Monday, December 31, 2007

Goodbye 2007.. Hello 2008...

SUMMARY OF 2007..

Lagik setengah jam 2007 bakal melabuh kan tirainye..dan aku dah makin tua..tadik patut nak ajak abah gi main boling katCineleisure, tapi jam tak hengat, kitaorang patah balik..So now Im feeling sleepy..while typing my final post for 2007..

JANUARY - MARCH Nothing much..STill in a lot of pain due to the loss of my beloved mother (al-fatihah) 2 months back..During January-March 2007, I've dedicated my heart and soul in KPJ Peak Period..hahahah..

APRIL Langsung tak ingat aku buat ape sebulan nih..huhuhhu..

MAY POn tak ingat jugak..

JUNE Makin dekat nak kawen..sangat busy menyiapkan persiapan kahwin..Amik exam ACCA June 2007 sitting --> which Ifailed later..huhuhu...and Ija kawen on this month..and Ayong's and Along's birthday..

JULY 7 July 2007 --> Bergelar seorang isteri :)
14 July 2007 --> Reception @ Groom's14 July 2007 --> Loss my Arwah Pak Lang :( (al-fatihah) Honeymoon at Gem Island

AUGUST Blissfully married..serius this month pass by cepat gile

SEPTEMBER Ramadhan..

OCTOBER Hari Raya Aidil fitri..

NOVEMBER Tendered my resignation from PwC..

DECEMBER Exam ACCA lagik...and mood yg sangat malas sebab holiday mood sgt dominant..Ohhs..and amik kucing angkat nama Hiro Nakamura..and got my first niece - Siti Zulaikha Johan Ariff..

July and December is really life changing for me..It's been a Great year for me..Hope 2008 brings me better..

HAPPY NEW YEAR 2008 EVERYONE..Have a great one!

Tuesday, December 18, 2007

Apsal aku tak ngantok nih?

Aiseyman..aku terlebey minum kopi ke? tadik toffee nut aku pon minum tak habis.. sebab budak pompuan tuh baru keja kot kat Starbucks..tak sedap kopi dia buat (walaupon leman insist same jek rasa kopi kat different branches of starbucks sebab sukatan diaorang same..tapi aku tau rasa dia tetap tak sama)..anyway..I'm wide awake..and panicking..

Dah kol 2 pagi nih..besok ade meeting pagi kat office..aiseyman..tak ngantuk plak.. esok pagi tak larat nak bangun..aku jeles jek tengok leman tido berdengkor2 bagai anak rimau kat sebelah.. daripada pukul 11 tadik dia dah tido..aku plak dah insomnia nih takleh tidoo...uwwaa... so tadik aku dengki tgk Leman tido..aku try cabut satu bulu ketiak dia..hahahaha..terus dia jerit adoiii,. then hempuk aku ngan bantal..ahahahahah..sian laki aku dapat bini saiko cam nih..hahahaha...

Alamak..kenapa takleh tido nih..ishk..I think my brain is still procesing thoughts itu dan ini;
1) Ishkk..camne lah nanti kat KOmpeni baru..
2) Ishkk..canne lah nanti duit tak cukup bulan nih gaji lambat.
3) ishkk..kena potong gaji for unpaid leave lagi..
4) Ishk,,tah ape lagik diaorang potong nanti..
5) Ishk..bila nak dapat gaji lebih > RM10,000 nih..
6) Ishkkk..malasnye nak attend meeting besok..
7) Ishk..banyak nye issue kompeni kecik yg aku tgh audit nih.,
8) Ishkk..bila lah nak kurus balik nih..
9) Ishkk..apsal la aku tak de talent (tadik malam tgk Project Runaway..)
10) Ishk..dah nak 27 dah next year..
11) Ishkk..kena buat stock take 27, 28, 30 and 31 Dec
12) Ishkk..MALASSSSSSSSSSSSSSss..
13) Ishkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk..

Patut lah takleh tido..banyak nye mende aku pikir kan.. Aku nak turun gi check on Hiro lah (dia tido bawah ngan Opah sekarang)..besok aku dah booking tempat dia kat vet untuk Boarding.,.tapi Opah cam sayang nak biar org lain jaga dia..confirm tak sama macam kitaorg jaga..dengan penuh kasih sayang tuh..Kat umah nih dia ade byk orang nak melayan dia..makan bersuap tido bertepok bagai..

Tapi nanti kitaorang nak balik Perak..malas la pulak aku nak angkut dia naik kereta 3 jam..nak hantar boarding on Friday, rasa nye klinik tutup..so kalau aku nak hantar, kena hantar besok..aku book sampai ahad,.alamak..rindu plak kat budak kecik tuh nanti..makin pokai lah aku..boarding dia Rm11 sehari..makanan baby cat food dia RM5 setin,,dia makan macam raksakse banyak nye..takpelah..ade lah rezeki tuh nanti..insyaallah..
Okla..dah ngantuk sket dah lepas merapik kat blog..

Selamat Hari Raya Haji + Holiday..
"Pandu cermat Jiwa Selamat"

Sunday, December 16, 2007

Geram

My beloved baby cat just peed on my bed just now.. Issshhhhhkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk.. GEERRRRRAAAMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMnyeeeee...kalau ikot kan hati nak jek aku cekik cekik budak kecik tuh..

Normally dia dah pandai kencing kat papers yg aku dah provide dalam box dia..kitaorang dah letak pasir kucing hari tuh, but maybe he's still tak berapa bijak..cause he ate some of the pasir..sampai terpaksa aku kuarkan dpd mulut si kecik tuh..ishkk..hiro hiro..

Anyway, harus aku jadik mak tiri kejap tadik..kena jentik kat telinga dia se-das dua..Geram sungguh aku terpaksa pulak nak tukar cadar memalam nih..Ok tipu..sebenarnye tak larat nak tukar..so malam nih laki bini tido takde cadar..Hiro punye pasal..hahahhahaha...
Leman marah aku jentik telinga Hiro tadik..Ceh..sayang Hiro dpd sayang bini (alasan best nih kalau nak majok ngada2..heheheh)..Dia kata salah aku sebab ajak Hiro naik katil..hahahha.. busted! abes dah dia aktif semacam takkan aku nak kurung dia kat box..biasa rutin pon aku akan layan dia dulu..then aku nak tido baru masok dalam box and letak cover.. tapi setakat nih dia belom pernah lah kencing or poop merata rata..or biasa nya sempat di"selamatkan" letak dia kat "toilet" dia..tapi tadik dia dah tak tahan sgt kot..

Lepas kena jentik..aku letak dia balik kat box dia sambil marah2 ala mak tiri bawang merah..Dia buat derk jek kat aku..langsung tak takot ngan mak tiri nih..Siap boleh gigit2 jek tgn aku ajak main..eeiii..takde disiplin betul lah budak kecik nih..

Anyway, lepas 2-3 minit aku dah rasa guilty..leman bebel2 sebelom dia tido balik..tapi dtg menyendeng dekat2 ngan aku..sebab Hiro kencing tuh side dia...hahahahhhahaha....so tadik aku dah gi "kiss and make up"..bukan ngan Leman lah..ngan Hiro...aku dah pujuk2 dia..suap dia makan sket..kasik minum..and dah tepuk tepuk and selimutkan dia tido..Tapi dia tido tipu2 jek tuh..sebab bila aku letak jek kover box dia..dia bukak mata intai aku..cehh..nak tunjuk muka kiyut lah tuh..Seb baik lah Hiro memang kiyut..

Esok ade meeting ngan partner..malas betul rasa nye..konfirm kena brain wash sebab nak resign..But I've pretty much made up my mind (obviously..I dun just resign for fun kan!)Anyway, i understand the grass always looks greener on the other side..Tapi masa aku nak jump from HSBC aritu pon..walapon life is at times shitti-er in PwC as compared in HSBC..Namun tidak sesaat ku menyesal..cause I believe it's good shit..hahahhaa..boleh?So hopefully this time I wont regret anything either..Sebab ade jugak kawan aku yg kuar audit..then masok
tempat baru tapi tempat baru pon tak best (waullau..that must be damn bad as sebelom make decision nak resign from PwC I'm sure she's miserable enuf..but obviously tempat baru is miserable - LER!..hahahha..Takpe takpe..itulah cabaran hidup nama dia..bak kata abah.."hidup nih ade challenge baru lah syok sket!"SOmetimes we just have to be brave and take the plunge..ecewah..(reminds me of my wish to go bungee jumping (@ NEw Zealand no less! ehehehe) before the age of 30..tapi macam tak yakin jek..sebab rasa nye nih belom 30 aku nak naik solero shot kat Genting pon macam dah tak berani..hahahha...

Raya aji tahun nih side En. suami..tapi maybe lepas semayang raya tuh satu family nak bersuka ria kat genting..since last minute plan..harus lah hotel semua dah fully book kan..daripad yg murah sampai yg paling mahal pon semua dah tak available..

Anyway, aku nih dah malas sebenar nya nak kerja..tapi me being a dedicated employee that I am (ehem..lagik satu ayat up diri sendiri..thank you :)) aku teruskan jugak bekerja dgn rajin..dahla extended workings day..malass betul..eh..tapi dulu kat HSBC pon aku bekerja dgn sgt berdedikasi hingga my last day tau..hehehe..Tapi yg kelakarnye..ACcountant tempat client tuh pon dah resign..last day before raya..hahahahah..so haruslah first day aku masok tanye soklan itu ini..second day tuh terus dia MC..hhahahah..cisss..main tipu...tapi mana dia nak nyuruk..esok dia kena gak mengadap muka aku nih kan..hahahahha...walaupon aku sendiri takde lah teruja sgt nak keja sebenarnye..but u have to do..what you have to do kan..
OKla people..time for me to continue my yahoo game..hahahaha..it's 216 am now..but I'm wide
awake..demmm..besok dah la takleh lambat sebab nak meeting ngan partner kan..aiseyy..tapi seb baik lepas tuh office baru client dekat gile ngan umah..hehehehe..syok syok..Good nite..I love you darling husband..I love you si Hiro yg kencing merata..Sleep tight..Dun let the bed bugs
bite!

PS: I've watched "I AM LEGEND" during the weekend..I really enjoyed the movie..2 thumbs up!..tapi ending dia boring..so just brace yourself..hahahahha...

Monday, December 10, 2007

The day HIRO enters our Life..

Today:

1) I just finished my paper P1..Habis paper kol 615..Sampai umah Kota D dekat kol 8..stress nak mampos jam from Sunway nak balik umah..so sampai umah harus dah takde mood..esok ade lagik satu paper P2..basically for tomoro's paper, luck is not enuf..I need a miracle...hahahha..seriously I'm screwed for tomoro's paper, but I'm not the mood to care..So after a short nap, ajak hubby teman gi tapau Toffee Nut Latte..konon2 nak kasik mood dtg balik untuk study..anyway, lepas dapat Toffee Nut Latte, mood dah bertambah baik..tapi bila balik umah..

2) Hiro dah sampai..yeayyyyyyyy..Everyone..Hiro atau nama sebenarnye Hiro Nakamura adalah kucing angkat keluarga saya yg baru sampai malam tadik..He's soooooooooooooooooooo tiny..sebesar tapak tangan ku yg gemok ini..Dia anak kucing yg kena tinggal ngan ibu dia..sian gile..walaupon Dot and Leman pro persian cat..tapi sebab kesian kat Hiro..we adopted him...hehehhe..Anyway..He is indeed a very very kiyut kitten..warna belang2 cicak..kesian gila tgk dia asek carik puting susu ibu dia..seb baik ade bapa angkat yg baik hati (En. Leman) yg sanggup kuar memalam belikan susu Hiro..hahahhaha..seriyes bapa mithali..aku bab bab kucing nih..as long as it does not involve any "taik kucing"..you can count me in..tapi once terbau jek taik kucing..aku nombo dua (nombo satu mestilah Ayong! hahahha) yg akan lari jauh jauh..So..En suami yg berhati mulia lah yg akan "setelkan"..hahahah..bertuah sungguh aku dapat suami cam Leman..

Anyway..malam nih Hiro tido kat bilik kitaorg..tadik dia dah tido..then dah terjaga kencing..seb baik Leman belom tido lagik untuk tukar papers dia..hahahah..hari nih aku asek bermain main ngan Hiro..kengkadang rasa tak sesuai plak nama Hiro..Opah suruh panggil "Tang", singkatan kepada DATANG..hahahahah..tapi abah kata it reminds him of Mr Tang..tukang buat rumah aku dulu..harus tak glamer Opah nih nak kasik nama Tang..kalau nak tukar pada Fahrin ke..Dr. Muzaffar ke..even Peter Petrelli pon aku terima lagik..Leman kejap2 nak tukar nama dia jadik Tiny lah..Belang la..Comot lah..ishk..konfius si budak kecik tuh nanti..nama ade sepuloh..Opah panggil Tang..aku panggil Hiro..Abah panggil lain..Leman panggil macam macam..hahahhaha..
Oh..so lepas fussing over Hiro tonite..mood nak study aku dah hilang balik..anyway..P2 nih one of the killer paper..harus study satu malam is suicidal..huhuhu..redha jek la besok.. Lepas tulis blog nih..aku pon nak tido..nak tgk Hiro then nak tido..hehehhe..so happy to finally have our own cat..After Boboi, Baby and Sasha..hope Hiro stays with us for a long long time..

Esok:

Best nye dah habis exam besok! Tapi lepas tuh masok kerja balik..and my working days have been extended pulak..IShkkkkk..malas sungguh..but due to unforesee (Dot yg careless tak check bebetul! biasa le tuh..heheh) circumstances, extending my working days is the best possible action..so there goes my riak saya-tak-yah-buat keja-byk2, menghitung hari abes notice and tunggu hari join kompeni baru..masok jek kerja after exam nih..haruslah kerja yg banyak sedang menanti..and harus lah semua cuti saya dah kena cancel..uuuwwwaaaaaa...

