Friday, February 23, 2007

Untitled

will they just sent the bloody result already!! huhuhuh..i can't even think straight since monday okay..terseksa mak cengginih nyeh..huhuh..

Weekend is here...wuuhuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu!!!!!!!

Thursday, February 22, 2007

Whatever!

Nope..still no sign of my result...uwwaaa...sampai bilakah aku harus menderita sebegini...uhuhuhhuh..nak tunggu result sampai dalam mail box aku all the way from UK..alamat tak leh fokus ler aku 2 minggu..uhuhhu..lagik cepat aku tau lagik bagus..lagik cepat aku leh get over sebarang perasaan depress dan sedih..then can get ready for the next round..hahahah..soooo not true...

At the moment..dont feel like doing a lot of things..can get easily irritated..and distracted..actually most of the things i dun feel like doing is only working...hahahah..
Things on top of my list;

- To spend quality time with my fiance this weekend.."Munchkin, quality time includes buying the Akon CD that your fhat but adorable fiancee wants yah!!"hehehe..
- Habiskan survivor all stars..
- Greys Anatomy season 3 episod 17..diikuti dgn latest episod of heroes, prison break, desperate housewives, the class, ugly betty..
- to watch kyle XY..tapi kakak aku tanak downloadkan....huuhuhhu..
- to attend kursus kawen..sape nak ikot angkat tangan?
- to loss substantial weight before 030307..berangan lah terus cik zarina...orang diet tak dinner grill ciken burger McDonald tau..hehehe...ok lah..at least before 070707...
- to destress --> cepatlah hilang perkampungan jerawat atas dahi nih..kalau tak terpaksa mak andam aku kerja overtime...hahaha..
- to lepak and just chill out with my frens..
- to just get over and done with my bloody missing in action ACCA result..still hoping for 50-50 though..
- to hire Shaz to do the review on the bloody defered tax sections for all my clients..huhuhhu..deferred tax is equivalent to lipas in my life --> both i hate..dah belajar berapa kali pon still lembab semacam...hahahaha...nih mesti tertelan byk semut tahun lepas nih..
- to sleep without having to set my alarm..
Goodnite..

Tuesday, February 20, 2007

Pass or Fail?

Uishhhh...aku stress betul nih...bukan pasal kerja..tapi pasal ACCA...fail?? maybe!! the thing is aku pon tatau fail ke tidak..rasa rasanye 2 paper dah gerenti fail..lagik dua tuh tatau lah nak cakap..50-50 gak ler..tapi yg stress nye..AKU DAH TERLUPA PASSCODE ACCA aku...so takleh tgk result online..and result yg sepatutnye semalam lagik dah sampai kat office email aku..belom kunjung tiba...uuuwwwaaa...nangis lah camnih...setiap kali bukak email jek suspen..tapi result nye belom sampai sampai jugak...aku dah request new passcode, tapi member aku kata at least seminggu baru dapat...cilakak betul...sajek jek nak sabotage aku..biar aku stress lagik banyak jerawat kat dahi...huhuhuhu...

Best betul dapat cuti 4 hari..tapi penat pon tak hilang lagik, esok dah nak kena masuk kerja...uwwaaa...seb baik 3 hari jek..sabtu tuh nak balik Perak jam gila..journey yg patutnye maximum 3 jam..extended sampai 7 jam..gilerrr...macam nak balik kelantan..seb baik balik KL today tak jam sangat..

Still struggling to divide my attention on work, family, love, frens, stupid exam result and big day preparation..work definitely required 110% of effort..but i could only muster about 1% of will and determination..and about 0.5% of spirit..the rest of the percentage are shared equally for more interesting things..even watching the re run of survivor all stars is much more exciting than going to work every morning..(ok..that's a bit biased as i am huge fan of survivor whatever)..
Enuf babbling for one day, happy back to work tomorrow..jeles nye pada yg masih bercuti...

