Krabi Fun-tastic: Day 2 and A Birthday

Morning of 17 July 2011.

Odd, i don't feel a day older.. hehe.. (can you smell denial in the air?)

Semalam tu mase ronda2 pekan Ao Nang, kitaorg dah book 2 tours..

Since mase pegi Phuket hari tu kitaorg semua dah pegi Phi Phi Island, we decided to skip Phi Phi Island tour this time..

We opted for:

1) 4 Island tour with sea canoeing (via longtail boat) + Elephant ride [Cost: RM70 + RM40 = RM110 per person]

2) Hong Island tour (via speedboat) [Cost = RM90]

Bila aku kata RM meaning Bht sebenarnye.. Tapi exchange rate RM THB mase tu tak byk beza pon.. mahal sikit jek.. Dalam sringgit 15 sen duit kita dalam seringgit jek duit dia.. macam tu la lebih kurang..

So cukup2 la 2 tours sebab kitaorg pon ade 2 hari jek yg full day bole pegi tour..

So pagi pagi second day tu, which *ehem* is my birthday.. hehe.. we went for the 4 island with sea canoe.. eksaited gile2 nak bercanoe.. seb baik sedar diri dah tak amik dedua hari package sea canoe.. huhu..

And since aku daripada tahun lepas lagik dok sebuk sebuk nak naik gajahhh.. nak naik gajahhh... sebab aku birthday girl.. diorang kasik muka lah bawak jugak naik gajah hari nih.. heheh..

So pagi pagi tu dah get ready.. mase breakfast, Husband, Ayong & Abah gave me another surprise.. which i don't see coming at all..

Sampai la Leman tak bagik aku pegi tambah makanan.. hehehe

Sebab 4 tahun kawen, tak pernah sekali pon dia suruh aku tunggu dia untuk amik makanan mase buffet.. Biase nye aku setel perut aku.. ko setel perot ko kaedah nye.. hehehe.. And 1 minute later, my cake was bring out.. hehehe.. Thank you Hubs, Ayong and Abah..

 Lebar tak senyuman? hehe..

 My 30th Birthday Cake @ Krabi!

Some of the remarks i got is, wahh.. best nye sambut birthday mase pegi holiday.. which implied macam kebetulan yg best la kan.. I tell you one thing, it is not kebetulan.. it's proper holiday planning ye youolss.. hehehe.. everybody can do it.. Normally every year bulan july aku akan pegi holiday untuk celebrate wedding anniversary plus my birthday sekali.. Biase nye birthday leman pon kita akan pegi holiday jugak.. Tapi kadang2 birthday dia susah sikit sebab omak nyo udah booking nak bawak kuar makan.. takkan aku nak hijack anak kesayangan nye pulak kan.. hehehe..

 This is Leman celop kaki buat syarat dah masuk swimming pool.. hehe..

 Birthday girl ngan kesayangan.. Naik lori nak pegi Nopparat Beach punye jetty.. Nopparat Beach nih tempat berlepas tour2 lah.. dua2 hari tuh kitaorg naik dari sini.. tak kisah la naik speedboat or longtail boat..

 Tuan aji Hassan wif the dotters./

 Mr husband muka tak ikhlas jek tolong pegang kan beg aku.. hahahah.. seb baik mase nih aku tatau aku pregnant.. kalau tak harus botol air mineral pon aku takmo pegang.. hahaha.. mode mengada lebey..

 Mrs Dot at 30! Rase macam baru 2 years jek abes SPM.. Rase macam baru last year jek abes degree.. hhuuhuuh.. Rase macam baru last week jek masuk keja first..

When i first started working at HSBC in 2003, I was always sooo kagum dengan other work colleagues yg ade working experience.. Ade yg 3 years.. ade yg 5 years .. Rase sgt2 kagum.. mcm jakun pon ade.. hehehe.. Tapi sekarang aku sendirik rase macam tak percaya dah kerja 8 tahun!! But instead of "wowww.. dah lapan tahun!!" sometimes it feels like .."Whatttt?? Baru 8 tahun!!" hahahhaha.. Itu biase nye bila malas nak bangun pergi keja la tuh..