Thursday, December 06, 2007

Fat..Fatter..Fattest..

Today, after about 6 years (seriously!) I made the mistake of stepping on to my fren's weighing machine..Uwwwwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa....And the figure that flashed before my eyes is UN"SANGKA-ABLE"..Or actually,I think I've been in denial all this while..But the number is soooooooooooooooooooo hugeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee a different as compared to the last time I dared to step on to that evil evil machine...

And earlier, I'm so "wah-senang-nye-hati-lusa-nak-exam-tapi-sebuk-tengok-gambar2-kat-frenster-orang" busy surfing frenster..and looking at frens..especially those adik adik kecik..who were once my junior dorm mates back in High School..but now they are all Gorgeous LAdies...wahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh..terasa begitu tua diri ini..huhuhuhuh...
And I also cant help looking at pictures of myself back in the zaman where I am kurus (back then, I tot I am Gemok..but oh Boy I should asked HIRO NAKAMURA to take me to the future..to see myself now...uuwwwaaaaaaaaa...I am indeed really really fhat beyond hope.. demmit kuasa 23x..

I have to do something about my weight..
Does that sound familiar oh blog readers? hahahahhaha..
Of coz it is!! Kan lagik beberapa hari jek nak tahun baru..and my ever loyal new-year-confirm-tak-buat resolution is --> Nak kuruskan badan!hahahahahhaha..
But seriously people..I'm depressed..I was once a hot & sexy lady (ehem ehem..bole tak syok sendiri?)Sekarang more of hot kalau tak pasang kipas je..Uwwwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa... nangisssssssssssssssssssssss.........

To add salt to the injury..My husband is becoming more and more gorgeous by the day (mungkinkah hanya ilusi seorang isteri?)...hahahahhaha...

Anyway, bottom line is..I really have to do something..The target now is at least the fat weight right before my wedding..Then I can target 1 year lesser..I believe my most ideal weight is when I was in Form 5...Hahahahahahahah...I am fat people..But I am not delusional..There's no way in hell I'm gonna achieve my "XS" zaman tingkatan 5 time..masa tuh banyak part part yg belom berkembang pon kan...hahahahhaha..

So let's be realistic..The best I can achieved is the ideal weight masa time kerja kat HSBC dulu...Which is about 10 - 15kg less that now...uuuuwwwwwwwaaaaaaaaaaaa....I am indeed delusional people!

It must be the decreased in my metabolism rate..judging from the fast increased in weight, my metabolism must be having a bungee jump in New Zealand!
Dulu masa kat HSBC, makan punye lah banyak..KErja duduk jek..Malam lepas kerja makan nasik lemak pulak dekat kedai mamak..

Sekarang MAkan banyak macam dulu jek..KErja duduk tapi ade lah kena bangun berjalan2 jumpa client or angkat file + documents client yg berat..and malam tak makan nasik lemak pon..tapi makin gemok..

Tapi Opah dah sebulan dok Kat Kota Damansara nih..and Opah sangat lah rajin memasak yg sedap sedap kan..dan aku haruslah rajin tolong makan..nanti tak makan Opah kecik hati..and tak baik tau kecikkan hati orang tua tua..heheheh..
Wish me luck people..

Okla...dah depress nak bukak contact lens..then going to kiss my ever so hot husband goodnite..and nak sambung study!Lagi 3 hari nak exam kan..so haruslah mak dah menggelabah nyeh!

Wednesday, November 28, 2007

It's a long long long road...

About 4 and a half years ago, Dot's career path begin..

HSBC Electronic Data Processing Centre, Cyberjaya
1) Fresh out of Uni..
2) Eager to "veni..vedi..vincci" the world..
3) Eager to make money..
4) Still stupid (not so much different from now..hahhaha)

I am all of the above back then..thus when the offer came thru (even before I was done sitting for my final papers during my final year in Cyberjaya)..I said YES..but requested for a later timein order for me to complete my exams..and have a nice one week Langkawi holiday with my Unimates..

Odd working hours.. Back then, the working hours does not bother me in a bit..Starting at 3pm and ending at 12 midnite.. hahahha..macam continue zaman University jek sebenar nye..Bangun tido kol 2..siap siap gi kerja..balik kerja lepak sampai subuh..And since I'm staying with "budak-budak" kecik yg comel (thanks girls for being the bestest "budak budak" housemate ever - Fatih, Tipah, Ratna and Aisyah)..I other word..I'm not actually working..I'm having fun..and GETTING PAID FOR IT..hahahha..

I can still remember those process launching..singing..dancing..and lots other "activities" that I don't think I'll see elsewhere..Back in 2003, I'm one of the total 40 occupant in the whole HSBC building..1 year later..They have been rapidly expanding (nearly 1000 or more)..40 was nice..and cosy..we're like a little happy go lucky family..

The feeling changes when ONE BY ONE my close frens (teammates) left for other work..I've endure at least 7 of other people resigning before me..when I said endure..I meant inTEARS..hahahha..yeah..as you might know by now I am indeed "cembeng"..
Thus, after 1 year..I REALLY REALLY REALLY FEEL LIKE RESIGNING!!! I can still remember being awed (yeah, refer to Note 4 above) whenever anyone else found any other jobs outside..hahaha..Hence, my own job hunting begins..Odd working hour makes it easier for me to attend interviews..hahah..

Anyway..An internal opening for internal transfer between department open up..As a Finance Exec in HDPM..me being (No. 4)..I don't really know what else or where else I should go besides in FINANCE DEPT (anyway, at that time, ANYTHING SEEMS BETTER than OPERATION DEPARTMENT)..

To cut a long story short, I suceed in the Internal Interview (still had the offer letter to prove it!) ..My then Manager inform me that I have succeeded and I am happy..However, the very NEXT MORNING, I got a call from P*C..telling me I've succeeded in their interview as well..hahahahah..talk about choices..AND I AM REALLY NOT GOOD AT MAKING ANY...

Seminggu gak la stress sebab tatau mana nak choose..I've waited nearly 2 years for that opening in Finance Department..last2..Being the mata duitan that I am..I opted to take the new challenges in P*C..(Remembering back on the job description (It's gonna be so boring I'll be begging my boss to transfer me back to Operation..), I believe I have made one of the WISEST decision of my life..

However, I really cherish my stay in HSBC..eventho 1 and 1/2 years over there seem wasted (not a day was counted into my move to P*C..It's as if I started all over again..sama macam baru kuar Uni)..But I dont think it's totally wasted..I had fun, make loads of great frens (the bestest being Ija, Patrick, Kamal, Shahnaz, Kiah, Eric, Suraya and Mun Hoe), meet lots of people..and I made myself better prepared for the outside world (outside Cyberjaya morelike)..
And even tho i remember being VERY VERY OVER THE MOON HAPPY masa nak resign tuh..tak sabar sabar nak blah..I cried louder than any of my teammates (if any..heheh) that last working day..hahhahaha...

The new beginning..PwC..
1) Very excited to leave HDPM
2) scared to death to enter a new environment
3) Stupid as ever..
4) Very jakun and excited to get a new laptop pinjam..

The first few months were disastorous..If i remembered correctly, aku asek sebut aku nak resign every single day I'm working..hahhaha..I am sooooo stupid beyond hope.,.masok masok pulak masa tgh nak start peak period..harus tak leh nak manja manja..harus byk jugak kena belajar sendiri..and cepat..I actually loss weight during this time (but regained them soon after..x 10 morelike..huhuhuhuhhuhu)..hahahah..stress nak mampos..padahal associate jek..bukan partner pon nak stress sampai nak mati..tapi serious sangat stress sebab aku macam tatau lah amende yg aku buat kat situ (note: any clients of the firm during which I am assigned to during that early period of my career,can rest assured that my seniors and superiors dah check dah keja I..hahahaha)

Anyway..to cut another story short..After a while I've got the hang of it (what can I say, I am a fast learner..ceewah..), and the sailing went on more smoothly..

Until I got promoted in June 2006..I become,
1) Depressed tahap bapak gajah especially time peak period..
2) kluar masok hospital like it's nobodies busines (cause my main Client is in the healthcare line..heheheh)
3) Motivation level dropping like air hujan masa musim tengkujuh..

I don't know how to describe my feelings..but you would just know when it's time for you to activate your jobstreet account again..hahahahha...Ade satu macam perasaan..One minutes I'm finishing my report..the next minute I'm like.."eh..aku nak berenti kerja lah"..Hahahahaa..serius tak tipu..padahal sebelom tuh rasa macam at least boleh stay sampai naik another level lah..bukan lama sgt lagik..dlm next year bulan 7..But when the "calling" arrived..you just don't care anymore..huhuhhuh..

Anyway, since I'm not as naive and stoopid as before (not totally cured either..explanation on why I failed my ACCA papers..heheheh)..I took my sweet time..okla..tipu sebenar nye..panic and start carik kerja macam tiada hari esok..hahahahah..At least after 3 years and 2 months with a big 4, boleh lah demand lebih sikit..(I wish!)..

The reason I'm telling you all these long and boring stories is because..in a few hours time..I would be resigning..heheheheh...I'm so happy to leave..and to venture out of audit..yeayyy..
But again, I've never regret my stay in this truly TERRIFIC firm (bukan nak bodek boss ye)..They dont call themselves Big 4 for nothing..seriously..despite the stress..tak cukup tido..sesak nafas (which miraculously cured right after I started my study leave..hahaha)..stress lagik..dan lagik dan lagik..I wouldn't want to trade this experience for anything..I am really proud to be one them..or more precisely..soon-to-be an ex...heheheheh..

So..after tomorrow..I'll be starting my countdown to the new year..new start..

Anyone wants to belanja me a Starbucks - Grande Hot Toffee Nut Latte with cream today? --> Dah beli sendiri semalam..
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SUbsequent to me resigning ---> This is the STUPIDEST stupid mistake that I've make (okay, maybe second
stupidest compared to the "kena tipu kat Giant thingee!)..anyway, aku menyesal resign..uuwwaaa..actually tak menyesal resign..tapi menyesal timing resign tuh..I should have waited until after my Exam..but since aku tender semalam, automatically diaorang tarik balik semua study leave aku..harus aku menggelupur sekejap..seb baik ade overtime leave yg belom offset..tapi aku langsung takde cuti dah bulan 12 nanti..demmit..and haruslah aku sangat miskin next month! hahahahah..

Tapi takpe kot..I have 3 very baik hati personal bankers; Mr. Husband, Mr Father and Mr Father-in-law..hahahhaha..Miss sister pon boleh tolong cover jugak kan..kan...hehehehhe..

Thursday, October 25, 2007

Selamat HAri RAya..NAk duit raya..

STORY ONE:

My life is so hectic and busy nowadays..Busy nak siapkan kerja..Busy nak pegi kelas..Busy nak tido..Busy nak menjadi isteri..Dan yang paling busy ---> nak abeskan episod terbaru Prison Break, Desperate HW, Greys,One Tree Hill, Ugly Betty, Heroes..dan latest addition to my addiction is Private Practise.Hehehhehe..

My Post raya mood is so HIGH..Dah 2 minggu masih di tahap yg merbahaya..Tapi kerja sgt sgt lah stressfull sekarang nih..My Annual "Sesak Nafas" phase is back..Tak heran dah this time..Tapi kesian team members i penat tengok i bernafas..Macam orang semput..huhuhhu..Tapi doktor kata takde pape..Saikologi dan juga mungkin jugak sedikit saiko..
And lately perut ku semakin membuncit..jeng..jeng..jeng..Mak suspensen nyeh..Confirm takde baby sebab i still my monthly "visit"..So, hatiku agak risau..and agak paranoid..highly due to the past family history kan..Better be save than sorry..

so aku pon pergi la melawat dokter semalam..Harituh aku pernah pergi, doktor fomfuan..Semalam pegi doktor lelaki plak..mude plak tuh..Aiseyman...rasa nak patah balik kluar pintu..

Aku pon sengih sengih kerang busuk..Memberitahu lah kerisauan di hati..siap kasik ayat kaver lagik kat dokter tuh.."I'm just worried. It might be nothing which means that i seriously have to start dieting soon." ..ehehheheDokter tuh pon senyum senyum balik kat aku..Dia pon explain..Siap ngan lukis gambarajah..spleen..liver..stomach..kidney..uterus..ovari..tulang pon semua dia siap lukis...hahahahhaha...

Paling aku tak tahan nak gelak.dokter tuh siap cakap..Normally if the is any ketumbuhan, you would lost your appetite (SO NOT HAPPENING TO ME!)and you would lose weight..only the part where there's the ketumbuhan would be big"!

Ahahhahahaha..aku rasa mesti husband aku dah nak gelak guling2 tapi dia tak sampai hati kottgk muka bini dia dah sengih cam kerang busuk..

Agaknye nih first time dokter tuh dapat patient datang nak complaint pasal perut dah gemok!..ahahahahha..and nih jugak FIRST TIME AKU GI KLINIK TAKDE AMIK UBAT APEPE PON!!hahahahahahaha..gelak lah wei..kelakar la..hahahaha..

So bersyukur kepada Allah..aku sihat walafiat..cume dah terlebih makan..huhuhuhu...sedih nye dah gemok..Aku tgk gambar aku 3 tahun lepas..dah tak macam aku sekarang..baju pon byk aku dah lelong balik kampung..uuwwaaa...nih Leman lah nih..bagi aku bahagia sgt sampai gemok..huhuhuh..

CONCLUSION FOR STORY ONE: I really seriusly need to start dieting..

