Friday, August 26, 2005

Miserable Muffin (@_^)

I wish this perasaan tak keruan dan tak tentu arah would just go away..
'Sighhhh...."
This is the thing about love..
Call me poyo or whatever you like..
Its just that.."the heart wants what it wants" (Quoted from Shaznani Shamsul Ariffin)
hehehhe..or in my case now.. "the beautiful ear missed hearing that voice"..
Leman dah pergi bercuti ke Singapore..since Rabu till Sabtu..
Rabu tuh.. dia still msg and call me..Tapi sejak semalam..dot tunggu sampai petang..
mangkuk ayun kesayangan ku itu langsung tak hantar satu SMS pon..
huuuuuwwwwaaaaaaaaaaaa...(usually, if both of us kat M'sia..we will make and received calls about 3 each..approximately about 6 calls a day..kali jek ngan 8 tahun...mane tak kaya Maxis tuh)
and i tot i would be okay..tapi dah sampai petang tuh...
macam tak okay pulak..sebab dah sehari suntuk tak dgr suara dia..
so..i called him..obviously tak dpt cause he finished up all his credit..
and to utilised roaming..he needs some credit on his side..
so..dot pon call la adik dia..dpt la ckp ngan dia sekejap..macam 23 saat kut..
mind you..sejak saya menggunakan prepaid nih..saya sangat kedukut..apetah lagik kalau nak kena
call Singapore..hehehhe...
So, malam tuh dot tak tunggu ..hehehe..tipu sebenarnye..
Masa mandi pagi tadik sebelum ke pejabat.. dot macam dah termerajuk.. sebab dia langsung tak hantar satu
SMS pon kat dot malam tadik..uhuk..uhuk..
but then..masa nak keluar umah tadik.. dot tgk ade satu msg..
hahahahahahahahahaha...hatiku sangat berbunga riang..
bertambah riang bila tgk msg dia.. informing he's miserable not being able to hear my ["beautifool": yg nih self confess..leman tak cakap dlm msg tuh...hehehe] voice...and he misses me sooooo much... and the fact that he's sending me the message at 4:30am today..really really made up my day....hahahahaha..
keji gile awek org sorang nih...
But i am still missing him sssssoooooooooo muchhhhhhhh jugakkkkk....
huhuhuhuhuhuhu...

Monday, August 22, 2005

Monday Blues..

"Sigh..." ..."Sigh again.." and again and again.. I hate MONDAYS !! What's newl.. hate waking up so early.. hate to drag myself out of bed and in the shower.. hate to choose what to wear.. hate to choose whatever the "tak susah sgt nak iron" type of baju.. cause i'm alredi late.. hate to walk to my car..start the engine and join the jam.. and most of all.. HATE TO WORK!!!! huhuhuhuhuh.. Im so full of hatred today.. ish..ishk.. i bet its not healthy!! hehhee.. Neway..life goes on.. so.. i DID ALL the things i mentioned earlier.. now, at 430pm..and im still feeling blue...huhuhuh.. Missing my Leman alredi.. yesterday we play pool again.. and i lost..again.. 'Sigh..." terer pulak org tua tuh main pool sekarang.. But mind you.. i didnt get trash ok.. kalah sipi sipi jek.. satu 2 bola..hehehe Im so lazy to work nowadays.. At least i can be thankful for the lack of work at the moment.. Just happily counting the days for our trip to Bali.. Yesterday also managed to watch "Charlie and The Kilang Cokelat".. version DVD tak halal.. Tak best sangat pon.. tahap bulih la jek la.. seb baik aku tak tgk wayang.. Sabtu kelas sampai tghr jek.. then melepak ngan Shaz kat Hartamas dpd tengahari matahari terik.. sampai la malam..matahari pon dah takde.. Managed to be involved in an accident..AGAIN?? yup..again.. "Sigh.." kiri kanan depan belakang dah keta ku kena hentam.. this time i think it's my fault.. (actually to think about it..everytime olso my fault kut..hahhaha) Kali nih dot masuk parking kat belah kiri jalan.. tak perasan ade motor kat belakang.. ape lagi..that motorbike bang me ler.. masa dgr bunyi accident (my ultimate sound of fear) dot ingat dot dah terlanggar keta kat belakang tempat dot nak park tuh..sekali tgk kat tepi side mirror.. ade motor jatuh..aiseyyyyyyyyyy...lecehhhhhhhhhhhh.. dah la tgh miskin.. melayang 50 hengget aku to compensate them.. rugi rugi.. they tak luka tak ape pon.. calar sikit jek (my car pon calar sikit jugak kat bumper..huhuh) Tapi sebab makcik makcik..and melayu plak tuh..dot bayar jek la tanpa byk cakap.. walaupon dalam hati kecilku berbicara "aiseyman..habis 50 hengget aku"...huhuhhuhu... But despite the small incident.. still ade mood nak lepak sampai malam..hahahha.. ye lah...50 hengget aku bayar untuk parking tuh.. at least berbaloi la sikit nak kalau lepak lama lama... Then Ahad tuh sempat temankan Ratna gi Mines.. melakukan aktiviti aktiviti berciri cirikan keperempuan-an.. Takde duit takde duit..sempat gaks beli 3 helai baju baru... Bulan depan makan rumput la aku... Lambat nyeeeeeee masa nih berjalan hari nih.. Dah panjang aku membebel baru 10 minit jek berlalu.. "Sigh.." terpaksa la dot continue counting the time to go home.. Counting and still counting..

