Friday, February 17, 2006

Whining & More Whining :P

Siggghh...ssiggghhhh again...and again and again and again...
For weeks..i haven't had the oppurtunity to not work on saturday..thus, today and tomorrow i will really cherish my WEEKEND..plus the occasional business calls from my client contact in Kota Bharu...plus all the questions and ever growing outstanding list of work to be done...plus the ever nearing crazy datelines...deemmmmmmiiittttt....okay..maybe i lied...even on my suppose to be beautiful weekend also i cant rest well..head keeps thinking this and that...hati tetap tak tenang..aiyohhhh...baru tadik mase aku tgh breakfast kat McD ngan my Leman..client aku call..sebab kat Kelantan working day arinih...aiyoohhhh...i need a break...even my housemate is complaining...siggghhh...cepat lah diorang sain account..cepat aku leh hidup dgn aman...
Every day..bgn pagi gi keja...balik keja tido..nak tukar baju basuh muka semua pon tutup sbelah mata..kepala letak bantal..GONE...hahahahah...macam pakai suis otomatik daa..
now im typing away at CC again..trying desperately but failing..to not keep thinking about work..demmit..aku dah jadik one of those workaholic and pathetic loser yg tak leh balance work and life..huhuhhu...only when im with Leman did i managed to forgot work for a while..except when the client called tadik..
En. A : Halo..Zarina..figure yg awak bagi nih lari lah RM100.. kenape eh?/
Aku yg tgh makan Big Breakfast @ McD : ..bla..bla..bla..manage to tell him where the mistake is even without my beloved second brain (laptop), bla bla bla...
En. A : haa..yg nih Profit and Loss jadik RM (im not listening)..
Aku yg tgh minum kopi @ McD : aaallaaa..saya takle hafal figure tuh.. kalau semua saya hafal must be something wrong somewhere tuh..hehehe..saya tgh deting lah nih En. A..kacau daun betul lah you nih.. hahahaha..
En. A : gile ape deting kul 11 pagi.. (penduduk kelantan jarang deting awal awal pagi kat Mc D kut...hehehhe..no offence to any Kelantanese readers)..
Now, thanks to him..i can't continue my beautiful day with a peace of mind..Leman pon dah balik..cos he got work later (sigh..we often had clashing working hours)..but we're meeting again for dinner later..and i tot of going to Istana Budaya for PGL The Musical..see la how..tah ader tiket lagik ke tidak nih..
Gile pening aa bau bauan yg dtg drpd mat mat "bangsa tidak diketahui" tapi bukan bangla nih...rasa nak muntah balik big breakfast aku tadik..
Sorry for such a whining post..ehehehe...Have a nice and wonderful weekend..

Monday, February 13, 2006

Happy V-Day

Tomorrow is V-day..or for me..it's my monthly anniversary again..
This time of the year, i would be getting a lot of fwd mails about the history of St. Valentine..and they said that ,that's a reason enuf not to celebrate it by any muslims..
However, ever since me and my leman has been together, we always cherish every 14th date of the month..thus, if it co-incidentally falls on valentine day..we will also celebrate it..some years i got flowers..some years i got cards..some yeaRS i got chocs...but every year i got lots and lots of loves...
However, this year i wont be getting anything...in fact..i'll be working...like what im doing right now..at 1058 at nite...ssiiiigghhhh...it kinda suxx tho...i'm really struggling to balance my work life and social life...seb baik my leman pon tak boleh nak balik kl to celebrate this so call "Hari Memperingati Kekasih"..kalau tak mesti aku sakit hati kena keja and takleh candle light dinner...or ever dinner at Kentaki Fried Ciken..
To My Fiance : Happy 94 month anniversary baby...lots of lurves, hugs and kisses...muaahhhsss...

Friday, February 10, 2006

nak nangis (@_<)

huk huk huk...nak balik lahhh...busan ah duduk sinih berjam jam...dah ler takdek orang orang hensem di sekeliling yg bulih di buat pencuci mata...hahahah...im still in seremban..which kinda sux..cause i expect to be back to KL by 6pm..but nampak gayanya macam tak boleh jek..dah lah esok pon kena kerja jugak...ishkkkk...benci betol lah...kalau lah aku kaya...atau aku dah kawen ngan orang kaya...esok jugak berenti kerja...heheheheh...keep on dreaming eh?? apesalah nye sekali sekale mimpi..lately nih nak tido pon tak sempat...jangan kan kata nak bermimipi...every day...letak jek kepala atas bantal..dah padam..bismisllah pon tak abes agak nye...huhuhuh...teruk nye...then esok nye..alarm bunyi...tgn otomatik jek tkn snooze...sambil tutup mata...hahahhaha...serius dah pro...pagi tadik even managed to totally ignored the damn thing..even my fren yg tido kat bilik sebelah pon dgr..and tension sebab aku tak tutup tutup alarm yg berbunyik 10 minit sekali...hahahaha....next week nampak gaya nye kena kembali ke seremban lagik...busan ahhh aku asek keluar masuk hospital..memula tawakal..then hospital pakar perdana kat kota bharu.,.now seremban specialist...when is this torture gonna end...

Tuesday, February 07, 2006

oorayyy...

Hooray...
It's the BLOODY Audit Peak Period time again..
I'm MISSING :
1) My Sulaiman
2) My 8 hours of beauty sleep
3) My "tilam" span @ Puchong
4) My TV time
5) Kedai Makan RIchinie kat belakang umah @ Puchong
6) My pimple free face
7) My housemates (especially the one who only claim she read "women's weekly"..yeah right!!)
8) My frens (but i find comfort by knowing most of them are suffering as much as i do...hahahahaha)
9) My blogging time
10) My lepak takyah pikir or buat apepe time...
Huuuwwwwwwwaaaaaaaaaaaa....so pathetic....seb baik aku takdek kucing...kalau tak dah mati kering dah dia tak makan...or maybe kena racun ngan jue ngan ija sebab aku selalu sgt tinggalkan kucing tu kat umah...so diorang terpaksa bagi makan pada kucing khayalan aku tuh...