STORY TWO:

Kan arituh aku ade letak post syahdu shadan nak raya..Mase esok nak start cuti (Rabu..aku start cuti Khamis) masa nak raya tuh..aku di temani Zaika dan Ju Ketotpergi la shopping kat jalan TAR..wahhh..meriah sungguh..panas nak mampos..lapa dahaga berpeluh peluh cam gile..Akhir nya aku beli jugak satu kebaya kaler purple (ntah2 dah tak muat sebab aku rasa cam dah semakin menggemok..uwwaaa)Siap gamble belikan Husband sepasang baju melayu purple lagik gitu..

So Khamis tuh aku dah start cuti..boy..ayong..sari and abah by tengahari semua dah start gerak balik Perak..Tinggal aku sensorang kat umah tgh kemas bag for 2 (me + hubby = 2, not me + baby = 2 ...hehehhe)..Hubby ku terlebih rajin plak nak kerja sampai ke petang..After hubby balik from work, kitaorg start gerak balik Perak..since kitaorg expecting to be stuck in jam..siap tapau McD kul 6 from Kota Damansara lagik..hahaha...kiasu..

Tak jam pon..sampai Tapah umah nenek side Husband tepat tepat azan Maghrib..so McD tuh naik kereta free jek la..Sebab ibu mertua and nenek mertua ku dah masak yg sedap sedap..aku sampai terus makan ajek..hahahah...Then lepas makan..solat..berborak..kitaorang pon nak meneruskan perjalanan sampai kampung aku kat Malim Nawar (around 40 minits)..

Hahahha..kan aku cakap tahun nih raya side aku dulu kan..So sampai pon dah malam..Esok pagi tuh sempat lah jugak bersahur ngan Opah..sebab aku langsung tak sempat balik Perak sepanjang puasa tuh..huhuh..Then lepas tuh tak tido balik..lepas subuh dah pergi pasar..aku kena tolong Opah buat rendang kerang and rendang daging..Cam nak tercabut tgn mengacau rendang..(note to self : next time aku beli jek la kat kedai)..Then by tengahari jumaat tuh..aku pon meneruskan perjalanan ke Ayer Tawar (rumah abah) plak..sedih hati tgk Opah berlinang air mata kena tinggal sorang raya eve..(FIRST TIME tuh)..

Sampai Ayer Tawar, Boy and Ayong dah ader..riuh rendah macam ade family anak 20..tapi kitaorg kitaorg jek..heheheh..Aku and Ayong start from berbuka puasa sampai ke malam stay kat dapur main masak masak..

Aku masak
1) Murtabak Daging Cream Crackers
2) Simple Nestle Cheese Cake (kepala hotak resipi tuh kata simple..aku buat tak rasa cam cake pon..tapi rasa cam biskut..hahahahah)..
3) Laksa Johor and Ayong masak Cake Batik signature dia yg sedap tuh..and amende tah nama satu lagik dish omputih dia tuh..

MENYESAL aku terlampau excited nak masak masak..by 10pm semua tulang tulang dah rasa nak patah dah..gile saiko aku nih..dah la tak jadik pon semua yg aku try masak tuh..hahahhaha..tapi takpe, praktis makes perfect..ade berani cuba next time? hehehhe..Masa aku tgh sibuk memasak kat dapur tuh..aku bulih dengar Husband aku berdengkur dari depan..gile kuat ah dia dengkur..dari depan leh dgr sampai dapur..hahahah..penat sgt lah driving tuh..padahal from KL - Malim Nawar jek..Malim Nawar - Ayer Tawar aku yg drive..Over tau laki mak tu..tgk gaya mesti orang ingat dia driving dari Terengganu sampai Ayer Tawar..

PAGI RAYA..

By the time orang sibuk2 siap and pergi semayang raya..aku ngan ayong still busy kat dapur..tak mandi pon lagik..and by the time orang dah balikfrom semayang raya..kitaorang still tak bersiap lagik..huhuhuh..kelam kabut betul..ye lah..biasa nye tiap tiap tahun Opah and Arwah Mak yg masak breakfast..Aku bangun tinggal nak suap makanan jek..this year merasa semua nak kena buat sendiri youolls..

Then aku cepat cepat siap..first time nak beraya ngan Suami tercinta nih..hehhee..Lepas mintak maaf mintak ampun mintak itu ini dan akhir sekali mintakduit raya..aku pon mencium tangan Suami..maybe sebab aku baru kawen 3 bulan, aku rasa buku dosa aku ngan suami belom penuh separuh pon kan..kan..hehehe..So aku takde la emosional sgt..tapi bile jek time aku pegang tangan abah..belom pon cakap apepe lagik..aku dah tersedu sedan macam gile dah..uuwwaaaa..sedihhhh...aku rindu arwah mak...uhuhuhuhuhuh...abes rosak make up raya aku..huhuhhu...

Lepas tuh beraya umah Auntie Midah..then balik Malim Nawar balik..amik Opah..beraya ngan Opah..then ke kubur arwar mak..masa tuh dah dekat kol 12 so dahpanas terik dah..and di tepi kubur tuh aku menangis satu round lagik..huhuhuhhu..sgt sedih ok beraya tanpa mak kali nih..Then tengahari Wan Wok and Chu Yen's satu family dtg umah Opah..and by 3pm..aku + suami + ayong + boy + abah = satu kereta ..pergi beraya umah sedara abah kat Bidor..hehehe
Then on the way balik around kol 530 tuh sempat singgah umah nenek side suami untuk beraya..hehehe..itu lah untung nye kawen ngan orang tak dekat sgt tak jauh sgt nih..heheheh..satu hari leh cover dedua tempat..tak yah rebut2..hehehe..Kol 7 baru balik Malim Nawar balik..

Raya Kedua - beraya ke Ipoh - pulang ke side suami di Tapah - makan dan makan dan makan lagik sepanjang hari..

Raya Ketiga - we went to Ipoh to collect out long overdue wedding photo album..aku sgt suka and puas hati dgn album aku..hehehhe - went back to Tapah - Officially beraya dgn ibu dan daddy mertua ku..actually mak mertua aku dah merajuk dah ngan aku + Suami + kakak ipar aku +hubby kakak ipar aku sebab kitaorg lambat officially beraya dgn dia..so aku nih tunggu lah turn aku belakang suami aku..Belom sampai turn aku aku dah sebak ala ala lagik..by the time turn aku..aku nangis satu round lagik (aku nih memangsensitif la babe salam salam raya nih!) yg kelakar nye, anak anak diaorang (hubby aku + kakak dia) tak nangis pon masa salam..aku yg beriya nangis bagai..hahahaha..SI CEMBENG..terus orang2 yg ade kat tepi2 tuh pon sedih tgk aku nangis..hehehe..tapi in laws aku bagi duit raya plak tuh..BEST GILE..banyak gile plak tuhamount dia..eheheh..semua orang pon dapat amount yg sama setiap sorang..jangan jeles ye..Then kita semua bergerak to Tanjung Malim tu beraya umah Pak Uda Leman.. - balik Tapah
Raya keempat - tengahari balik KL..bawak 2 adik iparku ber siar siar di One Utama..heheheh..
Raya Kelima --> KERJA (suuuxxxxxxxxxxxxxx big time!)

ENDING : Selamat Hari Raya..Maaf Zahir & Batin..

PS : Dalam suasana yg asek kelam kabut..aku langsung terlupa nak tangkap gambar raya dengan husband..dah la beraya first time nih ngan husband..sekeping gamba pon tak sempat tangkap..hahahahahha...

Sunday, September 30, 2007

Mrs Dot's thought on..

1) Ramadhan, puasa, Syawal and Aidilfitri..

Alhamdullillah..dengan takdir dan kehendak Allah, Ramadhan kali ini aku sambut dengankehadiran suamiku disisi..Memula start puasa tuh..Liat betul aku nak bangun sahur..ikot hati..aku buat buat tak sedar jek sampai subuh..hahahah...kalau dulu mase aku bujang..paling tidak pon aku jangkau jek air kosong kat sebelah tilam..minum sambil tutup mata..hahah..

Kengkadang..tilam aku pon tumpang minum..tapi dah jadik bini orang nih..tak sampai hati la plak,aku nak sambung tido..kang majuk plak sang suami..walaupon mesti dia taknak ngaku dia majok..hahahha.."Sayang tanak bangun eh..ok lah takpe lah..tidur lah.." dengan nada suara yg lemah..Uwwaaaaa...harus mak terus bukak mata nyeh..bingkas bangun carik tombol pintu..seb baik tak terantuk dahikat dinding..hehehe...

Tapi tuh masa memule jek la eh..sekarang tidak lagik..alarm bunyik jek mak dah efficientterus bangun siapkan sahur untuk En. Suami ye..hehehe..Most of the time siap masakkan lagik..tapi takde le akusaiko pepagi bute tuh nak masak complete meal nasik + 3 lauk ok..I'm getting better..but not to that extend! hahahah..biasa nye En. Suami pon tak lalu nak makan byk2 masa sahur..so i'll cook whatever he requested the nitebefore..maggi goreng ke..burger k..sandwich ke..or panaskan makanan semalam...hehehe..Okla tuh..

Sejak puasa nih..asek makan sedappp ajek..and sometimes byk jugak makan free..heheheh..but i have classes 3 days during the working days..so byk jugak time makan jek apepe kat sekeliling CM tuh..But one of my faveret is Al-Andalus @ JalanDamai..Sedap sehh..buffet baru RM30 jek sorang..Kadang2 kalau balik awal tuh..masakkan lah jugak untuk En. Suami..or weekends,kalau tak pegi memana, I would test my newly acquired hobby..cooking for hubby..hehhee..And the best part is..I have a few frens (No. 1: Cikgu Juwairiah) yg tak lokek ilmu, and would gave me recipe and would gladly coach me if i forget any of the ingredients..hehehe..
Ye lah..mak dah takde..kalau tak dulu mesti kalau tatau apepe angkat jek tepon and i can asked my beloved mother..

On the sensitive subjek of my arwah mak..

Despite the goodness of Ramadhan..and the happiness of celebrating it with my Husband..During this time is when i misses my late mother the MOST!! It feels like only yesterday that my arwah mak passed away..The pain is so fresh and the wound is still open and hurting!! Last year, i lost my mom during the final week of Ramadhan..

Thus, this year it's very painful to be reminded of that day! EVERY TIME that i think of my arwah mak (not just cakap kat mulut, but direct kat hati) air mata pasti berlinang linang..sometimes, i would be okay one second...gelak gelak ngan husband..tetiba husbandturun bawah nak amik tepon..husband naik atas balik..tengok bini tengah teresak esak atas katil..sian husband aku..konfius dia..seb baik lah i got one hella understanding husband..even before we were married last year, he's my strongest pillar of supportduring that bitter time..He's always there for me..hampir tiap hari selama aku kat umah opah tuh, dia datang kasik support..I am very thankful..i love you so much Husband..

Solely due to the above reason, i dun feel the mood to really celebrate hari raya..YES, i will embrace Syawal dengan penuh kesyukuran..but thesemangat nak buat preparation and the semangat excited nak raya tuh seriously dah tak wujud inside me..Lucky husband cool..sebab aku seriusly tak eager, seperti mana kebanyakan pasangan yg menyambut rasa bersama first time..cari baju matching and sebagainye..I really dun feel like doing any preparation..not like last time anyway..Seb baik ade baju yg di buat masa kawen dulu, yg bulih matching..kali nih cuti pon tak amik lelame..

sebab utama sebab cuti pon dah takde..but i am just not really looking forwardto it..Arwah mak adalah seorang yg full of life and she being with us really really really brings out the mood in everyone..so this time (2nd time, the first Raya,we just lost her for 5 days! before hari raya) around, when she is no longer here with us, we really really feels the impact..terasa sangat..One tradition for sure will be changed..throughout my childhood, we always balik kampung abah first day, then continue on to kampung mak..but after a while (I'm in form 1 kot), we no longer stay at kampung abah, cause opah side abah pon beraya dgn kita..atau beraya dkt KL with her other son..So since then, we always balik kampung mak..

so this year is gonna be the first that we are not going to be at Malim Nawar on Raya Eve..Abah requested he wanted to Semayang Raya @ Ayer Tawar, and i would not let him be by his own, on raya eve..and since this first time beraya dengan suami is my turn (En. Suami dah offer since sebelom kawen lagik ok)..We'll be in Ayer Tawar, tapi akan balik Malim Nawar after semayang raya..mainly untuk menziarahi kubur mak..Wah..meleleh leleh hingus aku meluah perasaan malam nih..

Anyway, at least this year I'll be happy to have a husband by my side during raya..at least sure can collect one ang pow..huhuhu..I think it might be at least another 2-3 years before the wound would heal..but the scar would always remain!ibarat a spot where, one heal, akan tumbuh rumput rumput baru di sekeliling..tapi kat tengah tengah kawasan tuh would always be takkan tumbuh dah rumput..once you lost your mother, takkan ader dah patah tumbuh hilang berganti..for sure takkan ader pengganti..even if my dad does decide to remarry, which i'm not gonna oppose, no one would even come close to replacing my mother..Cuma masa saja yg dapat mengurangkan the sense of sadness that waves in and out anytime..
Maybe one day when i were to have my own child, perasaan nak sambut raya tuh datang balik..insyaallah..

2) Office baru PwC @ 1 Sentral

Our new office is so COOL..macam langit and bumi as compared to office lama @ Jalan Raja Laut..hehehe..sini canggih..lift pon buttonless..hehehe..Tapi satu jek yg paling tak best..parking jauhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh nak mampos!..as at date, aku belom lagik drive sendirik..harus lah suami ku yg baik hati lagikpenyayang itu yg hantarkan..hehehe..best betul ader suami nih..