Tapi sebab tahun ni dah 30 ade macam sedikit takut.. lagik 20 tahun nak retired.. (insyaallah kalau panjang umur).. Kalau Leman kaya awal, boleh aku retired awal.. hehehhe.. Tapi risau cukup ke nak makan sampai ke tua? huhu.. Macam mana nak pegi holiday 6 kali setahun? hehe.. so baik skrg kalau ade rezeki lebih kita enjoy dulu kan.. : p

 Mr and Mrs Mann.. I love this shot..

 Ni dalam long tail boat nak pegi apetah nama tempat yg first tuh.. Biase la kitaorg nih suka terhegeh hegeh.. suka taknak belajar dari kesilapan lalu.. yg mase takde tempat duduk mase trip phi phi island tu kan..

Ni pon sama.. hegeh2.. tetiba kitaorg yg last sekali naik.. hahahah... Merasa la ko duduk tengah panas! Sebab bahagian depan tu takde atap.. Aku pakat ngan leman berselubung bawah shawl..

Minah2 salleh yg tengok pon mesti konfius.. amende budak 2 ekor nih buat? hahahha.. tapik panas youolls.. Menggelegak otak.. huhuhu.. Neraka lagik panas kan.. oucchh..

So nasihat aku.. bila ko pegi tour2 nih.. especially kalau pegi ramai2 lebih drpd 2 org.. Make sure your party kiasu jln laju2 sebab nak naik dulu..

Nan ado makne nye nak jadik gentlemen and gentlelady bagik org lain naik dulu.. sebab deme deme tuh nanti sekor sekor perangai cam ponggong cipan berlagak nak mampos ok.. sekor2 rase ponggong dia saiz 40 and perlu tempat yg besar.. dia buat bodo jek tgk ko tercangak bangak nak carik tempat duduk nanti.. huhuhu.. so biar kiase asal dapat tempat duduk best.. heheheh..

Tapi biasa nye lepas stop dua tiga kali kadang2 leh tukar tempat duduk.. Kitaorg ade gak buat nih.. kira first come first serve lah.. Kalau ade org poyo claim tu tempat dia.. ko cakap.. Ko apehal.. takde pon tulis nama ko kat sini? Ado? Ado? .. hehehhe.. samseng mode on! Naseb la dia omputih ke orang nigeria ke..dia tak paham dia punye pasal.. hehehehe..  

 Pemandangan on the way.. Lama gak journey dalam 45 - 60 minit camtuh..

 First stop.. Pranang Beach.. Nih tempat org rock climbing..

Aku plak tengah2 utan nih la plak rase nak kencing kan.. pffttttf! seb baik la toilet dia bersih and ade air walaupon tengah2 utan.. hehehe..

 The jade color water..

Lepas tu kitaorg berangkat ke destinasi yg seterus nye..Nama tempat nih chicken island..

Mase nih kitaorg dah lapo youols.. Tapi rupanya dia suruh berkayak dulu.. lepas kayak baru makan..

MENYESALLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL!!!!!!!!!!

Aku ulang sekali lagik.. menyesal ok.. menyesal.. hahahahhahaha

 Aku di tengah tengah lautan luas.. Di atas kayak berwarna kuning. Kaki gemok di bawah sinaran cahaya matahari yg terik nak mampos boleh mengakibat kan kanser kulit! nauzubillah.. huhuhuh..

Panas gile gile youols.. Aku bayang kan berkayak la kot ye pon kat mangrove swamp ke kan.. macam mase aku pegi Phang Nga Bay tours last year.. nih tidak.. Berkayak keliling Chicken Island nih.. Just nak tengok menatang nih..

