Friday, December 30, 2005

Ye ye.. My doctor love is coming home..

The love of my life is coming home tomorrow...This is the longest 12 days in this year..I missed him so much...angau pon ade jugak..nasib baik im being kept bz with Grey's Anatomy and Desperate Housewives Season 2...
I need to work all the way this weekend... SuXX..need to work from 31 Dec to 2 Jan..how worse could that be??
Next week onwards (after 5 Jan).. I would be very very very busy..thus..it maybe weeks before i'll update my blog again..
Just wanna wish all of you..
HAPPY NEW YEAR 2006 !!
May you all have a wonderful and cheerful year ahead....

Tuesday, December 27, 2005

Imbasan Tahun 2005

Another 3 days and 2005 would be "last year" ...Thus, im summarising my whole year's experience in this posting..Please bear in mind that throught the financial year 2005 period, i have to WORK and occasionally went on a date wif Leman.. I also have to eat..drink..sleep..went to the loo..blogging..and repeating the whole process over and over again..
January
Events: Abah's birthday and Leman's birthday..
Description : A month whereby im dead broke..hehehe..every day i live based on "bila gaji aku nak masuk nih..???"... ohw..and this should be an audit peak period..but im not suffering that much in Harrisons..
February
Events : Valentine's day..
Description : Demmit..can't even remember what i did during this month..Dun even know what i did during valentine..mesti tak special pon..hehehhe..cause i always remember this one valentine whereby me and Leman went dating at the Zoo Negara with the Lions, Elephants, Girraffe, Zebra even B.A.B.I pon ader..hehehhe...
March
Events : Jue's birthday..
Description : Remember bringing Jue out for dinner..and that's it..the rest of the other 30 days..i cannot remember what i did..demmmmmmmmm..short term memory lost ke???
April
Events: April Fool and 7th Anniversary
Description : It has been 7 years since me and my boifren met each other..Serious?? lama jugak ek?? how could i still be alive after 7 years of irritating each other..hehehhe... I LOVE YOU MY BELOVED BOYFREN...
May
Events : Must be a boring month cause i cant remember any...huhuhuh...
June
Events : Ayong's birthday..Along's birthday..
Description : Went to surprise Ayong for her birthday..have a war of icing cake..
July
Events : I am 24 years ol'...Boy is 26 years ol'
Description : Celebrated my birthday wif Leman and Ayong..and later being surprise by Irin, Shaz, Nizam and Endran..Im thankful im bless with so much love and happiness.. Celebrated Boy's birthday at REdBoX The Curve...
August
Events : Merdeka...KSP Nite
Description : CElebrated at Hartamas wif Irin, Alisa and Louisa..have a blast of a time..Having a great time at KSP Nite @ REnaissance Hotel...
September
Events : BALI
Description : went to BALI..have a very very very wonderful time.. come back to Malaysia..after 3 weeks..Bali got bomb..again! ... I'm thankful Im still alive..oh..and have a blast of a time in Annual Dinner @ Mandarin Oriental..and Treasure Hunting to PD...wow..such a bz month...
October
Events : Puasa
Description : Toning down all my activities (wish i could tone down on going to work too..hehe)..
November
Events : Hari Raya Puasa ... My Engagement
Description : Happy beyond words..
December
Events : ACCA Examination
Description : A lazy month..need to forced myself to study..and took the exam..expecting to fail a paper kut..hahahaha..."kut" jer..but im still optimistic anyway..Starting of Audot Peak Period cycle again..sighhhh.....
Summary : 2005 has been a great great year for me.. i age twice faster since entering PwC...But i think i'm still a cry baby..and i do have occasional cases of emotional breakdown..hehehe...Im proud to survive my first year within the firm (i used to want to resign every single day within the first 3 month..hehehe)..Manage to survive the peak period..the drama..the sales..the RED HAIR..and many many more..Hope 2006 will be better...