3) Others

Dah dekat 3 bulan kawen..sijil kawen pon tak amik lagik..seb baik abah baik hati dah amikkan..hehehe..as an alternative, aku just simpan gambar pada kad kawen as prove of marriage..kot kot lah kena cekop ke aper..heheh..En. Husband still refuse to show lots of P.D.A, dengan alasan takde sijil kawen..nanti kena tangkap..ek eleee..malas betul nak layan..

Si boboi my adopted kucing gemok..dah 1 hari tak berjumpa..mana lah peginye budak gemok nih..sejak sahur malam semalam dia tak datang umah aku..sedehh plak rasa nye..rindu kataksi aksi manja mengada ngada nak mintak makanan tuh..makanan dia pon byk lagik balance tak habis tuh..huhuhhu..Demmit, i'm so attached to that fatso cat already..he's owner (my right side neighbour) is moving home in October (so soon ah?)..so that means si boboi is gonna move too..uwwaaa..Harus tak aku kidnap jek kucing gemok tuh? Dia sangat kiyut, warna and kegemokan, sebijik macam Garfield..uhuhuhhu..I just hope he has not move anywhere yet, as I've not said my goodbyes yet..ade nangis lagik satu round nih karang...uuuwaaaaa....

And NO, my hormonal imbalance is not due to "pembawakan budak", but it is solely contributed to PMS..hahahaha...yeahhhh..we ladies can still use this magic word even after we're married!
OKlah, esok ader klas pagi..adehh..malas nye nak bangun..aku nak naik gi pelok En. Husband tido..sian dia tido sorang2 kat atas..aku busy blogging kat bawah..hahahaha..

Selamat Berpuasa (Jalan puasa yang yok..pagi pagi bukak periuk)

Wednesday, September 26, 2007

Back dated Pre-Bali Post

Best betul ader mak mertua nih! heheh..Dah 2 malam aku tido kat Legend hotel..ibu mertuaku yg baik lagik hot tuh siap bagi kitaorg bilik sendiri (besar siap ader dapur sendri ok)..Connection door ngan living room bilik dia..aku siap bawak Ayong sekalijoin tido kat Legend tuh..ayong pon dapat bilik sendiri sensorang..hehehe..Malam nih pon tido situ lagik..tapi kena balik Damansara kemas bag nak bawak gi Bali esok..I am so happy to go to bali..

Tambahan pulak ibu dan bapa mertuaku yg sangat baik hati itu, bagi kitaorg duit belanja..Terus jadik jutawan segera!..hahahah..banyak bulih shopping tuh..Tolak duit hotel..still adebyk lagik balance untuk belanja...jeles jek zaika and Ju bila aku cerite kat diaorng..hahaha..
Neway, petang ni ader klas..hati masih berkira kira nak pegi ke tanak..hari nih tak drive..nanti saper pulak nak amik aku balik malam kang..nak naik LRt memalam buta, macam takot lah jugak..Darling i ader meeting kat PJ..tgk lah dulu camne nanti..dah takde mood pon sebenarnye nak bekerja or belajar..heheh..

Ader mood nak pergi honeymoon jek..hehehhe..Shiok betul..Yg bestnye, kitaorg gi ramai2..tapi malam tido 2 org jek la kan..hehhee...

Aku dah berangan dah selipar bali tuh..last time pegi, aku beli 15 pasang kot..berat nak mampos beg mase tuh..byk jugak yg aku bagi hadiah untuk org..tahun nih takde de nak bagi org sevenier slipar..key chain dulu pon tak habis lagik..aku bulih recycle balik jek...ahahah...
Tapi esok kena fly..aku sebenarnye tak suke fly..aku nih gayat..Selalu kalau fly ngan Abang Leman, aku genggam tgn dia sampai nak tercabut..take off..landing..and in between setiap kali ader angin..Imagine masa pegi London dulu..aku kena duk sebelah nenek dia..so takkan lah aku genggam tangan nenek dia sampai nak tercabut..nanti nenek dia ingat aku saiko pulak..oh well..memang la saiko kan..but perlu ke nenek dia tau aku saiko..hahahaha...
Ishk, sgt mengantok mata ku..dapat tido best nih..dapat tido pelok Leman lagik best nih..heheheh..

Tapi mak mertua aku dah sound anak lelaki dia dah kurus..Ouucchhh..harus balik nih suruh Leman telan butter campo susu..kasik cepat gemok..MEsti korang ingat aku tak bagi laki aku makan cukup...but seriously, dia tuh makan banyak..berbaldi baldi dia boleh makan..aper aku makan, dia mesti makan..and semestinya dlm kuantiti yg lebih..and believe me; I AM SO FAT like dugong..so nih mesti sebab metabolisme rate dia tinggi..Jeles...

Today mark the 2nd month of our marriage..hehehe..ishk, demmit, the three month honeymoon period dah nak expired nih..harus kena manja lebih2 sebulan nih..hahahha..

Ngantok ah..nak gi ajak Zaika and Ju beli Starbucks..bye

Monday, September 03, 2007

Saper dah kawen angkat tangan?

hellooooooooooooooo my fwens..

Ya..puan zarina is back..hehehe..One of my Uni fren ask me this ; "weih lama tk update blog. "sibuk" sgt ke lepas kwen ni?hehehe.cuber cite sket. :D"
hahahahha..so, let me "cite" sket..

1) The main reason i dah lama tak blog is becos ngak ada connection..lagipon sekarang my newly acquired hubby lebih suka i buatkan dia coffee (even tho the 3 in 1 one..hahaha) as compared to starbucks coffee..but once in a while i still come here to tapau my caramel latte..cume tak stay long enuf for me to blog..

Another school fren of mine ask this question..

"cane prasaan mjd seorg istri excluding lovely nites wit hubby????"
Hahahahha..takde lain korang nih..asek pikir lovely nites jek..hehehe..anyway, just for the record, the nites are indeed lovely! But excluding the nites, my answer to this frens are as follows;

Perbezaan paling ketara yg pertama:Dulu aku balik kerja, busuk ke aper ke tuh kalau terlampau penat or ngantok, bulih jek sesuke hati take a nap..sometimes nap tuh terlajak jek sampai esok pagi..aahahahha...SEKARANG TIDAK LAGIK!! penat or kenyang macam mana pon, terpaksa lah jugak fikirkan perut org yg seorang lagik tuh..hehehhe..

Perbezaan ketara no. 2 :Dulu pegang ikan kembung jek..skrg dah pandai pandaikan diri pegang ikan bawal besar..hahahahha..ye lah kan..aku nih bukan nye biasa masak..kau mungkin tak mengalami masalah nih kut..tapi skrg aku cube cube jugak lah masak..sampai hari nih..still idop laki aku tuh, tak pernah masok sepital keracunan makanan..hahahah...tapi aku takde le mithali sangat masak hari2..depends on mood and keadaan traffic dan waktu balik kerja..hahahaha...

Perbezaan ketara no. 3:Dulu masa bercinta..dah abes dating, dia balik umah dia..aku balik umah aku..and after that, i can have my own time..SEKARANG TIDAK LAGIK..hhahahahah..24 jam (minus) waktu bekerja lah akan sentiasa bersama..and dun be a pervert by misinterpreting it as "bersama"..hahahha..boleh mati weih kalau 24 jam "bersama"..

Perbezaan ketara no. 4 :Dulu aku takde mak pak mertua..SEKARANG DAH ADA...hahahahha..good luck babe! (she's getting married soon too)
Anyway, my daddy and mak-in-law is awesome..

We're are going on our second so called honeymoon this week..yeayyy!! Since the first week tuh perasaan tak berapa best cause i just lost my uncle..aku happy bangat hubby dapat cuti..he just started working at Naza 2 weeks, and nak tanye boss pon takot takot..But En. Boss suamiku sangat rock and approved his cuti..yeay..you go encik boss..Bali, here we come..again!

My ACCA classes dah start balik..i have another 3 papers to go..yeah.. i failed that last paper again..and again..and again..AND AGAIN!!...hhuuuuwwwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa...so sedeyyyyyyyyyyyy..am i THAT STUPID!!!! ..bersabar jek la..bak kata pepatah..gagal sekali tak bermakna gagal selamanya..tapi kalau dah gagal 4 kali camaner???

Uuuuwaaaaaaaaaaaaaa....sedihhhhh..seb baik kali nih dah ader encik suami..so kalau "jatuh" ader orang tulung hulur tangan angkat..hehehe..still kena bangun sendiri..takleh dokong takut patah pulak pinggang suamiku..hahaha..

Lately i've put on more and more weight..demmit..again..NO BABY BUMP..yet! But lots of lemak tepu..huhuhu..Insyaallah bulan puasa nih kita try diet balik..ahhahahaha...so not gonna happen...
We (penghuni Rumah no. 47) have a kucing angkat nama boboi..He's so GOMOK and cute sebijik macam garfield..At first we called him garfield, tapi dia buat derk jek..rupe rupe nye nama dia boboi..sekarang aku balik kerja jek dia dah tunggu depan pintu kereta..Hari2 aku bagi dia makan tuna dlm tin..ader sekali tuh, tuna kucing takde, aku bukakkan dia tuna untuk makanan leman..heheheh..tapi dia boo layan..sniff..sniff..and he's not interested..cheh..membazir jek boboi nih tau! Tapi boboi (bersama tuan rumahnya) nak pindah dah, me sedey..

Seronok lah being married nih..maybe cause me and mr husband dah together since high school = 9 years..so the stage process menyesuaikan diri is not that hard..But since this is the first time we're living together, ader jugaklah adjustment that has to be made here and there..But nothing major..Most of the times, we're like 2 kanak kanak riang yg suke "memperosai" each other (memperosai = menyakat and mengusik dengan tujuan sengaja nak bagi the other party rimas/runsing)..

Kitaorang pon kadang2 macam still tak percaya kitaorang dah kawen..hahahaha...rasa funny..sometimes hubby will asked me "kita dah kawen ke sayang?"..heheheh..the bliss of being newly weds..nanti dah anak 2 takkan dia nak tanye aku lagik.."kita dah kawen ke cayang"..aha.. you think! heheheh...

Oh god..aku dah lama tak blog..dah kekok plak tak reti nak tulis aper..
My Hospital Assignment starts tomorrow..there goes my so-syiok-felda-balik-pukul-5 happiness..

Merdeka eve hari tuh, me + love + ayong went to watch the Royal London Circus..abes show kul 11pm..11- 12 pm tersangkot kat jem bersama mat mat rempit..And i have to admit, that i'm OLD...uuwwaaa, sedehhhh...sekarang lepas pukul 11 malam jek mata dah terkulat kulat mengantok..kengkadang, kalau abang leman takde kawan nak tengok bola kat bawah, terpaksa lah akak temankan..tapi kalau abang ipar dia ader, selamat lah aku bulih baca buku cerita or main game yahoo kat atas..

Dah nak dekat 2 bulan kawen..sijil kahwin pon belom amik lagik..eheuheuhehuehe..Abang Leman selalu takot nak show "PDA"..takot kena tangkap..hahahahah...MEsti kelaka kalau sekarang plak kena tangkap basah..sesia plak nak kena ikat jamin from lokap..
OK lah frens..dah kebas buntut duduk kat starbucks nih..caramal latte pon dah abes semangkuk..Dunno when will get the oppurtunity to blog again..take care people..
i've shared some photos on my frenster..enjoy..

SELAMAT MENYAMBUT BULAN RAMADHAN..

Wednesday, June 27, 2007

Goodbye Miss..Hellow Missus...

Dear frens.. Its been a longgggggggggggg while since i last blogged.. Nak kata busy..agak busy lah jugak main game yahoo lepas satu satu kan...hhahahaha.. Tapi sebab takde internet connection kat umah.. Anyway, a lot of things in my mind right now..But since my beloved father yg baru sampai dari Perak tengahari tadik dah menguap dekat 2 juta kali, despite the vanilla latte yg aku belanja dengan sisa sisa kerak nasik gaji bulan lepas aku..kesian lah plak kan..so let's keep this as simple as time permit.. hehheheh.. Firstly, lets talk (or more like i talk and you read okay)..about;

1) ME BEING MRS LEMAN next week..

Bapakkkk lahh nervessssssssssss...uuuwwaaaa...mase aku bertunang nearly 2 years ago, aku nerves jugak.. but nothing as compared to this time...giler babas punye neves..believe or not, sampai makan pon dah tak lalu.. Bulih masok Ripley's gua cakap loe..tapi more to hanya makan mende mahal2 jek lalu..especially kalau orang belanja..hehehehe.. lorat sungguh aku nih...ye la..like contoh tengahari tadik..aku order nasik goreng kampung kat Vichuda, punye la sedap.. tapi makan dalam 4-5 sudu jek..then perut nerves, terus tak lalu makan..kang muntah dalam pinggan so tak cool okay..

Tapi malam tadik ayong belanja kat Sakae Sushi..larat jugak aku habiskan nasik daging + 1 crab amende + 2 salmon amende... huhuuhhu.. Anyway, bilik tido dot sekarang seriyes macam kedai jual baju bundle!! My baju baju are literally BERSEPAH satu bilik... atas katil, tepi katil, atas lantai, tepi pintu..Since i need to kosong kan 1 almari untuk my bakal roomate kan.. So aku amik longgok atas katil..tapi semalam sampai kol 5 pagi belom setel..aku ngantuk..aku turunkan jek baju ke lantai and tido.. hahahhaa... Aku sungguh gemok sehh..semalam banyak gak baju yg dah ketat or dah lamaaa tak pakai..aku campak jek ketepi.. nanti nak bawak balik kampung untuk opah sedekahkan pada sesapa yg berminat..Banyak gak yg sayang sayang.. tapi pujuk hati nanti lagik banyak buang, lagik banyak bulih beli baru..hahahha..

Tapi aku nih dah miskin siyutttt...like really really tahap gaban punye miskin..huhuhhuhu..