 Ini lah kepala chicken itu youols.. Nampak tak? Tak nampak pendek umur.. hahaha.. kidding.. Besar jugak pulau nih youlss.. Mana dgn panas terik lagik.. ngan kaki lupa sapu sun block lagik.. Ngan lapa dahaga macam nak mampos lagik..

Lepas 200 meter kitaorf dah penat nak mampos!!! Kayak nih dekat 1 kilometer.. gileeeeeeeee..

hahahhaa.. amik ko.. nak sgt berkayak kan..

Sumpah weih aku tatau aku pregnant mase nih.. kalau tak jgn kan kata nak berkayak.. naik kayak pon aku tak nak.. huhuhuhu.. seb baik mase nih tak jadi apepe.. kalau tak mana aku nak carik sepital best macam Tropicana Medical Centre tu kat tengah laut ni.. hehehe..  And naseb baik jugak aku nye contribution berkayak 40% sajok.. hehhee.. yg lain abang leman terchenta yg berusaha bersungguh sungguh.. hehehhe.. aku busy tangkap gambar or posing utk tangkap gambar.. hehe..

 Selamat sampai.. abah terus terkerolap belakang mase nak turun kayak tuh.. wakakkakak.. kesian kan.. macam pembulian warga emas pon ade.. :P .. takpe la.. abah warga emas yg rock kan! hehe

 Tgk muka aku.. mase nih rase macam.. i can totally relate tu cerita Castaway tuh.. yg naik rakit sorang2 tengah2 laut tuh.. huhuhuhuh.. Penat nak mampos weih.. ibu mengandung mana bole bawak berkayak.. hehehhehe..

 So lepas tu ade lagik 2 stop untuk snorkeling and swimming.. kitaorg dah tak koser nak turun.. Memang lepak jek atas boat sampai balik.. penat kayak tadik mau 2 kali massage baru leh ilang kot.. hehehe..

Anyway, tempat snorkeling dia pon tak best.. Seb baik la tak penat2 turun.. dah la ade jelly fish and sea urchin.. Tak kuasa akak nak membahaya kan diri sendirik.. hehehe.. Tapi kalau nak snorkeling pegi la pulau2 kat Malaysia lagik cantik.. Which reminds me.. aku pon dah 2 tahun tak pegi pulau Malaysia.. Encik leman.. sila amik perhatian plis.. hehehe..

 Last stop tah kat mana tah.. I was chanting.. :"bila nak balik nihhh.. bila nak balik nihhh.." heheheh..

Tapi aktiviti kamik belom berakhir lagik utk hari nih.. Lepas ni gi naik gajah.. Saper yg nak sangat naik gajah tuh?? Sape? heheheheh

Maka kami pon naik lah gajah.. Mase tu dah petang.. Kitaorg last call Elephant Tour nih.. Orang tu terus pick up kat jetty terus.. hehehe..

 Gajah Abah and Ayong ni nama nye Duang.. Si ayong asek la panggil dia Duan.. hahahahah.. Nama Thai dah tukar jadik nama melayu daa.. Aku rase umur gajah nih dah sebaya umur Opah aku kot!! hahahha.. Serius kesian gila tgk dia..  Maybe sebab gajah2 nih kena overtime plak sebab kitaorg.. hehehe..

Tapi serius.. Seriau gilee naik gajah nih! Nasihat aku.. Renti kan la.. hahahaha.. Kesian anak aku gayat.. hehehe.. Gajah aku belakang gajah ayong..

Gajah ayong nih kejap2 stop.. cium rumput la.. tengok sini tengok sana.. All the while "driver" dia kena berusaha nak bagik dia jalan.. hahahaha.. Aku kat belakang dah kecut perut dah.. kalau aku ade telor confirm dah kecut telor dah.. hahahahha..

Sebab takut gajah aku mengamuk sebab stress asek kena berenti belakang gajah ayong.. hehehe.. tinggi jugak gajah2 nih.. Kitaorg kalau bole siap nak mintak patah balik.. hahahah.. itu pon kitaorg amik short cut.. sebab hari dah petang and kitaorg ade tengah tengah ladang getah and hutan.. sungguh tak feel ok perasan kitaorg waktu itu.. wahhahaha..