MONDAY BLUES !!!!!!

"Sigh..." ..."Sigh again.." and again and again..
I hate MONDAYS !! What's newl..
hate waking up so early..
hate to drag myself out of bed and in the shower..
hate to choose what to wear..hate to choose whatever the "tak susah sgt nak iron" type of baju..
cause i'm alredi late..
hate to walk to my car..start the engine and join the jam..
and most of all.. HATE TO WORK!!!!huhuhuhuhuh..
Im so full of hatred today.. ish..ishk.. i bet its not healthy!! hehhee..
Neway..life goes on..
so.. i DID ALL the things i mentioned earlier..
now, at 430pm..and im still feeling blue...huhuhuh..
Missing my Leman alredi.. yesterday we play pool again..and i lost..again..
'Sigh..." terer pulak org tua tuh main pool sekarang..
But mind you.. i didnt get trash ok.. kalah sipi sipi jek.. satu 2 bola..hehehe
Im so lazy to work nowadays..At least i can be thankful for the lack of work at the moment..
Just happily counting the days for our trip to Bali..Yesterday also managed to watch "Charlie and The Kilang Cokelat"..version DVD tak halal.. Tak best sangat pon.. tahap bulih la jek la.. seb baik aku tak tgk wayang..

Sabtu kelas sampai tghr jek.. then melepak ngan Shaz kat Hartamas dpd tengahari matahari terik..sampai la malam..matahari pon dah takde.. Managed to be involved in an accident..AGAIN?? yup..again..
"Sigh.." kiri kanan depan belakang dah keta ku kena hentam..this time i think it's my fault.. (actually to think about it..everytime olso my fault kut..hahhaha)
Kali nih dot masuk parking kat belah kiri jalan.. tak perasan ade motor kat belakang..ape lagi..that motorbike bang me ler.. masa dgr bunyi accident (my ultimate sound of fear)

dot ingat dot dah terlanggar keta kat belakang tempat dot nak park tuh..sekali tgk kat tepi side mirror..ade motor jatuh..aiseyyyyyyyyyy...lecehhhhhhhhhhhh..dah la tgh miskin ni.. melayang 50 hengget aku to compensate them..rugi rugi.. they tak luka tak ape pon.. calar sikit jek (my car pon calar sikit jugak kat bumper..huhuh)Tapi sebab makcik makcik..and melayu plak tuh..dot bayar jek la tanpa byk cakap..walaupon dalam hati kecilku berbicara "aiseyman..habis 50 hengget aku"...huhuhhuhu...But despite the small incident.. still ade mood nak lepak sampai malam..hahahha..

ye lah...50 hengget aku bayar untuk parking tuh..at least berbaloi la sikit nak kalau lepak lama lama...Then Ahad tuh sempat temankan Ratna gi Mines..melakukan aktiviti aktiviti berciri cirikan keperempuan-an..Takde duit takde duit..sempat gaks beli 3 helai baju baru...Bulan depan makan rumput la aku...

Lambat nyeeeeeee masa nih berjalan hari nih..Dah panjang aku membebel baru 10 minit jek berlalu.."Sigh.." terpaksa la dot continue counting the time to go home..Counting and still counting..

zarina

Wednesday, August 17, 2005

Life is good!

Life is good at the moment..Im currently am a volunteer at Rumah Juara..Located near my house (as compared to WSD yg jauh di hujung tanjung itu)..kul 9 start keja..kul 11 rehat..sampai kul 2..kul 2 masuk balik..sampai kul 4..leh balik umah..*sigh..* syoknye..hehehhe..but its gonna end soon.. then its back to working life (which i kinda missed too)..
I am currently a Tadika Teacher (seperti yg dipanggil oleh anak anak muridku)..kelas pagi..14 org budak budak kecik..antara umur 4 hingga 6 tahun..first day dot join Rumah tuh..pening jugak nak handle bebudak tuh semua..last last.. dot jugak yg kena buli oleh mereka.. they are soooooo naughty at times..confirm aku tanak beranak sampai 14..hahahah..but they are too adorable most of the time.. neway..dot dah jumpa solution paling best..rasuah diorang dgn sweets and junk foods..hahahaha..
gonna have another annual dinner coming soon..masquerade..still thinking of what i shud be..
Watched "Ungu Violet" and "Gol & Gincu" lately.. "UV" agak slow dan membusankan..tapi tetap buat dot jatuh chenta dgn soundtrack dia..heheh..Gol and Gincu not bad at all..i actually enjoy watching..terus rasa nak main futsal..anyone else interested?
Dot currently sgt sgt jatuh cinta dgn fahrin ahmad..*sigh...* so does hundred of other gals out there ait?? hehehe..
Counting the days for my trip to Bali..with my beloved Leman and my beloved family..Leman would have to stay in one room with my father..hahahahah..i'll update later after the trip ok..