Takpe la, Insyallah next month ader la rezeki lebih tuh..kalau takde pon..next month dah dapat husband, so leh suruh husband belanja makan kalau sengkek..heheheheh..best best.. Ader banyak gilerrrr mende kecik kecik yg aku nak kena setel.. And did i mentioned that i'm a nerves wreck? uwwaaa....

"Semerit" or dulang tembaga yg arwah mak aku baru beli masa aku nak bertunang dulu..dah hilang.. 10 bijik ok..SAKIT BETUL hati..puas bapak aku carik satu umah..tapi tak jumpa..mende tuh bukannye kecik nak misplaced kan.. Sgt high possibility orang pinjam and tak pulang..sebab arwah mak sakit like 4 month after aku bertunang..and after that dia busy kuar masok sepital for chemo and stuffs..huhiuhuhuh..so aku sangat terkilan lah jugak..sebab mak belikan tuh untuk kitaorang senang anak beranak tak payah menyusahkan nak kena pinjam dari orang, tapi nih dah hilang..terpaksa la aku meminjam jugak.. Tuh lah salah satu mak nye style yg aku kagom..sebab dia ade semua mende mende..and paling tak suka meminjam barang orang.. Aku tak kisahlah orang nak pinjam barang dia, tapi kalau pinjam tuh pandai pandai lah nak pulang kan.. Enuff about that, dun let that spoil my mood.. And..I'm still nerves... But excited at the same time..

I'm GETTING MARRIED!!! After 9 years and 2 months 21 days.. we are finally getting married..AMIN!

2) MY FABULOUS HEN NITE!!

Demmmm...that was the best so called last party that i would have as a "cik zarina".. hahahahah..But my frens dress me up in white, and also make me wore white veil siap ngan tiara.. So langsung takde orang nak ngurat aku malam tuh..as the sign is so OBVIOUS..hahahaha... But still, encik tunang tak tido malam tuh sebab risaukan aku..heheheh..Chill la sayang, kitaorang tak jadik hire male stripper!!..hehehhe.. kidding!! And that nite 6 of us including me spend the nite at the Ascott Hotel..where the other hens dah hias ngan balloons and love shape heart and candles..so sweet girls...I LOVE IT...ALL OF IT..Termasok cake bentuk "pedang"...hahahahhahahahahah...You gals are the BEST..

3) OTHERS

There's a lot of things happening thru out my last entry, tapi aku dah tak ingat daa.. Yang aku ingat..AKU DAH NAK KAWEN SIYUT!!...hhahahahaha... Anyway, one close fren of mine is hafing a hard time at the moment..Hang on there honey.. whatever you decide, we'll support you time and again..Bagus jugak nanti bulih carik pengganti yg sesuai masa wedding aku ok..heheheh...cuma just make sure kau tak melawa lebih daripada aku ok.. And yet another close fren of mine is hafing a dunno how to describe time..Quate from her : "ENtah la..aku pon tak sure aku happy ke tak?" huhuhhu..parah nih...takp takpe..again..we'll be there for you babe.. But just dun make any rush decision ok..Think of yourself first before you think of another.. And if you think any decision you make might hurt him..SO WHAT!!!! He's officially your ex rite..and that's how exes are treated..huhuhuhu...

CONCLUSION:

Everybody have their own thing and their own problems..but it differs from one another.. SOmetimes, as an observer, it's so much easier to "SAY"..but as the lead actress, it so much harder to "DO".. Life is unfair..So cherish it as much as you can..(This also applies to yours truly here, who's so sad in being miskin..huhuh).. I'm FAT but i'm HEALTHY (alhamdullillah)...I'm BROKE but I'm HAPPY...and i forgotten the rest of the lyrics..heheheh.. Okay frens..Before i type off.. I hope to see you there to share my happiness and special day! Next time we meet, insyaallah, I'll be MRS LEMAN..

Signing off --> Dot yg bujang dan bakal bergelar isteri orang

Sunday, June 03, 2007

Study vs Shopping?? Shopping menang tanpa bertanding!!

uhuhuhuh..i've got absolutely ZERO mood for studying..ZERO..NONE WHATSOEVER.. demmmm..and the exam is in 24 hours time more or less..huhuhuh..nak panic pon dah tak gune.. that's the thing..terok betul aku nih..sampai dah tak panic dah pon..i'm so whatever!

uhuhhu.. Matilah..this must be the WORST "tak study" ever..Baca sikit (bulih kira ngan jari berapa ayat aku dah baca ok!!) ..tido banyak..macamana?? huhuhuh..maybe aku dah muak tengok notes yg sama ulang ulang kali..tapi tak pass pass jugak...uuwwaaa... macam mana nih?? I should not have taken the paper this round..tuh lahhh..tamak lagik..shud have postpone jek till December..rite now I'm more focus at being nerves/excited for my upcoming big day..huhuhu..
Voiced my concern to future roomie..and he very cool and calmly answered.."It's ok sayang..let's focus on getting married first okay"..huhuhuhhu...I WISH..i could give the same answered if there's ever a need to do another face-to-face with the Partner..huhuhuh..touch wood!! touch wood!! Tawakal jek la..esok pagi jek lah lepas bangun tido (tatau pukul berapa..hehe)..kita try last minute study..mungkin esok kita akan panic!

Today i spent the whole day..a long blissful sampai tapak kaki tak rasa 11 hours of makan2 + shopping + makan2 + tgk wayang + shopping + makan2 lagik..outing with Ayong..hahahahah...sungguh gumbira...dah lama tak shopping.. Ingatkan nak gi Semua House..sekali hujan lebat gile tak ingat..and kitaorg parking kat tempat takde atap kat OU tuh.. so masok lah balik..terus pegi beli tiket wayang...semua cite dah penuh..so we bought the ticket for "Hors de prix" or "priceless" in English..its a french movie..and we enjoyed it very very much..recomended to be watch ok.. I bought 4 pairs of new shoes..including one for the nikah..one of it is the long-overdue-aku selalu teringin nak beli-terompah.. heheheh..jatuh cinta pandang pertama!!..ayong said that i look so much like a "bimbo" walking in them..hahahah..bimbo tak bimbo.. aku nak jugak beli..rasa nak pakai tido jek..heheheh..over tau nyeh!

Telifon plak tetiba rosak Jumaat ari tuh..bangang betul..so takde tepon sampai esok..and tak beli jugak jam loceng tadik.. Abah and Opah dah balik Perak..sunyi rumah takde diaorang..
Went to Ikin's and Shabab's wedding on last Saturday nite..It was beautiful..Congratulations to them both!!

I haven't seen any of my fwens for these straight 2 weeks..huhuhu..semua orang pon busy..especially aku yg sungguh busy tak study nih!!.. hahahah...tapi busy ke hulu ke hilir temankan abah setelkan persiapan kawen..yer lah..dah jadik anak yatim nih.. kena lah tulung abah buat preparation..kesian sangat kat abah..aku sure dia pening..and most of the time aku lah tempat dia mengadu and berbincang pon..Kat taman rumah aku kat Perak tuh..Abah would be the first "BAPA TUNGGAL" yang akan kawenkan anak.. pressure tak pressure ah..huhuhuh..it's ok abah..we'll survive..insyallah and hopefully everything would go as smoothly as possible...
Everytime i'm thinking about this..a new pimple would be born on top of my forehead..sampai sekarang nih dah takde tempat nak tumbuh dah.. aku pon tak pernah pernah dari remaja sampai sekarang beli ubat jerawat..nih dah start dah pakai ubat jerawat..hahahah..dah tahap desperate dah nih..

Wish me luck everyone..at the rate i'm studying (which is NADDA!!)..i would be needing lots and lots and lots of it come Tuesday.. and wednesday dah start kerja!! huuuwaaaa...the end of my 18 days of holiday..huhuhuh..i am sure sure sure gonna missed my Leave.. Goodnite..

PS: "Pia", nak jumpa tak hari nih?? Call aku ok (rumah)..i need the 9 fundamental amende tah yg kau janji nak bagi tuh..and nanti kita gi exam sesama ok?

Sunday, May 27, 2007

Tok kadi oh Tok kadi

Hellow..It's so good to be back at my own bed..in my own room..typing away at my own laptop "kompeni" pinjam..heehhe..Did anyone missed me? Nehh.. i dun think so kan..

Anyway..patut nye dah balik semalam..but so many many many urusan to setel back at Perak..
Semalam dah selamat jumpa dengan tok kadi..perjumpaan alhamdulliah berjalan sangat lancar..
Aku ditemani abah + 2 orang saksi borang (pakcik pakcik kawan abah yg dok setaman jugak) ..gabra siyut..nerves gile gile..macam aku plak yg menikah..hahahah..jantung dag dig dug macam nak terus performed lagu "dag dig dug" Haiza tuh..tapi aku tak berani lah kan..konferm konferm bapak aku lempang aku sekali kalau aku tetiba jek berdangdut Haiza depan tok kadi tuh..ehueheuheuheuh...

Anyway, dah menggelabah, apepe yg tau pon rasa macam dah tatau...hahaha..tok kadi tuh cakap lah "Biasa nye saya akan tanye lah bakal pengantin, soalan2 macam rukun nikah.." --> Terus aku blank..hahahah..bukan lah aku tatau..dulu masa form form masa sekolah dulu kan dah belajar semua..and masa kursus kawen tu aku confirm lah ade belajar kan (kalau aku tak tertido lah)..heheheh..tapi tetiba rasa trus blank..hehehe..seb baik tok kadi tuh sambung --> " tapi tuh biasanye la..hari nih saya tak mau tanye pon..tapi awak tau kan..?" hahahaha..aku pandang tok kadi..pehtu pandang abah..pehtu sengih sengih and gelak gelak jek..hahahah..ekspressi muka yang begitu ketara --> "Ye ek aku tau???" ahahahhaahha...seb baik dia tak persue lah tanye..Tapi aku tau weih..hehehe..

Rukun Nikah :
1) Lelaki --> yg original
2) Perempuan --> yg original
3) Wali --> abah , datuk, abang etc..
4) 2 org saksi --> syarat2 saksi; Islam, Lelaki, Baligh etc...
5) Lafaz ijab dan qabul..

Seee...i told you i knew..heheheh...tapi masa tuh mungkin gagap gagap gak ler menjawap..gabra lagik..heheheh..

Then dia suruh istighfar..belom sempat dia abes cakap aku dah istighfar..hahahah..then tok kadi tuh cakap.."sabar..sabar..belom lagi"..hahahah..aku sengih2 jek lah..sebab tadik dia kata..ade jugak setengah org yg tatau istighfar..so belom sempat dia abes cakap aku pon "go" jek lah..heheheh..

Then baru lah dia suruh istighfar, mengucap , selawat etc.. sempat tok kadi tuh cakap .."aikk..ketor kamu ye!" ...hahahahah..of course..aku dah gabra tahap gaban dah tuh..seb baik bukan aku yg nak kena akad nikah nanti..hahaha..mau berpeluh2 2 baldi..nih baru ber5 aku dah gabra..bayangkan penuh orang satu masjid nanti...hahahah..

Masa pegi pagi tuh..dot dah very the compose and tenang dah..and keep reminding myself..apepehal..jangan menangis..sekali bila tok kadi tuh tanye.."Mak mana? patut bawak mak sekali mintak ampun"..huhuhuhuh...dot dah nak break down dah..air mata pon dah nak bergenang dah..tapi dot control oohh...jawap dengan tenang jek..."Mak saya dah takde.."...(dalam hati dah banjir dah)..

Then dia suruh mula baca akuan beri kebenaran nikah..(even tho dia sempat sound cakap bapak aku ade kuasa veto nak menikahkan aku ngan sesape saja yg dia pilih! heheheh..)..Sebelum tuh dia suruh mintak ampun and mintak izin daripada abah dulu..Bila dia suruh jek salam and pegang tgn abah..semua dinding "kemacho-an" ku runtuh..huhuuhuhu..sambil berjurai jurai air mata..sambil mintak ampun dengan abah halalkan makan minum semua..aku tgk abah pon dah sebak dah tgk aku nangis..tapi abah macho, takde lah cembeng menangis teresak esak macam aku thu..huhuhuhuh...

Tapi serius ah..memang shahdu..seb baik suruh buat sekarang..kalau masa nikah nanti..belom apepe rosak make up mak dengan air mata nyeh..huhuhu
Cause aku memang sangat sangat manja and close dengan abah..dari kecik sampai tua bangka macam sekarang nih..dari kurus slim sampai gemok gedebab macam sekarang nih..memang sgt close dengan abah..

Dulu sampai darjah 6 abah dukung or piggy back lagik dari bawah sampai bilik tido tetiap malam..sekarang nih nak piggy back lagik mau patah pinggang bapak aku..hahahah..dah lebih kurang sikit jek lagik nak seberat anak ikan paus biru..huuhuhuh..

Nak cerita dari lahir sampai sekarang, memang tak habislah satu blog..so in summary, abah adalah sumber inspirasiku, tempat aku meminta duit belanja pegi pasar malam, mintak duit pegi beli coco crunch, beli baju raya, tempat mengadu kalau kena marah ngan arwah mak dulu, tempat mengadu segala macam masalah dunia dan lain lain..

