Sunday, November 26, 2006

Panic Attack!!

Tadik aku tgk lah kalendar, nak tgk bila free nak hantar abah balik Perak..then i realized i've finished almost 3 WEEKS of my study leave, WITHOUT even studying!!! huuwwwwwaaaaaaa....why oh why..mana pergi semua cuti ku...i remember balik Kampung japs on the first few days..pindah umah from Puchong ke Damansara, attending my ACCA revision klas (esok last!) and in between dating ngan tunang, kluar bersama rakan2, makan, tido and toilet breaks...tup tup dah 3 minggu...hhuuuwwaaaa....adakah aku sebenarnye dah kena abducted ngan alien?? sampai tak sedar 3 minggu dah berlalu??? STRESS pulak...
Esok klas sampai petang..Rabu and Khamis nak balik Perak skejap..then after that i have about 4 to 5 days (including weekends yg sgt tipis peluangnye untuk digunakan untuk study...huhuhuhuh)..to study for 3.1 subject (exam on the 5hb Dec)..and after that ader about another (4-5 days untuk study 3 core subject!!) = SHIT! Im in a big trouble...3.6 macam a gone case jek..mengalah sebelom kalah...huhuhuh...stupid consol..bile lah ACCA nak wat open book jek...in real life bukan kena hafal semua mende pon kan...dalam kepala hotak penuh framework 3.5 bercampo aduk...byk gile lagik tak hafal since aku kedukut nak bayar advance for tuition fees...huhuhuh...study plak malas...huhuhuhu...3.7 plak macam half half..byk sgt rate...tah reti tah tak nak pilih rate mana masa exam nanti...to tell you the truth..if i can pass at least 2 out of the 4 papers pon dah kira OK!!...tapi malas nye kalau fail kena repeat bulan 6..busy nak wat preparation agik time tuh...tapi Dec dah tukar syllibus baru..demmit...
Adoiiii...sakit lah buntut duduk umah ayong nih..its mostly EMPTY..we've officially moved..this month gile ah..maintain 2 buah umah sewa at least for the last half month..New home is very comfortable...i very the like..but still a lot to kemas..
Tadik ade klas tak sempat pon attend Nita kawen..anyway,
CONGRATULATIONS to :
1) Nita & Apan...
2) Nadzri & Alfieya
Selamat Pengantin Baru...Selamat Berbahagia Selamanye...

Friday, November 24, 2006

Di mana dia file merah saya?