Azam Tahun Baru 2006

Some or most of these resolution has been brought forward since..forever....
1) Need to Loss Weight !! (this one is since I'm 17..but seriously..this time i mean it..i AM indeed FAT and becoming FATTER each year..huhuhu..blamed it on those spagettis..and cheese cakes..and stella cereal chocolates..and bbq chicken wings..nasik lemak panas..and all those sinfully delicious foods in the world..huhuhuh)
2) Need to make more money (Since i started working)
3) Need to spend/shop less (Since everytime im feeling broke..hehhee...)
4) Need to be nicer when provoke (this is new)
5) Need to complete my ACCA papers this year.. (this is new)
6) Wanna learn a new languange (everytime i look at Takeshi Kaneshiro..feels like learning Japanaese..everytime i look at some hunky dude with a spanish accent..feels like learning Spanish..and there's french...and mandarin...and hindustani.. OK..maybe i should strike this one out from my resolution list for this year eh?)

Thursday, December 22, 2005

Beware : Yucky post for the Ganaz Hearted

uhuhuhuhuhu...
Saya sangat rindu leman..huk huk...Ek eleeee..gila lemah ah aku nih..baru 4 hari..dah rasa macam 4 bulan jek..camne nak survive 10 hari nih?? how?? how?? The worst part is..My leman's credit dah abes..kat sana satu sms cost RM2..aku sms dia 5 sen jek..hhehehe..tadik sebab dah rindu sgt..i called him..we talk for 1 "wonderful" minute..aku dah senyum senyum simpul ala ala "Julita Aisyah"..hiks hiks..tapi lepas tuh leman msg balik..cakap that single call cost him RM10..dot kena RM1 jek..huuhuhuh..so lepas nih mesti leman dah tak msg da..terpaksa la dot jek yg syok sendii msg dia sowang sowang...tak best nye perasaan nih...
The thing is..we had a bad bad bad argument right before he left for his holiday..its all just a big misunderstanding..and all cause he's does not "berterus terang" wif me..and being the typical "dramaqueen" that i am..you guys should be able to imagine lah kan? hehhee..Actually dot ingat taknak berbaik pon ngan dia sampai dia abes holiday (macam terer jek..mau agaknya 12 hari 12 malam aku tido berendam air mata)..tapi sebab tetiba tgk news kata tgh Riot skrg nih kat Australia..so dot agak risau..so membiarkan diri ini dipujuk...ahakss...dun get me wrong..i have amy equal and fair share utuk menjadi pihak yg memujuk..when i believe it is my fault (yeah you're right..it does not happen often...hahahahah...)..
Hari nih tukar lagu lain..
"bila rinduuu..terkenang mu sayang ku rasa sayu..
syahdunya hatiku bila malam..makin kelam..
terkenang dirimu...(like always..i always forgot the lyrics..)
What should i do this weekend?? Bored..
Dah 2 tahun kata nak gi singapore time christmas tapi still tak pegi pegi jugak..
next year im hoping it will finally come true..
This weekend should be used to determined what my Next Year's New Year's Resolution should be...
Happy Holiday!!

Wednesday, December 21, 2005

My Life..