Wednesday, February 07, 2007

P.A.T.H.E.T.I.C ME!

uhuhuhuhu...stress level still tahap merbahaya nih! jerawat kat dahi tumbuh silih berganti..satu hilang..2 mari..2 hilang..4 mari!! huwwaaa...canne nak cun sebelom 3/3 nih...huhuhuh...
Weekends schedule dah susun pack sampai next next next next week..treasure hunts, engagements, datings, outing, planning and the most dreaded one --> WORKING!!
Raf dah ader (R) dah kat Retain..ishk...sampai ati nak tinggalkan aku..makin kurang sumber inspirasi nak stay kat firm..but there's still shaz, nizam, louisa and berg to keep in company in this misery..hahahah..
My Fiance never say anything about me and my work..but that day i said something about still becoming an auditor during my 30s..and he sort of freak out and said that i should consider something more grounded and 8-5 kind of things...huhuhhu..i wish baby..i wish...The top of my list is still being a rich man wife..wink wink...But i dun think i could stomach more audit work for the next fews years..at least not in Malaysia..
Im sort of having an emosional breakdown nowadays..the smallest thing/crisis could trigger me to bouts of mood swings and crying..demmit..dah semakin lemah nih..
Got loads more to do..and my motivation level yesterday is about 10%..but last nite when i know i have to work this weekend..it significantly drop to -50%..if it drop to somemore to -100%...maybe i should consider writing a nice letter to buy me a (R) in the retain too kan..
Siiiggghhh...this is what i call pathetic..not being happy and not being able to do anything..
At least love is in the air in February...but as for me..the more preparations we're making for our big day..the more fights we seem to be getting ourselves into..huhuhuh...

Monday, February 05, 2007

Sejok Tahap Bapak Oltromen Taro!

Sejokkkk weihh..bodo betul air cond nih..nih lagik sejok dpd London time Autumn nih..hidung mak dah kembang semangkuk nyeh..sebab asek selsema jek..otak pon dah lagging (adakah mungkin kesan tido lambat malam tadik tengok dvd survivor?)..ahahahha...
Neway, still in hospital..depressed? VERY!!!..some of my closest frens has already hinting resignation! Tunggu lah korang..jgn lah tinggalkan daku...nangis kangg!!!...huhuhuh..

Last weekend (SABTU):
- Gi tempah baju kawen..abes lah kalau makin gemok lagik..terpaksa lah UZap aku bekerja overtime lepas balik KL ni..hahaha..
- Gi berjalan jalan kat Semua House..
- Gi treasure hunt with Ayong, Leman and ABAH!!..sian bapak aku kena berlari kehulu kehilir ikut aku carik jawapan...so cute..heheheh..Tapi mungkin lain kali mesti dia tanak ikot dah..hahaha..tapi dia tak pancit..AKU yg pancit dulu..dah lah salah baca peta..patut lah tak jumpa jawapan! hahaha..my sis's team won the 8th out of 180 teams..not bad at all..i must be number 9 cause we had the same answer..hahaha..but my team (plus abah and Leman) didnt win..FYI, 8th is the last placing for prizes..Sian my sayang, cos asal dia ikot treasure hunt jek tak menang..hahaha...Look at the bright side, at least you got to spent some quality time with me kan cayang..

AHAD, gi melalak ngan kengkawan..best btol..me + Leman + few close frens was there for 5 hours..aku siap sempat tertido..release lah 5% dpd stress level aku..then dinner at MArche..makan pasta amende tah..tamak haloba amik sorang satu ngan leman..separuh pon aku rasa nak muntah dah...huhuhu..

All in all..a very fullfilling weekend..This week supposedly wanna attend kursus kawen..but maybe gonna cancel cause got other plans...There's sooooo much things to plan for the wedding!!..BEfore this take for granted everything will be handled by Mak..tup tup..takdir menentukan sebaliknya..sedih sebak toksah cerita lah..kalau di fikirkan memang satu kerja pon tak jadi...syukur sgt persiapan dah start sikit sikit before arwah mak jatuh sakit dulu..Apa saja yg arwah mak dah sebut or plan dulu, akan cuba kitaorg usahakan..but i can foresee my wedding day especially my nikah day to be one big emotional event...huhuhu..just need to be prepared with lots of tissues and water proof mascara!! huhuhuh...tapi nanti nangis banyak banyak tak cantik nanti..hehehe...tak cerita hingus lagik..hahaha...we'll see...
OK..need to continue work..Have a nice day youolss!

Wishing i were lepak-ing with Shaz, Raf and Nizam @ Starbucks right now instead of having to do Analytical Review...huhuhuhuh...