Cuma satu jek confirm yg dia tak..abah bukan lah tempat aku nak belajar matematik..hahahaha..sebab --> ABAH GARANG GILER kalau mengajar maths..aku ingat lagik once and the only once aku belajar maths ngan dia..masa tuh darjah satu..dia tanye --> 1 x 1 berapa?? aku blur blur jawap = 2 ..hahaha..terus kena tengking bergegar satu rumah.."1 x 1 = 2 ..Mana kamu belajar..Boy (my bro), pegi ambik rotan!!"..hahaha..abang aku dengan rela hati konon kunun helpful anak yg soleh dengan pantas pergi amikkan rotan..keji tak? huhuhu..rotan belom sampai aku dah nangis dah..lepas tuh dia tanye soalan pon semua pon dah blank tak leh jawap..kehkehkeh..so itulah jek sekali aku teringin nak belajar maths ngan dia..anyway, cikgu cikgu maths aku especially My Yong ngan Mr Ng memang power nak mampos..so balik umah tak yah tanye abah..and result maths aku especially masa sekolah rendah and menengah rendah dulu..tak pernah lah tak memuaskan..so abah takleh aa nak banyak komplen...hehehhe...

Makin dekat tarikh..aku nih makin stress...perkampungan jerawat atas dahi yg biasa nye muncul setahun sekali time final audit KPJ..dah muncul balik sekarang..banyak gile gile aku tengok pon geli and takot..hopefully berjaya hilangkan within 1 month nih..kalau tak kenalah mak andam aku kerja overtime nanti..hehehe..

Exam makin lama makin dekat..malas sungguh aku nak belajar..hajat di hati lepas tulis blog nih aku nak study lah..tapi dalam sedar atau dalam mimpi belom dapat dipastikan lagik..hehehe...Nih pon dah pukul 1 pagi nih..

Goodnite everyone..jangan jeles esok dot masih cuti..

Tuesday, May 22, 2007

I have sin

Alaaaa..uwwaaa...baru jek tak sampai 2 hari berazam tanak makan McD..today at 530 pm, dot belasah lagik satu cheese burger and fries...hehehheh..i just cannot help it..time2 cuti nih..malas sungguh aku nak melangkah keluar umah..masak?? masak maggie pon malas..sementara bujang nih baik aku menikmati hidup cara bujang seratus peratus..that means;

1) Breakfast --> depend tgk aku bangun pukul berapa..kalau awal..maybe biskut cicah air nescafe or nasik lemak paru (tuh pon kalau ayong or abah belikan)..kalau tak..kita lunch jek lah terus...

2) Lunch --> makan sesuke hati (normally kalau kat office kat kedai mamak, kalau kat client kat sekitar sekitar situ, kalau kat umah..depends lagik..kalau dah lambat jugak macam hari nih..kita dinner terus..

3) Dinner --> Biasanye idaman..tapi kalau malas..McDonald (drive thru jek)..or sekali sekala maggie..or tak payah makan langsung (wahahahhaha...tipuuuuu...tipuuuu...amhat jarang2 sekali berlaku aku tak pernah makan langsung...especially sejak pindah dok Damansara nih..)

Dot dah tau dah sebab ape dot gemok slow sket masa kat HSBC dulu..sebab sana susah nak access fast food..drive thru pon takde...delivery lagiklah jangan mimpi...hehehhe..paling koman pon makan kat terminal bas tuh jek..kalau nak grand sket, kat nasik ayam malaysia tuh haa..takpon bawak bekal roti dari umah jek!! Seriyes tak tipu oke..

Then pindah pulak puchong..fast food banyak..tapi kena kluar ke jalan besar..so lebih selalu order in..faveret sungguh Domino's ngan McD masa nih..or kalau tak pon, makan kat kedai Richinie belakang rumah dengan Juju..or sorang2 pon aku boleh selamba jek makan kat situ..or beli jek mihun 7eleven..and selalu jugak sedar diri untuk diet, and makan roti bakar with tuna jek..

Tapi sejak pindah Damansara nih..uishhhh..naik lemak sungguh..lemak pon bertambah-tambah..hehehe...most of the malam, melepak makan dinner kat Idaman..kengkadang kalau dah dinner tempat lain pon, still boleh habiskan roti bom satu..heheheh..or kalau malas nak gi Idaman, mesti singgah drive thru McD..or paling malas pon nasik paprik kat Vichuda...uuuwaaa...patut lah makin gemok..aku makan macam raksakse...

huhuhuhuhuhu...kalau kengkawan aku baca nih..mesti diaorang cakap --> " haa..TAU TAKPE!!"...hahahahha..siyut ahh...

Tapi masa arwah mak aku sakit dulu..dia langsung tak lalu nak makan..kena pujuk rayu and pakse pon, takmo or tak selera or tak boleh nak makan..so, lepas tuh, aku selalu ingatkan diri sendiri, selagi aku boleh nak makan nih..baik makan ajer...huhuhhuh..tapi betullah jugak..maybe i'm overdoing it!! hahahahah...ye lah..ye lah..aku makan roti bakar (fiber) ngan tuna jek lah malam2..masalahnye, sejak start study leave nih, malas nak kuar umah sampai la petang..sanggup berlapa satu hari suntuk..so kalau malam tuh nak makan roti jek..alamat menggigil lah satu badan kelaparan..hahahha..

I'm going back to Perak the day after tomoro..yeay..that means --> MAKAN FREE!!...yeay..abah ler belanja..sape lagik..haa?? nak kena masak ke? Tengoklah dulu kalau rajin sempat..heheheh...
Grey's Anatomy dah season finale dah..ishh..tak puas hati betul..sebab aku ingat tuh bukan season finale..kalau tau tuh season finale, mesti aku tengok dengan penuh kasih sayang..tapi geram ah tgk episod tuh..banyak contoh contoh orang yg in denial..and also orang yang takde masalah, tapi create masalah..pening-pening...

My "Pia" dah kembali tersenyum...wahahhaha..tuh lah, aku dah cakap dah..poyo jek lebih tuh...hehehhe..
My Shaz..unidentified..
My Nizam..undetected...weiihhh, kau nih busy mengalah kan menteri..betul ke bulih siap nih bunga telur aku?? Kang last minit tak sempat nanti, egg kau mak tarok atas pahar oke? hehehhehe
Kak Long..stress sokmo..jangan jeles2..kerja rajin rajin! hahahahha (evil laugh)
Abang Berg ngan Louis..masih busy exam agaknye..
Abang Leman..aku pon tatau dia busy buat aper..busy buat buat busy lah agaknye..hehehehe..

jangan marah eh baby..gurau gurau sayang..He is gonna pick me up and send me to Ipoh lusa, so aku kena lah berbuat baik terhadap bakal roomate aku nih..I leviu so much my bakal roomate..between everyone yang pernah jadik roomateku (nana, intan, skin, ratna and Aisyah)..i paling sayanngggg bakal roomate yang ini! hahhaha..just kidding girls..you girls were great too..
AKU..masih busy tak buat apepe..huhuhuh..dah abeskan semua episod tv series yg nak di tengok..kerja pon dah siapkan malam tadik..malam nih maybe nak betulkan soft copy nye aje..

so, there's nothing to bother me studying, except for my 2 newly acquired books from MPH tadik;
1) Nisha Minhas --> Tall, Dark & Handsome
2) Marian Keyes --> The Other Side of the Story
i loikeeee....

OKlah kawan2..lagik cepat dot start tengok desperate housewife, lagik cepat dot boleh buat kerja lain (hopefully this "kerja" lain includes studying..heheh)

Sehari dua nih, dot mood swing sket..feels like my tolerence level is lower by one notch..rasa cepat jek nak panas..sesape yg rasa tempias tuh mintak mahap lah yer..blame the PMS (best kan jadik fomfuan..orang lelaki mana bley guna alasan sebegini!..heehhehe)..

Have a nice week + weekend..

Sunday, May 20, 2007

It's the best monday ever :)

It's 3.20 am..it Monday already..and Dot's so happy to embrace this Monday..

REason being --> Starting from right NOW, Dot is on her STUDY LEAVE!!!...yeayyy..that means not having to go to work..not having to work..not having to wake up early..yeayyyyyy....
jangan lah jeles sangat eh..sebab nye sekarang nih pon belom tido sebab Dot dah panik kerja yg patut nye siap hari Jumaat lepas tak siap lagik...kwang kwang kwang..

Tapi tinggal skeetttt jek lagik..tapi probably kena gi keja jugak esok..tapi yg penting takyah bangun pagi! hehehe..jangan jeles eh (Especially Cik Zaika yg sedang busy tahap bapak oltromen taro..yang takleh nak start cuti sampai hari Rabu..yang aku tau memang jeles ngan aku yg chumel nih!)

My big day is nearing...and I AM STILL AS BIG as my big day!!...uuwwaa...camaner nih...Last nite i just consumed what's suppose to be my last tiramisu and my last McD's cheese burger, before my wedding day..hahhahaha..wish me luck...Dot start diet esok....hahhaha..bak kata kawan dot --> "Last month pon kau cakap macam tuh jugak!!"...hahahahha..dah aku lapas jek..macam mana nak diet nye..Tapi memang kena lah..tengok kat majalah pengantin tuh..kalau pengantin tuh kurus semua pon nampak lawa..huhuhuhu...sedihhh..tak baik tau diskriminasi orang tembam..

Anyway..susah nye lah aku nak survive tanpa McDonald..Tiramisu i can reject anytime (chewahh..bulih pecaya ke?) ..tapi McDonald?/ I'M LOVING IT!!! huhuhuh..dot pegi mana mana jek..London, Paris, Singapore, Hong Kong, Indonesia ke mane jek lah..mesti carik McDonal jugak..paling tak pon Fries dia..tak Halal? kalau korang ragu2 tak halal ler jawap nye..tapi dot YAKIN..so dot belasah ajer lah...heheheh..lagipon kentang goreng kuali lain..tapi kalau pikir minyak dia buat daripada aper semua..jawapnye korang tengok aje lah aku makan..hehehe..
I'll be going back to Perak in a few days time..demmm..so many things to settle back there..agak hebat jugaklah aku organized sangatttt banyak mende mende daripada KL..untuk majlis kat Perak..

My sister and close frens mention Dot cerewet..memula tak percaya jugak! hahahah..tapi lepas beberapa bulan prepare untuk wedding nih..maybe betul jugak kut..every ribbon must be centered exactly as i would like it..every twist and turn inspected..pening kepala bapak aku nak melayan...hahahah..that's why most of my wedding preparation aku buat sendiri..so takleh nak komplen ah kalau penat..

Makin dekat makin neves.seb baik i have Zaika to share all my nervesness..sebab dia pon kawen same date..Tapi kali nih kena study bebetul ah..dah tak lalu nak tengok notes yg sama ulang2 kali..i might just "varmit"..huhuh..

Below are some word of advice i got from somewhere:

'What those words on your yearly performance review really means:"

1) Outgoing personality --> Always going out of the ofis..
2) Great presentation skills --> Able to bullshit..
3) Good communication skills --> spends lots of time on the phone..
4) Work is 1st priority --> too ugly to get a date..
5) Independence worker --> nobody knows what he/she does..
6) Quick thinking --> offers plausible excuses
7) Use logic on difficult job --> get someone else to do it..
8) Exceptionally goof judgement --> LUCKY!
9) keen sense of humour --> knows a lot of dirty jokes..
10) Career minded --> Back stabber
11) Loyal --> Could not get a job anywhere else (OUCHH!!!..hahahaha)
12) Relaxed attitude --> Sleeps @ desk..

HAPPY working on this lovely monday people..kerja rajin rajin..jangan malas malas..dot nak tengok Grey's then nak tidoooo..Abang Leman sayang, jangan tepon sayang awal2 sangat okeh! hehehehe..

PS : Raf and Shaz..korang dah bangun tido tepon aku!

Wednesday, May 16, 2007

MALU BANGAT GUE

Hari ini dot sungguh malu..memalukan..kemaluan..semua pon ader..huhuhuhu...Ceritanye bermula begini..

Dot da lambat pegi kerja..so alang2 lambat tuh kita lunch lah dulu kan..lepas dah siap2 tuh..dot pon tepon lah Vichuda..kedai makan dekat2 area umah tuh..suruh dia masakkan nasik paprik..so nanti bila dot sampai dah terus boleh makan..

So lepas dah order tuh, tuh pon tepon lah abah (missed call and abah tepon balik..hehehe..cheapskate)..then sambil borak2 ngan abah drive pegi Vichuda sana..bila masuk restoran..nasik paprik pon dah sedia terhidang atas meja..wahh..bagus..sungguh pantas sekali..so sambil cakap tepon..sambil order air..and sambil start makan..sungguh sedap sekali..yum yum..sekali air pon sampai..then terus trigger kat fikiran aku..berapa ringgit eh? and then terus teringat... --->>>> DALAM BEG ADE RM2 and beberapa keping duit syiling.............. uuuuuuwwwwwwwwwaaaaaaaaaa........camaner nak buat nih!!! ...segera check beg..cukup RM3.10...huhuhuhhu..nak bayar barli ais lepas lah..nasik paprik mau 5-6 ringgit..jgn panik dulu..dalam keta mungkin ade singgit dua lagik..

Then makan lah jugak..abah dah gelak2 kan all the way from Perak okeh..huhuhuh..dot nak makan pon dah tak lalu..rasa cam pasir dah nasik paprik yg sebentar tadik begitu enak dan menyelerakan...ishhhkkkk..macamana eh aku nak cakap ngan kakak nih..dah ler lunch hour..orang penuh satu kedai..then lepas makan (tak lalu abeskan pon sebab pikir malu yg terpaksa di tanggung!!)..dot pon suruh lah adik tuh kira..RM7.50 semua..ok..dot pon angkat buntut + beg tangan + beg laptop..dot pon pergi lah kat kakak yg jaga cashier tuh..dengan muka yg sgt kiyut lagik innocent..dot pon cakap cengginih --> " Kakkk..saya nak pegi kereta sekejap tengok ade duit tak..kalau takde duit saya nak kena balik rumah dulu amik duit" ..lepas dah cakap nih muka dot dah biru dahh..tak pandang da kiri kanan depan belakang..huhuhhu..

maluuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu.....