 And to make matters worse, aku dah sun burnt teruk mase nih.. huhuhuhu.. gara2 berkayak tengah laut tadik.. So sila make sure pakai sun block yee.. aku memang pakai.. SPF 50 lagik.. tapik sebab mase nak naik kayak tu aku mcm belom mentally prepared.. hahahah.. tu yg tak letak kat kaki tuh.. kat muka tangan semua dah standby letak.. sebab selalu nye kalau kat kaki nak masuk laut baru letak kan.. huhuhu.. seksa ok... seksa.. sun burnt adelah sakit..

 Ayong senyum meng-kaver tahap cuak yg tinggi.. hehehe..

 Selamat sampai jek.. terus kitaorg bayar nazar.. hahahahah.. bagik makan gajah2 nih ok.. 2 sikat pisang seorang.. eh.. seekor.. hehehe..

Gajah ayong nih pelahap.. dia tak sempat nak tunggu aku terkial kial kopek pisang tu satu2.. Aku tgh hegeh hegehdia dah dtg dekat2.. aku terus jerit campak jek pisang tu kat tuan dia suruh kasik makan.. hahahah..

 Aktiviti malam itu adelah birthday dinner.. Kat Ao Nang Seafood.. Best tempat nih.. makan pon sedap.. tapik waiting time ade lah lama.. kalo ko lapar sempat la ko kebulur kat situ.. hehehe..

 My air kelapa.. Again.. since aku tatau aku pregnant mase nih.. ape saje yg aku tak belasah makan.. huhuhu.. makan nenas thai yg manis tuh kalau kumpul2 ade lah sebijik kot.. uhuhuh.. Tapi tu lah, aku baca somewhere you need to eat at least 7-8 bijik nenas baru enzim tu dirembes kan or sumthing.. Tapik kalau dah sah2 ko tau ko pregnant, jgn la pegi makan nenas jugak kan.. walaupon sepotong.. huhuhu..Sebab better be safe than sorry.. But anyway, nenas nih takde kena mengena ngan miscarriage aku.. so jgn speku yg merepek repek ye plis..

Lepas dinner.. Kitaorg sambung shopping kat depan Ao Nang beach..And pegi massage lagik..

Tapik oleh sebab aku yg sun burnt kat kaki nih.. pegi massage pon seksa ok.. hari nih aku terpaksa buat after sun aloe vera massage.. yg tak best as compared to the normal aromatherapy.. huhuhu..

And sebelom tido komferm pekena pan cakes dulu.. hehehe..

That's the end of our Day 2..

It's a happy and interesting birthday for me.. I love being 30!

(note: Had 30 boleh la kecoh.. esok2 lebih dari 30 mesti tak gung ho macam nih.. hahahha)

Krabi Fun-tastic: Day 1

This post was long overdue..

At first because of the joy of discovering we're pregnant..

Later because of the sorrow of discovering we will miscarry..huhu..

So it's about time i made an entry about it..

I had a FUN-TASTIC time at Krabi..

We were there kejap jek.. 4 Days 3 Nite..

And there's only 1 flight in and out of Krabi everyday, so takleh nak suka2 pilih time pegi/balik.. huhuhu..

Memula tuh, ingatkan nak postpone sebab FIL baru lepas kena stroke kan...

Tapi sebab booking thru air asia go ngan hotel sekali, adelah lecey ok..

And since FIL was getting better by day, we decided to proceed with our very much needed holiday..

I remember telling Leman..

"Sayang tak mintak lain.. Cukup la husband ikut pegi Krabi nih as my birthday gift!"

