Thursday, March 25, 2010

Bayar 65 hengget to look like shait dan mari berparty

Hello youolls.
Weekend nih akak ader PARTAY.. yeehaaa..
Tapik depress ah nak carik baju party sejak dah gomok nih..
ishk.. kalau kurus semua pon lawa kan..
Mencik..akak jeles..
 
The theme is "Sporty Chic"..
Apekah?? kang aku pakai track suit ngan t-shirt pagoda jek kang..
Accessories plak hanya lemak2 berkedut2 kat pinggang dan ketiak.. wahahhaha..
euuuww..gross..my bad..hehehe..
 
But seriously, i have no idea what to wear..
The event is for the F1 pit pulse dinner malam tuh..siang tuh open to public..
Korang ade tak yg pegi? boleh lah mintak idea..
 
Considering my current percentage of body fat (which is over average!)..what do you think is better?
1) Simple jeans and T-Shirt body fitting size XL!! huhuhuhuh + kasut wedges + gelang
2) Dress?
 
Kitaorng tanye organizer, diorang cakap.. "ala..pakai macam nak pegi clubbing."
 
HAhahahahah.. last time akak clubbing is nearly 3 years ago.. mase hen nite akak..
Hen nite yg sangat fabulous okeh!
Tapik mase tuh saiz badan kecit jek..peratus lemak pon masih tahap average..
So pakai ape pon cantek.. (tambah plak cantik sebab seri pengantin..hahahahahha..haiyoo..sempat masuk lif tekan butang sendirik kan..)..
 
Tapik ape da.. kata sporty chic,, mane ade org pegi clubbing pakai tema joyah sport kan nyeh..
 
Ishk..tu la gatal lagik accept..
Tapik rugi la tak accept kan.. dah org invite..
But sorry youolls.. ade satu tiket aje.. takdek plus one.. Untuk khemah VIP..
Tengok set up dia kat jalan binjai sane sangat menarik..
So takut la jugak underdress ke ape kan..
i shud just stay at home with me babies kan (Hiro, Charlie dan Leman)..
 
Owh..and did i tell you i had a haircut?
Nice.. macam penyapu berus yg lembut tuh.. boleh imagine tak?
Straight gile line dia.. which i's sure gonna look awesome on a 3 year old..
But look like shait on me..
Siap enhance pipi gomot terlebih daging aku..
Babik kan hair stylist tuh..huhuhuhuhu.. (salahkan hairlist sebab taknak salahkan pipi gemok sendirik)..
Dah la plak tu.. bile nak bayar.. 65 hengget!!
Gileeerrr... rupe nye setan tuh dah naik pangkat youolls.. dah jadik professional stylist..
huhuhuhuh..mak nangis dalam hati bayar rambut potongan penyapu berus lembut..huhuhuhuh..
Iskk..camne nak tangkap gambar ngan Abang Schumacher nih rambut buruk.. sob..sob..
 
Okla youolls..
mak low energy lah today..
Petang semalam dah lah migrain..
Dah petang baru migrain so malas nak amik mc..
and in between nursing my throbbing skull and surpressing the urge to puke (again..sila jgn speku..aku kalau migrain mmg muntah macam cite exorcist)..i need o concentrate on my meeting..making it doubly hard to not puke and bang my head on the table..huhuhhu..
 
Ishk,..nak babai orang pon sempat digress lagik..
Okla.. kali nih betul2 punye okla ok..
Sebab dah waktu lunch..
Happy lunch peeps..

Monday, March 22, 2010

Monday Blues

I've been so busy with life sampai nak update blog sendiri pon tak sempat..tskk..
Rase stress jugak..
Bila stress mula la tangan gatal jek nak book holiday..
Hehehe..
But changes will happen in near future.. so tak boleh la nak spend sesuke ati.. hehehe..
(Sila jangan speku..changes does not mean we're having a baby :P)
 
Having said that..
Most of my frens are now on their 2nd or 3rd babies..
Nak kata i depress pon tak jugak..
Rezeki masing2 kan..
Tapi memang harap jugak lah i'll get one soon..amin..
 
I have not gone thru more complex fertility approach..(i.e. IUI or IVF) 
Praying our hardest tak payah pegi sampai stage IVF.
But at the back of my mind, i have this nagging question.
"What if.. we're really not meant to have our own baby"
I hope that will not be the case.
I hope we'll be parents soon.
 
But maybe we're not ready? that's why Allah delay His precious gift to us.
For instance..
 
Kalau kat restoran tgh makan sedap2.. budak main larik2 dan pusing2.. dan mak pak plak biarkan ajek..aku runsing..
 
Kalau naik plane..ade plak baby nanges.. nak plak tuh seat depan atau belakang aku.. aku runsing..
 
Aku suke tido.. hahahahha.. sket2 tido.. sket2 tido..
 
Tapi tuh semua boleh adjust kan bila kita ade anak sendirik.. kan? kan?
 
I'm also interested in international adoption (feeling angelina jolie gittew,,hhahahah)..
But seriously, I dun mind adoption anak mat salleh or anak korea or anak jepun..
But i bet the cost are outrageously expensive.. and there's a possibility of child trafficking thus melecehkan hidup kitaorang nanti..ahahahha..
Anybody know much about this? please share with me ok..
 
Okla.. I'm dun rambling..
Maybe due to lack of oxygen in my brain.. hidung tersumbat sejak semalam..
Kan best kalau hari nih cuti..
Boleh tido lama.. dan tengok dvd.. dan layan Hiro gomok dan si Charlie..
 
Hopefully my next update will not be as depressing as this one.
Later~