Tadik baru abes tgk Fahrin Ahmad kat tv..hensemmmmmmmm siyut...pakai baju pink pon nampak tampan bergaya walau sedikit gay (in my opinion..pink is just not meant for guys)..cair siyut setiap kali tgk Fahrin senyum kat tv..hehehe..marah tunang i nanti...jgn jeles sayang..Fahrin pon takmo kat i..dia dah ader Linda Onn...huhuhuhuhu...JELESSSSSSSSSS....
Then aku hampir muntah balik dinner Nando's aku tadik dgr phone conversation gedik ngade ngade Jehan ngan awek dia kat tv...huhuhhuuh...maybe aku jeles kot..nehhh..i dun think so...plain disgusted je tuh..but they are sporting la nevertheless..but still menggelikan...aku plak yg blushing dgr diaorng bercakap...its normal for couples..but quite abnormal on TV..even Tom Cruise pon tak cakap camtuh kat Oprah Winfrey Show tau...
Neway..dah 5 hari dot pindah umah kat Damansara Emas..bilik pon dah abes kemas..tapi stress sampai otak when i discover the most important folder ku hilang..sijil PMR, SPM, sijil berhenti skolah, every sijil for every courses i attended, semua ader dalam tuh..its missing in action...tatau lah pi mana..aku pon dah give up dah nak carik..tinggallah degree aku jek nak di jaja bila aku nak tukar keja nanti nanti..seb baik dah ade experience...imagine if nak mintak kerja first time, and semua sijil takde..night mare..
My new room is "mine"..i love it..but ayong's room is MASSIVE and so cantik cause dia ader full bedroom set..jeles btol..
i've already finish 2 weeks of my study leave..and STILL havent study a single thing..i am so dead maN..seb baik ader revision classes..kalau tak langsung la tak pegang buku...saiko siyut aku nih..dah lah ader 4 paper nih...tapi byk sgt mende nak di selesaikan..balik kampung la..pindah umah la..nanti nak balik kampung balik...heheheh...at the moment my dad is here with us..and im happy he's here..sian gak kat dia dok sensorang kat Perak tuh...tapi dia takmo dok KL forever, cause dia sayang umah kat Perak tuh..
Hari nih klas kat MIM dr pagi sampai petang..Lecturer mat salleh aku asyik mengutuk Malaysia jek..klakar plak aku dgr..abes lah P**ton and M*S kena kutuk..klakar klakar..but most/all of what he said make sense...
Opah hehari nagis jugak..tatau la aku nak pujuk canne dah..ajak dok KL takmo..hope she'll get stronger soon..memang lah sedih kalau teringat..and selalu pon teringat jugak..just takleh nak ikot perasaan jek la..but she's older and thus more fragile i think...
Malas nye nak study..lepas tgk DSH3 and Prison Break 2 and Greys Anatomy 3 lah aku study malam nih..ader homework tadik pon tak wat lagik...esok pon klas..lusa pon klas..demmit..habis weekend aku...huhuhuh...
mana lah pegi fail sijil aku tuh..sedihh siyut..okla..dah malas nak menaip..sakit bontot dok atas lantai kat umah lama ayong nih..soon to be empty gak this weekend..
Hari tuh pindah umah penat siyuttt...seb baik ader darling Leman i tulong..ader lah tak kurang dpd 10 - 15 round naik turun tangga tingkat 5...patah kaki...tuh pon ader movers tolong..
To all my rakan rakan seperjuangan ACCA..Good luck and All the best...
To Jue and Ija, i'll miss you both dearly..at least Jue's gonna be "sekampung"..senang sket nak catch and bergossip...hehehhe...

Wednesday, November 15, 2006

GOODbye PUSAT bandar PUCHONG

Ngantokkk.... Masih belom study... Masih malas macam slalu..
lagik 3 hari nak exam baru menggelabah nanti..huhuuh...
Currently, i am on my 5 WEEKS of study leave...
Jeles tak?? jeles tak?? i retracted the first day of leave to WORK (darn!)
Friday was used for my revision class @ McOrange..bosan nak mampos...
Saturday and Sunday is supposed to be another revision classes...decided to waste whatever tuition fees i've paid and just ponteng..
Monday drive back to Perak..lepak kampung sampai today..rush back to KL..
paid the money to my landlord..and got the keys to my new rented home...YEAYYY...
@ Damansara Emas..a 2 storey house..i very the like,..tapi nak beli tak mampu lah plak...
bila la nak kaya nih...huhuhuh...
Neway..selamat tinggal PUSAT BANDAR PUCHONG...I've have a great 2 and half years...
this weekend..and the rest of the next week..will be used for revision classes again..boring...
Cant help thinking of my late mom...before this im thinking to utilised at least 1 week of my study leave to take care of her...but manusia merancang, tuhan menentukan...tak sempat pon nak tunggu study leave..she's gone...but at least i've pull forward 1 week of my supposedly 6 weeks of study leave earlier, to care for her...cuma menyesal sebab rasa cam tak cukup..and tak puas..if only i knew how soon im losing her...i would change lots of things...sighhhhhhhhhhhhh..again...manusia hanya merancang,...tuhan yg menentukan...
Wish me luck for my exam..and for my new home...
I've also decided on my wedding date..but still far to come..*wink..*wink..will only annouce later...sadddddddddd...cause my late mom tak de dah...sighhhh again...needed to be stronger for my dad and my grandma...
Still ngantok..esok esok jek lah aku mula blajo...huhuhuh...
Good nite..