Kah kah kah... Pehtu later bile aku claim birthday gift aku pakcik nih ungkit ok statement aku tuh.. :P

For Krabi, we spent RM860 for our return flight for 2 and our 4D3N stay at Amandari Krabi.. But i upgraded our room to Deluxe Pool Access.. so tambah lagik RM150..And another RM180 for transfer for 4.. and shopping money (including duit utk makan, duit utk naik tuk-tuk, and duit utk activity2) dalam RM1200 sorang jek..

Memula ingat nak honeymoon (meaning nak pegi 2 orang sajek).. but we decided to let Perth be our honeymoon for 2011.. so we invited ayong & abah and my good fren Ken and his gf sekali.. hehe.. (Invite jek.. tapik duit duit deme.. hehehe..)... Ayong yg baik hati telah sponsor Abah.. Ken and gf dia pegi satu hari awal.. Most of the time kitaorg buat hal sendirik2 walaupon dok hotel sama and pegi tarikh yg sama.. hehehe.. Cuma time breakfast jek jumpa..

So backtrack.. Hari bertolak tuh flight delayed.. haisshhh.. leceyy betol.. lately flight kitaorg selalu delay pulak.. sejak dari flight pegi Penang hari tuh.. stress jek.. Seb baik yg nih delayed dlm setengah jam jek.. So by 235 waktu Krabi.. dah selamat amik luggage dah.. hehe.. 

 Abang Leman bersama beg2 yg berbungkus.. Aku sekarang confirm sanggup spent duit utk bungkus beg kalau service ni ade kat airport.. 1) Sayang bag2 aku baru.. hehehe  2) Experience bag lock kena cungkil.. bangang jek kan.. so aku risau kot2 la diorang bukak beg kita masukkan tah hapa hapa.. So baik la kita kasik bungkus saja..

 Abang Leman tersenyum lebar sebab sampai2 jek airport transfer dah ready.. aku terus direct book ngan hotel jek.. so mahal sikit.. kalo korang amik taxi from airport to Ao Nang Beach dalam RM55 macam tu for 1 cab.. Naik tuk2 or bas confirm lagik murah.. tapi aku advice takyah ler.. kang cicior tgh jalan kang tak pasal jek.. huhuhu.. holiday maa.. sila spent money ye.. hehehe..

 Luas gile van nih.. Besar Starex kot.. Bole berguling guling dlm nih kalau mau..

 Ayong at Hotel Apasari (previously known as Amandari).. Mase aku google2, risau gak sebab review kata jauh sikit dari hot spot.. tapi naik tuk2 2 minit jek.. owh..kalau macam tu setel.. naik jek la tuk2.. hehehhe.. Tapi sebenarnye takde la jauh sgt location dia.. boleh jek jalan.. Tapi byk kali gak la kitaorg meng-kaya kan driver2 tuk-tuk tu.. hehehe.. especially bila dah kenyang and penat and barang shopping byk.. tak kuase nak jalan nyeh.. naik tuk2 fix price.. walaupon seratus meter dia tetap charge RM2 satu kepala..

 The walkway to our rooms.. Ayong tgh check out mana bilik kitaorg..

 Tadddaaa.. tu yg nombo 4 dari kiri tuh bilik dot & hubs; yg nombo 5 plak bilik ayong and abah..

Sebab bila google, tak byk gambar2 hotel nih yg available.. So meh aku tambah..

 The sink..

 Toilet yg dah di dis-infect and shower area.. Ko nampak tak paip tepi jamban tuh? Nampak?? Heavennnnnnnn gila2 ok kalu nak kencing or brak kat Krabi nih.. ko boleh makan sesuka ati.. tanpa rasa was2 sakit perut tengah jalan.. sebab semua jamban2 dia dari kat airport sampai la tengah pulau or hutan.. semua bersih dan ade running water!! Aku gembira.. hehehehe.. First time pegi oversea jumpa air.. (except Indonesia la kan)

 That is the bath area.. so kalo kitaorg dah lambat.. aku leh mandi kat shower..leman leh mandi dlm bath tub.. ek ehhh.. terbocor rahsia umah tangga plak.. hehehhe..