Then dot pon sua lah beg laptop, nak buat cagaran kononnya..tapi kakak tuh nampak cam konfius jek..so dot pon tak tunggu lama..terus ler belah masuk kereta..paranoid jugak takor kena kejar dari belakang..hahahhaha..then dalam kereta pon ader RM2 lebey jek..then dengan muka yg sangat sebal..tutup pintu and start enjin..hahahah...i was laughing and talking to my kiyut self all the way home..buduh betul..tak pernah di buat orang..takkan nak dine and dash kot..at least carik ah restoran best sket.,.setakat Vichuda tak berbaloi..and as Abah's saying --> "kad kredit pon tak laku!"...hahahaha..so lepas amik duit patah lah balik kedai tuh melangsaikan hutang...hahahaha....hahahahhaa..kakak tuh dah senyum2 jek..dot apologized ade lah nak dekat 2 juta kali...hhahahaha...mau seminggu nih aku tak makan nasik paprik kat situ..hhuhuhu...

This scenario is soooo ME!!!...hahahaha..My close frens could vouch me on that self declaration..i'm the kind of girl who 1) paid her parking ticket in the autopay machine, took the change and left (then masok kereta baru menggelabah carik tiket dah hilang..hahaha..dah jadik a few times 2) paid her purchases, took the change and left..WITHOUT the purchases... hahahaha..nih pon dah kadik a few times.. and many other "cartoon" stunt.. hhahahaha...macamana ler aku nak jaga laki lepas nih..

Next week nak start study leave dah..and my work still tak abes lagik..huhuhh...
A fren of mine is feeling particular down at the moment..I just hope she know what she wants and the risk associated with it..She's a big girl and she can take care of herself..
Another close fren of mine, might be upset with me at the moment..cause i kept a big secret from her..but it is not my secret..and i did make a promise that i'm bound to keep..so i'm not really sure where do i stand..huhuhu..anyway, belanja her karaoke would totally makes her forgive me..heeheh..(if she's even angry at me)..

Dot "bujang" this week..Leman janji nak balik tapi tak jadik pulak..so whateverrrr...keep on repeating "kita dah nak kawen dah!"..so what!! that does not mean that i dun want to see your face until our wedding day! geram pon ader..not cause i cant understand and tolerate him..but cause he's always promising and not knowing how to keep them..and him throwing the stupid excuses as "Kita dah nak kawen dah!" totally doesnt help ok..But since im equally busy, whateverr..

I was riding in a lift earlier today, and there's a really cute baby inside..and his toddler brother who's equally cute sucking on his milk bottle..That is one thing that could put a smile on my face..no matter how moody or tired or angry i am..a baby (especially cute ones! huhuhhu)..but only when they are making cute faces or doing cute things that babies do..hehehe..but when they start yowling..I'll pass them to their own mothers within seconds..hahahaha.. (nanti anak sendiri nak pass kat sape lah agak nye..harus lah pass pada Leman kan! hehehhehe)..
and i'm also smiling tonite cause i got about 168 episode of Oggy and the Cockroaches..hehehhe..Thanks to Alex..I'm a big big fan of this cartoon..heheheh...tak tido lah aku malam nih..

Goodnite..mwwahhhs...

Sunday, May 13, 2007

109 Month-versery

Today mark another month of Ina-Leman's relationship..hehehe..

HAPPY ANNIVERSARY MY BELOVED FIANCE...

I am so very very very to steal his heart at the tender age of 17..(Sorry, Im not returning it ever ok!)..

Tadik tengok Wild Hogs..setelah begitu ketinggalan zaman (even compared to my 59 years old happening father)..OK lah..it was fun..but not to the standard or my faveret Pirates of the C and Harry Potter..hehehe..ingat nak marathon Spidey 3 lepas tuh..tapi kesian plak kat Leman..nanti mesti penat nak balik Bangi jauh..

Hari ini dot sungguh rajin membantu Ayong di dapur..our menu today were Spageti (tak burn okeh kawan2 kali ini), Garlic Bread, Fruit Salad, Chicken wings (courtesy of Azie - the future sister in law), and desert of Puding Mango (Azie jugak) and buah jambu air Tapah (Leman beli and bayar, tapi aku yg kupas)..hahahahha...

Aku di assigned potong bawang..uwwaa...menci gile kerja nih..sampai sekarang tangan aku yg selalunye berbau losyen nih berbau bawang...dah basuh and sabun and letak perfum, losyen etc still the smell lingers..next time harus pakai glove gitu..over tau!!

Kad kawen dah start distribute sket sket..hahaha..klakar tgk Leman cuba menyedapkan hati sendiri..dot dah malas dah..dah bayar dah pon..cantik tak cantik whatever lah..mungkin org tgk and kata harga tak setimpal card..but the reality is, charge of colour tone tak sama..or maybe jugak kitaorg kena rip off..but like i said earlier..WHATEVER!!!

Esok Isnin..malassss betullll...Monday blues..

Friday, May 11, 2007

Dot si Dramaqueen

Today dot sungguh sungguh lah syahdu..heeiiii..dramaqueen betol lah diriku ini.. huhuhuhhu..remember yesterday nite i blogged that the partner wanted to see me (plus few lucky others..)..hehehe..

then lepas dia bagi mukhadimah sket..dia pon tanye lah.."I just wanted to know what's distracting you??" who want to start first..

Sebab dot btul2 dok sbelah dia..dot pon mula lah..salam idak aper dia..pembukaan kata adalah lebey kurang seperti berikot..

"For me its really personal..Second half of Last year was very very difficult for me..my mom was diagnosed with cancer in April 2006..and she passed away in October 2006..bye this time i was talking so very unclearly as air mata kluar seperti paip bocorrr..sunggguuuuhhhh dramaaaquueennnn you olllsss...

tapi bukan mak sengaja..bukan juga di buat2..memang dari malam tadik hati dah rasa tak sedap..mood pon dah tinggal 10% masa pegi keja tadik..dot pon tak sangka boleh termenangis depan partner and roomful of strangers..even tho takler stranger sgt cause i know most of my frens tadik..tapi still malu..macam lemah sgt..that what i said..selalu dot cakap (I've been having conversation about the death of my mom more than i remember..and nowadays most of the time tak nangis pon..paling kuat pon mengalir sket jek..sebab cakap pada mulut jek..tak register kat hati!)..tapi tadik..lepas dah start sebak tuh..all the way masa bercakap tak leh stop menangis..siap tersedu sedan lagik bila dah berenti nangis tuh....wakakakakakaka....

mesti partner tuh tergezut gilerr..mesti dia ingat aku insan yg lemah..huhuhuh..seb baik kawan aku tadik tak menangis sama sebab dia kesian kat aku..hahahha...lepas dah bercakap tanpa henti..and dah kesat air mata..seb baik tak berhingus hingus you ollss..then barulah sambung session...

Aku rasa partner tuh dah stun, terus dia tak jadik tanye budak budak lain..terus proceed second agenda jek..hehehhe...Sorry lah kengkawan, saya ter-emosi sekejap..
Sekarang berada di atas katil baru..dah mengantuk dah..hati pon dah tenang balik..high possibility nak push forward my study leave..amik 2 weeks instead of one..tuh pon kena amik unpaid..huhuhu..makin sengkek ler daku..tapi kenalah jugak kau tim kan job sekarang nih dalam masa seminggu instead of 2 minggu..

Esok bakal roomate janji nak balik..petang baru sampai..ishk, tak caye jek..biasa kalau janji pagi sampai petang, kalau nih dah janji petang? heheheh..nanti sampai2 jek kat aku dah lembik lembik..penat lah aper lah..tapi dia tgk bola sampai ke subuh kat kedai mamak dia tak penat..itulah lelaki...hehehehhe...

Konferm lepas kawen nih berebut roomate dengan abang aku..sekarang nih pon pantang bersua diaorg asek winning eleven..Banyak betul orang nak kawen tahun nih..

Kad jemputan yg baru di terima;

1) Fatih & Erly (27 May 2007 @ Manjung) --> insyaallah hadir
2) Rafiza & Johari (8 June 2007 @ Dwn Perdana) --> Insyaallah hadir
3) Shahril & Wife (3 June 2007 @ Perak) --> Aiseymannn..mintak mahap lah babe, gua dah dekat sangat nak exam tuh!! Nanti aku kirimkan hadiah ok..hehehe..
4) Zaika & Hubby (7 July 2007) --> Sebuk betul nak kawen sama sama dengan aku..side lelaki pon sama sama jugak..dah aku takleh nak hadir majlis dia..dia takleh nak hadir majlis aku...hahaha..
5) Irina & Hasan.. and banyak lah lagik..

Wadoh wadoh dong, mata nak terkebil kebil..ngantuk dah..
Selamat tidur..

Thursday, May 10, 2007

Hati tak tenang...

Ishk..its alredi 112 am and aku still rasa tak boleh tido lagik..Perasaan bercampo aduk macam nestum..and my brain refure to shut down for the day..

Esok pagi dah tentu aper yg menanti..Partner nak jumpa..konferm lah nak kena brain wash nih..malas betul..Memang lah salah aku jugak..tapi dah memang nak fail..takkan nak suruh aku terjun tingkap kot? lagipon tingkap kat umah aku tak tinggi sgt, paling kuat pon patah kaki masok sepital jek...eehhehe..

Memang lah aku tau aku kena pass kan ACCA aku tuh..tapi selalu bile dapat study leave..aku agak lupa daratan sikit lah..okla..agak lupa daratan banyak lah..hehehehe..kalau cuti 5 minggu..lepas dah abes 3 minggu baru panic nak carik buku..subjek plak ader 4..nak tanak terpaksa spot question..and focus only 2 out of the 4..lagipon masa ujung ujung tuh..emosi pon masih tak berapa stabil lepas kehilangan mak..tapi i did study my bestest for the 2 out of the 4 subject..memang nekad betul2 lah nak pass..yg satu paper kali ketiga aku amik last round, memang aku study sungguh2 nak kasik pass..sikit jek lagik markah nak pass pon the last 2 round..

Tapi bila result keluar..still fail subject tuh..nak kata aku buduh..agak lah jugak berperasaan begitu..tapi like i said..dah fail..takkan nak monyok lelama..life goes on..kerja berlambak lambak bertimbun2..tak sempat pon nak dwell lelama..tapi bila esok nak kena panggil lagik..agak down lah jugak sebenarnye...huhuhhuh...
Kalau boss tuh tau aku amik cuti study seminggu..tapi amik cuti kawen 3 minggu...huhuhuhuhuh...mesti berdarah telinga aku nak dengar agaknye...hehehehe...kawan sekali seumur hidup ajer maa..takleh nak repeat repeat setahun 2 kali...hahahah...
Itu hari pun dah berperasaan serba salah dah..ACCA nak tukar syllibus dah Dec nih..June nih last seating syllibus lama..kalau ikotkan perasaan..aku dah register 3 subjek..abeskan semua June nih..tapi aku duduk dulu, pikir pikir balik..not to sound too pessimistic or anything..tapi confirm fail nanti..so what for throwing away and wasting my already scarce money..hahaha...Satu paper nih pon abah yg bayar..aku sengkek sungguh bulan lepas, dan bulan ini, dan pastinya bulan akan datang juga!! hahahaha...But by hook or crook, kena gak abeskan paper yg tak lepas lepas tuh June nih..Yg lagik 2 tuh kita defer dulu amik Dec nanti..Leman pon dah janji nak teman study..(ye ke? macam tak percaya jek..mesti time aku sibuk study dia sebuk main play station 2 dengan abang ipar dia)..

The only self motivation is LONDON..
Tapi nanti time study leave tuh, byk woo orang kawen..conferm lah aku nak kena attend kan...hahahah...Then lepas balik orang kawen mesti aku plak berangan angan nak kawen..hahaha..miang lalang...

Ishk..rasa macam tak berapa sihat jek..tekak pon sakit..Tak best betul..

Wedding preparation going well and according to plan;

1) Kad Kawen --> Done. Awaiting suitable time for distribution..
2) Pelamin + Mak Andam + Baju Sanding --> Booked..tapi belom abes bayar..uwaa..pokai lah lagik..
3) Photographer --> Booked! Tapi belom bayar jugak..uwwaaaa...
4) HIV Test --> Done..yeay..
5) Jumpa Kadi --> End of month..
6) Berkat --> Done..Alhamdullillah..berbaloi sakit pinggang 2-3 hari nak siapkan..
7) Berkat VIP --> Done..
8) Gift for frens --> Done..
9) Bunga pahar for Bersanding malam --> Done..
10) Bunga Telur for Bersanding siang --> To buy
11) Baju nikah --> Done..Thank you very much to my cousin Sari for her wedding gift --> Jahitan manik penuh satu baju!! She spent almost 5 months completing it..in between her own busy schedule with her work + leisure + sleep + fiance..heheheh..muahhsss...
12) Diet --> U-Zap working on Overtime to offset any Roti BOM consumption @ Idaman...hahahah...dream on..
13) Mata tare panda --> Still there..
14) Baju Bersanding side groom and malam --> @ tailor tambah manik lagik..more sequin, less money in my bank..ahahaha...
15) Bilik tido --> Berserah kepada takdir..hahaha..or more tepat..berserah kepada Wan Wok and Mak yang yg baik hati...
16) Bunga2an --> Assigned to Mak Yang
17) Bekas Hantaran --> Thank you very much Mak Yang..i really really love them..rasa nak mintak tukar ngan leman so that i can keep them for myself..hehehe..agak2 kalau mintak 3 daripada bakal mak mertua, dia tukar fikiran tak nak amik aku buat menantu??
18) Hantaran --> Ader 2 lagik tak beli..Duit2..di manakah kau duit?
19) Cuti kawen --> 3 minggu
20) Honeymoon package --> Not confirmed
21 ) Flight ticket --> Confirmed! hahahah..funny..kalau last minute nanti penuh, kita tido kat airport jek ok cayang..
22) Katering + Kenduri Kendara --> Assigned to Abah..
23) Baju Khatam Quran --> Done..Nak kena praktis selalu nih..kang org kata nyanyi dangdut reti..ngaji tak tak reti..hehehehe..

