Wednesday, June 22, 2011

This and That

Today is a happy day :)
Walaupon "physically" perkara yg menyebab kan happy tuh belom tiba,
Tapi "technically" dah tengok pada kertas.
So boleh bersuka ria.. err.. i mean leh sujud syukur..
Alhamdullillah..
 
Sempena menunggu kedatangan hari yg menggembirakan ini..
Aku telah bershopping syok sendiri ok.
Sekarang bila kira2 balance setelah tolak hutang piutang yg perlu di lunas kan..
Perasaan gembira telah menjadi agak kurang gembira. hehehe..
Apepe pon.. Aku tetap bersyukur..
Rezeki itu ade..
 
Setelah balik umah dan makan dan tido dan bangun.. Rase agak nyesal ngan beberapa impulse purcases seperti charm bracelet thomas sabo yg mahal nak mampos.. Dah la silver 925 jek... Mesti dah kena mandrem ngan Thomas Sabo nih.. huhuhu.. On top of that, ade la shopping bende2 lain yg nak sama harga ngan iphone 4.. ishk.. nyesal nyesal..
 
The only thing yg tak nyesal beli ialah my precious iPad2 :) :) :)
 
Nyesal sebab tak beli harddisk yg lebih besar jek.. hehehhe..
 
Di sebalik kegembiraan..
 
Bapak mertuaku still tak sihat..
I understand that stroke patient take longer time to recover.. but i still hope for a miracle.. Insyaallah..
 
Semalam sangat la bengang ngan SJMC..
Honestly memang tak puas hati langsung ngan service diorang..
Dok bilik VIP tapik layanan langsung tak VIP..
3rd class kat TMC jauh lebih bagus..
Even 1st class kat Hospital Besar Ipoh pon jauh lebih bagus..
 
Blogging has now taken a back seat in my life..
Days were spent at work..
And nights were spent at the hospital..
 
Whatever left in between is for me to watch Vampire Diaries Season 2.. First time aku berani tengok citer vampire malam2 sorang2..sebab vampire hot macam Damon Salvatore.. droollllllll.. hehehehe..

Friday, June 10, 2011

My Father in Law

.. suffered a stroke last wednesday..
 
He's still in ICU ever since..
So far his progress to recovery is still slow..
Slower than what the doctor would have like..(definitely what we would have like too)..
 
Yesterday, nearly 24 hours after the stroke attack, he's still unconscious..
He can only open his eyes briefly when we called his name, but still unable to response.
 
It breaks my heart seeing him so fragile like that..
Cause i love him as much as i do my own Abah..
It breaks my heart further seeing my husband's face wreck with worry..
I hope he'll be strong di saat menghadapi ujian Allah begini..
 
Only hopes and prayers i can offer..
ikut kan hati, i myself will be crying histerically..
But i know i need to be strong for my husband..
and Be strong for my mother in law..
 
And based on past experience..(mase arwah my mom sakit)..
The only way to "act" strong is to not over think anything..
Always keep myself busy..
 
I pray hard for his speedy recovery..
Please pray for him too ya..
 
To Daddy: We love you and still needs you here with us.. Please don't stop fighting.. Together we pray for your recovery..
 
Allah yg memberi penyakit.. semoga Allah jua lah yg menyembuh kan penyakit.. Amin..