 The amenities.. Definitely not 5 star tapik ok la kan.. aku pon biase travel bawak brg2 and body shower sendirik.. lagik puas nak mandi pakai botol besar.. hehe..

 Our King Size bed.. Ayong amik twin room.. so dia dapat 2 queen bed.. selesa gila dia ngan abah nak bergolek sorang satu katil..hehe..

 Our verandah.. Siap ade tangga terus turun swimming pool.. cause this is the Deluxe pool access.. mmg sangat best.. tapi kadang2 rase membazir pon ade.. sebab 4 hari dok sini.. satu hari jek kitaorg turun swimming pool nih.. hehehhe.. Hari lain tuh lepak atas kerusi nih jek.. kira cam berkelah tepi air so ok la jugak kan.. Other times plak, kitaorg tutup langsir terus sebab seberang tuh ade day-lounge tuh tempat org lepak2.. kalau ko tak tutup langsir maka org2 tuh leh nampak la bilik ko.. huhuhu..

 Kat bilik aku ade Day bed,.. Luas untuk sorang lagik tido.. Sebab bilik ayong dah ade 2 queen bed, dia dah tak muat dah nak ade day-bed nih.. Day bed nih berguna untuk letak barang2 shopping aku.. ehem.. dah jugak untuk aktivi2 riadah yg lain.. wakakkaka.. asek buat lawak porno jek aku nih.. maklum la.. org dlm pantang.. hahahha..

Ok.. habis cerita pasal hotel.. Overall we would stay there again if we go to Krabi.., tapik macam small chance.. cause i prefer PHUKET to Krabi.. Krabi nih terlalu laid back utk aku.. Aku suka yg gegak gempita sket macam Phuket and Kuta.. hehehe..  Tapi hotel apasari tuh ok.. so kalau korang dah booking, dun worry.. you'll enjoy your stay.. Dun expect Hilton.. but they fulfill what they claim to be.. Tak salah aku 3 star..

So lepas dah settle down and semayang jamak.. Terus kitaorg gi kuar carik makan.. Mase nih dah pukul 6 waktu malaysia.. angin semua dah naik atas kepala.. hehehe.. seb baik la dlm plane tadik melantak nasik lemak.. nyum nyum.. 

 Our first tuk tuk ride.. kitaorg bantai naik berempat.. campo driver tu berlima.. selamber! hahahahah.. seb baik tak meletop tayar motor dia kitaorg average kapasiti pon dah berat macam 15 kampit beras.. hehe..

SEMUA tuk2 yg kitaorg naik.. bila aku kata semua tu makna nya banyak la tau.. sebab aku, ayong ngan leman memang pemalas nak berjalan2 nih.. hahahha.. Semua tu asek la nak promote satu restoren nih nama Syarifah.. 

First meal kat Krabi kitaorg kat Restoren Syarifah nih la.. Di jamin halal.. Tapik kalau aku bawak mak mertua ku confirm orang tua tu tak lalu makan punye.. huhuhuhu.. Itu pon aku dok risau jek Abah tak lalu makan.. tapi abah okay.. dia mmg sporting kalau bawak pegi holiday nih.. hehehe.. 

Masakan dia not bad.. tapik dia gerai tepi jalan.. Tapik sebab kitaorg lapar.. Licin ikan siakap tuh tinggal tulang sajork!.. Leman paling suka tom yam kat sini.. Aku plak, sepanjang 4 hari kat Krabi, takde satu tomyam pon yg menepati selera tekak aku.. huhuhu.. tomyam kat Vichuda tepi umah aku lagik sedap..

Lepas makan kitaorg ronda2 kedai2 kat sepanjang Ao Nang Beach.. Ao Nang Beach nih kira mcm Patong or Kuta la.. Tapi smaller scale.. Tourist and crowd pon tak ramai..

Our first activity is.. 

