak..kau mungkin tak mengalami masalah nih kut..tapi skrg aku cube cube jugak lah masak..sampai hari nih..still idop laki aku tuh, tak pernah masok sepital keracunan makanan..hahahah...tapi aku takde le mithali sangat masak hari2..depends on mood and keadaan traffic dan waktu balik kerja..hahahaha...

Perbezaan ketara no. 3:Dulu masa bercinta..dah abes dating, dia balik umah dia..aku balik umah aku..and after that, i can have my own time..SEKARANG TIDAK LAGIK..hhahahahah..24 jam (minus) waktu bekerja lah akan sentiasa bersama..and dun be a pervert by misinterpreting it as "bersama"..hahahha..boleh mati weih kalau 24 jam "bersama"..

Perbezaan ketara no. 4 :Dulu aku takde mak pak mertua..SEKARANG DAH ADA...hahahahha..good luck babe! (she's getting married soon too)
Anyway, my daddy and mak-in-law is awesome..

We're are going on our second so called honeymoon this week..yeayyy!! Since the first week tuh perasaan tak berapa best cause i just lost my uncle..aku happy bangat hubby dapat cuti..he just started working at Naza 2 weeks, and nak tanye boss pon takot takot..But En. Boss suamiku sangat rock and approved his cuti..yeay..you go encik boss..Bali, here we come..again!

My ACCA classes dah start balik..i have another 3 papers to go..yeah.. i failed that last paper again..and again..and again..AND AGAIN!!...hhuuuuwwwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa...so sedeyyyyyyyyyyyy..am i THAT STUPID!!!! ..bersabar jek la..bak kata pepatah..gagal sekali tak bermakna gagal selamanya..tapi kalau dah gagal 4 kali camaner???

Uuuuwaaaaaaaaaaaaaa....sedihhhhh..seb baik kali nih dah ader encik suami..so kalau "jatuh" ader orang tulung hulur tangan angkat..hehehe..still kena bangun sendiri..takleh dokong takut patah pulak pinggang suamiku..hahaha..

Lately i've put on more and more weight..demmit..again..NO BABY BUMP..yet! But lots of lemak tepu..huhuhu..Insyaallah bulan puasa nih kita try diet balik..ahhahahaha...so not gonna happen...
We (penghuni Rumah no. 47) have a kucing angkat nama boboi..He's so GOMOK and cute sebijik macam garfield..At first we called him garfield, tapi dia buat derk jek..rupe rupe nye nama dia boboi..sekarang aku balik kerja jek dia dah tunggu depan pintu kereta..Hari2 aku bagi dia makan tuna dlm tin..ader sekali tuh, tuna kucing takde, aku bukakkan dia tuna untuk makanan leman..heheheh..tapi dia boo layan..sniff..sniff..and he's not interested..cheh..membazir jek boboi nih tau! Tapi boboi (bersama tuan rumahnya) nak pindah dah, me sedey..

Seronok lah being married nih..maybe cause me and mr husband dah together since high school = 9 years..so the stage process menyesuaikan diri is not that hard..But since this is the first time we're living together, ader jugaklah adjustment that has to be made here and there..But nothing major..Most of the times, we're like 2 kanak kanak riang yg suke "memperosai" each other (memperosai = menyakat and mengusik dengan tujuan sengaja nak bagi the other party rimas/runsing)..

Kitaorang pon kadang2 macam still tak percaya kitaorang dah kawen..hahahaha...rasa funny..sometimes hubby will asked me "kita dah kawen ke sayang?"..heheheh..the bliss of being newly weds..nanti dah anak 2 takkan dia nak tanye aku lagik.."kita dah kawen ke cayang"..aha.. you think! heheheh...

Oh god..aku dah lama tak blog..dah kekok plak tak reti nak tulis aper..
My Hospital Assignment starts tomorrow..there goes my so-syiok-felda-balik-pukul-5 happiness..

Merdeka eve hari tuh, me + love + ayong went to watch the Royal London Circus..abes show kul 11pm..11- 12 pm tersangkot kat jem bersama mat mat rempit..And i have to admit, that i'm OLD...uuwwaaa, sedehhhh...sekarang lepas pukul 11 malam jek mata dah terkulat kulat mengantok..kengkadang, kalau abang leman takde kawan nak tengok bola kat bawah, terpaksa lah akak temankan..tapi kalau abang ipar dia ader, selamat lah aku bulih baca buku cerita or main game yahoo kat atas..

Dah nak dekat 2 bulan kawen..sijil kahwin pon belom amik lagik..eheuheuhehuehe..Abang Leman selalu takot nak show "PDA"..takot kena tangkap..hahahahah...MEsti kelaka kalau sekarang plak kena tangkap basah..sesia plak nak kena ikat jamin from lokap..
OK lah frens..dah kebas buntut duduk kat starbucks nih..caramal latte pon dah abes semangkuk..Dunno when will get the oppurtunity to blog again..take care people..
i've shared some photos on my frenster..enjoy..

SELAMAT MENYAMBUT BULAN RAMADHAN..