I am currently:
1) Lonely : Uwwaa....kena tinggal ngan Leman 2 minggu..member pergi bersuka ria kat Australia..huhuhuhu...nak ikottttt...
2) Missing my fiance : "Angin bayu membawa diriku..sepintas lalu kuterkenangkan mu..memori silam meresap malam..kenangan bersama ...... (menyanyi dengan penuh perasaan tapi dah terlupa liruk plak..potonggg ahhh)
3) In Pain : Bapak ahhhh sakit gigi "bongsu" aku yg nombo 3 nih!!!! giler ker hape..setahun tatau lah berapa kali dia tumbuh..2 dah cabut..lagik 2 takde duit plak nak cabut...huhuhuh..tuh belom cerita agik sakit nak cabut gigi tuh..dentist tuh tarik..cam kepala pon terikut sama nak tercabut...huhuhhu..Cian Caye Cakit Gigi Caye yg Bongsu..
4) Stress : Bapak ah agak bz sekarang nih..huhuhuhu...dah tak pernah dah nampak matahari masa balik kerja..hehehe..tapi sebenarnya sampai pon lambat..tambah tolak tambah tolak..lebih kurang 9 jam jugak..hehehehe...saje jek nak emosi lebih..tapi mmg serius stress sebab kena deal directly dgn Finance Manager yg sgt sgt KIASU tahap oltromen taro nye musuh ketat sejak 10 taun yg lalu..nak mintak document..aku mintak kul 400 supaya aku leh balik kul 630..tapi member kul 630 baru sengih sengih hantar document..sajek jek nak jaki tak kasik aku balik kul 630 lah tuh..keji gile kan..kan..??
5) Unhappy : Sebab dah terlebih amik cuti 2 hari untuk tahun nih..huhuhuhhu!!! how was that possible?? i oso dunno..but it did..so aku tgh lah bz meng-volunteerkan diri pada kakak yg jaga timetable keja aku tuh...supaya bagi aku keja (ie: stock take etc) pada hari sabtu or ahad..soo..this week sabtu kira spare part kereta and next week sabtu kire wayer letrik kot..ngeh..ngeh..ngeh..save duit akak takyah bayar unpaid leave..hehehe..lagipon semua org macam bz and tak free to entertain me..huhuhhu..mak bapak jauh..ade tunang pon dah jauh jugak..kengkawan samada bz nak balik kampung halaman or bz berdating or bz lah serba serbi nya...huhuhu..ke aku yg tak banyak kawan??? tapi macam takde lah tak byk kawan sangat...huwwaaaaa...kesiannye..hehehe..terpaksa la melepak kat umah membesar dan melebarkan badan yg sememang nya dah besar dah lebar..Sighhhhhh......
6) Kebas buntut sebab dah sejam duduk kat Cyber Cafe nih...pathetic gile kan?? hahahaa..kalau tak pasal nak amik email from manager..tak kuasa mak nak lepak sinih..mesti dah baring baring kat sofa kat umah tuh...ishkk alamak..nak terkenc plak dah..till next time..Have a nice day..happy coming holiday...

Thursday, December 01, 2005

All about love..

Things that can me SMILE:
1) Leman (yup..this one can make me cry as well)
2) Shopping
3) Dapat tido mase tgh hujan lebat kat luar (tapi kalau masa tgh ujan lebat, and dot kat ofis, tak best langsung sebab asek terpikir "alangkah bestnye kalau dapat balik tido..huhuhuhhu")
4) Tengok lampu lampu yg byk (hehehe..i always wanna go to SIngapore..dgn alasan nak tgk lampu..so my frens always said that..setakat nak tgk lampu kat Puchong pon bulih..hehehe..tak sama maa..dot suka tgk lampu byk byk kaler...kalau lampu kelip kelip pon best..tgk lampu byk byk rasa bahagia..) --> lampu kereta kat jalan and lampu pendaflour yg kelip kelip sebab starter rosak tak kira..
Semalam dot dah sleepy at 11pm..nak abeskan CSI Miami pon rasa nak terkeluar bijik mata..akhirnya tewas dan tertido jugak after 10 minutes citer tuh start..then bila bgn dah pukul 3 pagi..so start study..then after subuh..dah malas..tapi tak berapa ngantuk lagi..so i decided to watch the a dvd : "All About Love"..actually, I have alredi beli the VCD so many weeks ago...but then asek tak berpeluang tgk..and bila nak tgk..vcd takde subtitle melayu/english (kat cover kate ade)..lepas tukar 2 kali pon still takde subtitle..so dot upgrade ke dvd..so melayan lah cerita tuh..(sampai lah ija and juju pon dah bgn untuk pergi kerja)..cerita tuh sgt sgt lah sedih..dah lama dot tak nangis teresak esak cam tuh...then rasa klakar plak..nangis sorang sorang pepagi buta..pening lalat pon ade sebab tak tido lagi..perut pon dah lapa balik since last dinner malam tadik..hahha..the thing is..my sis watched that movie kat wayang..and recommended me to watch it..she said.."best..sedih..i nangis teruk"..to which i reply .."eleh..you mmg..cerita tah hape hape pon you leh nangis..hehehe"..oh boy..i'm sure glad she's not wif me when i watched the same movie pagi tadik..heheheheh..Then moral of the movie is..love doesn't wait for you..life doesn't wait for you for that matter..so..treasure your life..and most definitely treasure your love..so..in treasuring my love: Leman, i betul betul sayang you..betikkk..tak tipu..!!