 Fish Spa.. Geli geleman ok! RM20 for 15 minutes.. itu pon byk angkat kaki naik atas air sementara nak tunggu 15 minit tu abes.. hehehe.. aku dok se "tangki" ngan Leman.. Leman suka main tipu.. asek2 naik kan kaki.. so ikan2 yg kebuluran tu semua pegi kat kaki aku.. huhu.. nanges!

Aku yg first skali masuk.. Lepas tu rase nak terjun kerusi jek.. Rase macam electric shock pon ade.. hahaha.. Yg last sekali masuk is Abah.. tapik dia rilek gile.. Kalau aku la dah tengok 3 orang depan aku menjerit2 macam org sewel.. tande nye aku nak senteng kaki suar surrender kaki.. hehehhee.. Tapi best la.. experience.. once and only!

 Ao Nang at night

 Since kitaorg makan pon petang.. nak makan malam pon dah tak lalu dah.. so we had these for dinner.. Out of the world sedap ok (altho Leman and ayong maybe saying I'm exagerating.. heheh).. My faveret is pancake taruk susu pekat, pancake banana choc and pan cake nutella.. ambooiii.. byk nye feveret kan.. hehehe..

Lepas makan pancake.. we went for our first body massage.. Murahhhhh gilee massage kat Krabi nih.. dalam RM25 - 40 sejam... First time nih kitaorg pegi tepi hotel jek.. ok la.. for RM25 sejam not bad..

Tapik lepas makan lapar pulak.. Terus amik tuk tuk pegi carik makanan balik.. hehehe.. This time tapau nasik goreng and mee goreng and fries mcD.. mcD tak halal.. sob sob.. baru jek berangan nak makan cheese burger.. huhuhu...

Malam tu pukul 12 malam waktu Malaysia.. Ayong, Leman ngan Abah buat mini surprise untuk birthday aku.. hehe.. Ayong kuarkan ice cream banana split yg di order khas (sejak pukul 9 malam tadik!) untuk aku.. hehe.. by the time kol 12 dah cayor dah semua ice cream.. but it's ok.. it's the thought that matters.. hehe..

So at 12 am waktu Malaysia.. I am officially 30 years old.. :)

(note: semua birthday2 aku tahun2 akan datang pon semua nombor 30 jugak) 

And the pain only starts now...

The day after my procedure..
I feel 100% okay..
By petang tu, kalau tak sebab aku kena pantang, nak je aku ikut leman gi pasar ramadhan.. Hehe..

Langsung tak sakit and by malam bleeding pon dah stop..
Sampai aku pon ingat by selasa maybe aku dah boleh start puasa balik..
But at the same time, aku dok asek pester leman, "apsal tak sakit?" "apsal takde bleeding?"
Sebab macam risau la plak takde sakit takde bleeding..
Ubat tahan sakit pon langsung tak payah makan..
Leman kata bawak bersyukur la dah tak sakit kan.. Ade ke tak sakit pon nak question2.. Hehe
Biase la kan, bini dia saiko sket.. Tak sakit pon risau..
But since i have a follow up appointment with my doctor hari rabu, i figure i can just ask him then..

Fast forward to 48 hours post procedure..
Last nite i started cramping like nobody's business..

Yeszaaa, kesakitan yg kunanti nampak nye sudah tiba..

Nyesal plak sebelom nih dok question2 apsal tak sakit..

I take it backkkkk.. I take it alll backkkk.. Hehehehhe..

Cramp gile babas sepanjang malam..
Tapi confuse gak sebab langsung takde bleeding..
Macam nak cabut urat pusat aku semalam..
Ape position pon semua sakit..
Tapi aku paksa jugak tido..
Leman suh makan ubat aku tanak, sebab belom bleeding, so aku rase mcm weird plak nak makan ubat..
Perasan heroin la plak pompuan nih.. Huhuhu..

Sampai la pagi tadik baru ade bleeding.. Siap tissue and clots (ops, sorry tmi)
As expected la kan.. Sebab doctor pon dah bagitau..