So there goes..most of the things have been completed..tapi agak ngeri bila memikirkan persiapan kat Perak, yg terpaksa di handle oleh abah sorang2..

Lepas kawen nanti, cik abang sayang pindah duduk sinih..so banyak lah barang2 aku nak kena clear..kasik space untuk roomate baru nanti..Leman dah ugut nak buang banyak gile barang2 aku..huhuhu..kejam..Daripada 5 petak almari..terpaksa kosongkan 2 petak untuk roomate baru nanti..muat ke? takpe..kalau tak muat kita tumpang bilik Ayong..hehehe

Okla, dah blog nih dah tenang sket hati..Marilah kita cuba cuba pejam mata..esok kang tak larat plak nak bangun pukul 7 pagi..meeting pukul 9..apsal ler dia buat meeting awal2 sgt..Pepagi tuh selalu jam..Stress lagik tuh..

Lagik satu stress pasal stupid appraisal..malas nak bukak topic..redha jek lah..appraisalnya tak stupid, tapi the complication of the completion process yg stupid!! demmit..

List of movies that i want to watch;
1) Spidey 3
2) Wild Hogs (kalau ader lagik)
3) Sumolah
4) 28 Days Later
5) Cinta Pertama (tatau lah cerita ape nih..)

Wahh..tuh dah 50 hengget tuh..Kata takde duit...hehehe..tapi dot tgh stress..so kena la destress cause stress not good for my health..kan..kan..Abang leman, mintak subsidi 50% boleh?? hehehhe..

GoodNite..Good Morning..

Wednesday, May 09, 2007

Frens

Tadik dah puas tido siang..so sekarang dah lewat pon mata belom sleepy..huhuhh..surfing2 frenster..teringat kat kawan kawan lama selama membesar sebesar sekarang nih..hahahha..jom kita flashback..

Tadika : Ingat2 lupa..tak salah aku kawan baik masa nih nama dia Noryanti Azila..suka berkelakuan notty tapi chumel bersama sama..so kalau kena marah or denda pon bersama sama jugak lah..

Darjah 1-2 : Kawan baik masa nih nama Kamal Asyraf..dia pindah sekolah lain masa darjah 2..Masuk sekolah semua lelaki..Rugi Rugi..memang rapat lah kita org dulu..main kejar kejar..pukul pukul..cinta2 jek tak main..hahhaha...tapi maybe aku jek yg iktiraf dia kawan baik aku time nih..hehehe..Masa aku Form 1 kot ader terjumpa dia balik..tapi mase nih dah nak meningkat remaja..so malu malu..tapi dia nih memang hensem (pada pandangan mata dot yg berumur 13 tahun..hehehehe)..tapi rasa nye sekarang pon dia hensem lagik kot..

Darjah 3- 5 : Bestfren Norashikin Ishak and Norashikin Hamzah..Shikin Ishak dulu duduk sebelah umah parents aku jek..dia nih memang pandai..so suka lah bersaing saing...tapi bertahun tahun satu kelas belom pernah aku dapat kalahkan dia..kalau dia nombo satu aku nombo 2 jek..hahaha..agak nye dari kecik kecik nih aku dah ader termakan semuts nih..(patutlah sekarang makin blur!!)

Darjah 6 : Bestfren Nur Adelina Noruddin..dulu semua org panggil kitaorg kembar..we're very very very close..dia dah kawen dah sekarang..Terpisah bila dia pegi Asrama Penuh (Sekolah MEn Agama lagik)..

Form 1 : Bear in mind that i was studying at the same school (SMJK Methodist Ayer Tawar) daripada Tadika sampai lah Form 4..

So in Form 1..most of my frens dah either pindah masok asrama..or berpindah tempah tinggah..Tinggal lah dot sensorang..dot dapat 3A1B jek (Masa tuh rasa nye macam dah musnah masa depan..huhuhuh..sebab tak dpt masuk asrama)..tapi abah memang tak galakkan pon dot masuk asrama masa form 1..sebab nanti dia tinggal berdua ngan mak jek..heheheh...Masa Form 1-2 best fren lelaki balik..Shahril Nawawi ngan Khairul Husni..Shahril nih memang member dari darjah 1..tapi KH tuh baru start baik masa Form 1..Ustazah dulu suka gossipkan aku ngan KH..seb baik dia tak boikot aku (Sebab masa darjah 3-6 KH kena gossip dgn Adelina..so sepatah perkataan pon dia tak pernah bertukar dgn Adelina..hahahahaha...poyoooo lah kau KH)...tapi kitaorg memang baik lah bertiga..Punye sempoi sampai aku leh tanye diaorg dah wet dream ke belom masa tuh...hahahhaha...aku ingat lagik muka diorang blur nak mampos (mampos aku leman merajuk kalau dia baca nih..hahahah)...Tapi masa tuh aku tanye dengan jujur jek..takde maksud apepe pon..then masa Form 2 ke Form 3..baru diaorg paham soklan aku..gile lagging ah..
Form 3 : Adelina balik from Manchester..masok sekolah aku balik..so we continue our frenship where we left it off masa Darjah 6..Like i said, KH tak pernah bercakap dgn Adelina (eventho sekelas..Adelina pon heran kenape..hahahha..next time aku nak kena tanye KH lah..)..so bila Adelina baik ngan aku, KH pon dah tak byk cakap, bila Adelina ade sebelah aku (which is like most of the time)..tapi dgn aku dia still baik..

Form 4 : Adelina masuk MRSM..aku masok Bainun lambat sket..Lets talk about dorm mates..
Aku ingat lagik dulu masa aku memula masok..aku kena boikot..aku pon konfius jugak kenapa..rasa aku dulu masa aku kat sekolah lama..takde lah masalah macam nih..nak kata aku menggedik..tidak sama sekali..so aku agak sedih lah jugak..Tapi adik adik dorm aku baik baik belaka..Aku paling rapat ngan Asimah Noor..Member2 paling rapat adalah Yat Rahim (org pertama yg declare pemboikotan terhadap aku..huhuhuh)..kesian aku kan..Rina..Shemy..Sue Anne ngan Laili..lama jugak aku kena boikot..masa kena boikot..nak makan pon takde kawan..kesian betul..seb baik aku tak fobia terus telipon abah mintak tukar balik masok sekolah lama (Ego ooohhh..aku yg beriya iya nak masok Bainun tuh dulu!!..hahahah)..aku go with the flow jek selama seminggu 2 jugak diaorang boikot aku (geng2 yg aku sebut tadik)...Masa nih aku jugak bercinta buat pertama kali nya..(yeahh..leman is still sore until this day why i choose that guy)..his name is RR..hahahahha..budak nih cute nak mampos..walaupon dia muda setahun daripada aku (merasa dapat abang muda sekejap)..Dia kira first official boifren aku lah..Kitaorg couple setahun lepas tuh dia ade girlfren lain..cis..betapa hancur luluh nya hati ini...

2 bulan jekkk..lepas tuh ade leman mengubat luka...heheheheh...Actually sepanjang bercinta ngan RR pon, byk org gossipkan dgn leman..memang ade minat leman pon dalam diam2..tapi masa tuh leman pon ade girlfren (duduk sebelah dorm aku..takut gile masa mula2 couple ngan leman dulu..hahahaha)..tapi dia baik..tak pernah marah aku pon..actually memang bukan salah aku..aku bukan perampas..leman yg break tapi dia declare sorang2 jek..dia consider dia dah break sejak Form 3, tapi dia tak bagitau ex-awek dia tuh..saiko punya leman...hehehehe...
Bercinta ngan Leman masa Form 5..Masa form 5 nih pon kena boikot sekali lagik...huhuhuh...

kalau aku nih jenis low self esteem, dah lama dah fail SPM..byk btol dugaan..kali nih aku pon tak ingat kenape..yg aku ingat..sepanjang panjang kena boikot tuh..sebab kitaorg ade geng..satu ahli dalam geng tuh start boikot, yg lain pon ikot sama..and selama hari nih aku makan ngan diaorg, abes lepas kena boikot tatau nak gi makan ngan sapa..kesian kesian..seb baik ade adik2 dorm yg baik..dulu paling rapat ngan sheda, anis ngan amy..budak2 tuh skrg semua dah besar panjang dah masok uni..dah tua aku nih..huhuhuh)..Anyway, im really thankful to Rina sebab sepanjang kena boikot tuh, dia jek lah yg tak ikot boikot aku..Lepas tuh aku start baik dgn Johnny, Mazura, Yana..So lepas dah tak kena boikot, aku macam ade 2 group..

Sapa yg kenal aku..aku sebenarnye takde lah jahat..gedik pon idak..baik sgt pon takde ler jugak kan..hehehe..im just a happy go lucky old girl..kalau ade masalah ape tak puas hati..bagitau up front..This brings us to the next phase of my life..University..

First year kat Melaka..i was so very very close with this girl..sama2 from Bainun..Fad nama dia..kemana aje selalu berdua..she's my roomate..tapi towards the end tuh..bergadoh jugak...confius confius..right before the final exam..so aku sakit hati sakit mata..angkat barang gi tumpang umah member lain kat luar..seb baik boleh jek fokus belajar..stress gila ok..akku paling mence org ajak bergadoh bende kecik kecik..ungkit2..nak ungkit buat ape..mende semua dah lepas..dulu masa jadik tanak marah..dah setahun simpan tetiba kluar semua..saiko..saiko...Anyway, im really thankful to Suzie, Maz and Ayu..they are the ones who stand by me during this difficult time..

2nd year, pindah Cyber..me and my ex roomate dah make peace..but the frenship has broken and cannot be mended..which i dont mind actually...Kat Cyber barulah bahagia balik..
Sepanjang 3 tahun my close frens are;
Kat bilik + rakan berpoye poye = Nana, Intan, Jue, Pojee, Nita, Odah, Skin and Aiwa..They always make my life fun and filled with laughter and happiness..
Kat kelas + rakan berpoye poye jugak = Shaz, Nadiah, Norli, zaza and Farah (They make Accounting seems not too bad!)

Then abes belajar..PIndah Cyberia..where i met more new frens..which i totally adore..even tho they're a tad younger than me (elee..setahun pon nak berkira korang..)..I love Ratna, Tipah, Fatih and Aisyah Besar..Diaorng student..and aku bekerja kay HSBC UK time..so bila aku balik jek pukul 12 malam diaorng masih belom tido..bising jek umah selalu semua kaki bercakap..hahaha..Dulu masa duduk sebilik ngan Aisyah satu sem..dia selalu dengki aku tak payah bangun pegi kelas, (dulu start keja kol 3 petang..so leh tido sampai kol 2 petang....hahahaha)...so sebelom dia pegi kelas..dia selalu TERTUTUP kipas..geram betull..terpaksa aku bangun jugak bukak balik..konfius skejap ingat kan mimpi dah pindah Africa..bangun tido berpeloh peloh..rupanye si Aisyah tuh tutup kipas lagik...huuhuhhu...

Then next sem kitaorg rotate..aku duduk ngan Ratna..awek sorang nih cun giler mata kuyu ajek..tapi dia selalu tido awal..and aku selalu bangun lambat..so kitaorg selalu masok bilik dgn sgt berhati hati..tanak disturb one of us yg tgh tido..hehehe...

Dgn bebudak nih semua..diaorg tak berkira (aku pon tak berkira jugak tau! hehehe)..selalu jek pinjam meminjam baju or handbeg or whatever sesama sendiri..tapi sekarang diaorg nak pinjam baju aku pon takleh sebab longgar..aku dah membesar sekali hingga 2 kali ganda as compared masa keja kat HSBC dulu...huhuhuhuhuhu..blame the excessive drop in my metabolisme rate...
Nevertheless, i really love all these girls..Im so lucky to have known then (starting with a random forward msg asking for any room to let tau!)...

Then after 1 year..aku pindah duduk dgn Ija kat Puchong..dgn Didie..Paling sangat sangat rapat dengan Ija lah..sebab keja sekali..Didi keja waktu lain..ija lah kawan paling rapat masa keja kat HSBC dulu..Again..im also lucky to have her as my fren..

Then tukar kerja PwC..Jue masok ganti tempat Didie..Jue memang member masa Universiti dulu..so memang rapat ngan dia..

And then there's Shaz (Uni mate dulu), Endran, Irin, Alisa, Nizam and Aty..But now my closest frens in the firm are Shaz, Nizam, Raf, Endran, Louisa and Izwain...Love them loads..Dont think i would survive in the firm without all of them...

In conclusion..I am very happy to be all your frens..I have loads and loads of other frens not mention above..and im equally gald and thankful to be your fren...

To all my close frens, each of you have had an impact in my life..Of course, without need to be mention..Leman is also one of my Closest closest "fren"..and he's the only one of my Sharing of HEart kind of fren...hehehehe..(I love you too yayang.."blush)..I am really thankful to be your frens..

As we move on with our lives..we tend to grew apart from one or two or more of our close frens..But if the relationship is strong enough..it can survive anything..Another thing that i always remind myself is, make an effort..make sure i dont lost contact with all my closest and treasured frens..But once in a while when i'm too busy with work, with family, with studies, with love, with my wedding preparation, with sleep and with television series, do remind me and send a message my way ya..

After 26 years of life..another meaningful life leasson that i obtained is --> True frens are hard to come by..and they makes your life less shitty..or in a gentler way; "Frens make life bearable"..

Dot signing off at 237am..Goodnite..