So dekat tengahari baru aku telan pain killer..
Huhuhu.. Lebih 12 jam tahan sakit..

Sebab ingatkan nak embrace the pain.. Untuk menghapus kan dosa2 kecil.. Huhuhuh..

Ye la sgt.. Dah 12 jam aku rase cukup la ape dosa yg terhapus utk 12 jam tuh.. Confirm tak abes semua.. Takkan 12 jam leh offset dosa 30 tahun kan.. Hhahahha.. Lawak bangang..sorry..

Tapi lepas 12 jam tuh naseb la kan.. Mmg tak tahan dah nak menanggung seksa.. Macam nak tercabut dah urat perut aku tahan cramp.. Huhuhu.. Lepas makan panadol baru la lega.. Itu pon still boleh Rase mild2.. Sebab aku malas nak makan ponstan yg di pescribe.. Kang bloated mcm dulu lagik la dpt 2 penyakit plak kan.. Huhu..

Tapi yg geram tu bleeding tak de la heavy mana.. Tapi dia punye cramp.. Undescribable..
Actually extra painful drpd period pain biase aku.. Tapi period pain biase takde la sampai lebih 12 jam.. Few hours makan panadol sekali ilang la dia.. Nih dah 12 jam.. 2 round panadol pon masih sakit gak nih.. Aku rase sampai abes bleeding and kuar semua tissue2 baru dah tak sakit kot.. Huhuhu.. Seb baik la still early of the week.. Sempat lagik aku nak berjoli raya nanti insyaallah.. Hehe..

So as a reminder.. No matter what you dream or strive to achive in life..
HEALTH is at the number one place..

Imagine kalau period pain teruk macam nih, aku bawak porsche pon mesti tak feel kan.. Wakakakka..

So take good care of your health.. And be thankful to Allah for your good health.. :)
Sakit sikit2 tu takpe lah kan.. Nama lagik homo sapien.. Machine pon ade downtime kan..

Closure!

Hello again.

Sudah selamat! Hehe

Tapik kali nih lain sket dpd mase buat laps last year..
I think it is scarier.

1st of all sbb dari wad.. Kena naik kerusi roda sampai depan OT..
I tanye nurse, takley ke nak jalan sendirik jek.. Huhu.. Mcm drama jek nak kena tolak2 kan.. Tapi dia tak kasik jln sendirik..so kerusi roda it is...

Masuk pintu OT.. Katil transfer dah ready menunggu..
Mase ni aku dh start takut sket..

Terus rase nak terkencing lagik.. Wakakaka..
Padahal sebelom turun tadik dah pegi toilet dah..
Mesti nurses tu stress jek..

Tapi diorang layankan la jugak.
Memula tu dot dah pikir dah, kalau takde toilet aku tahan jek la kan.. Since procedure pon kejap aje.. Hehe..

Pehtu kejap lepas tu doctor bius masuk..
Doctor perempuan yg agak garang.. Huhuhu..

So diorang pon tolak katil masuk OT..
From there kena tukar katil..
Dulu mase laps aku jalan sendirik masuk OT pehtu naik katil sendirik.. Huhu..
Kali nih area OT pon lain.. Nih main OT kot kat tingkat 3.. Last year gynae related buat kat tingkat 2 in a smaller OT..
Nih dah la OT besar.. Pehtu aku siap sempat menggigil gigil atas tuh ketakutan.. Hahahaha..

Dulu last view nampak doctor bius nih..
Nih siap nampak nurses prep up the OT room la..
Siap tunggu dr dev la.. Huhuhu..

Tapi doctor garang tuh terer..
Sekali cucuk je dah jumpa urat.. Walaupon urat2 aku semua sedang bersembnyi.. Di sebalik koleksi himpunan lelemak tepu aku.. Hehe..

The last think i remember was her injecting the anesthetic..
And i remember thinking.. Alamak.. Apsal takde rase nak pengsan pon?
Lepas tuh terus pengsan..huhu..

Sedar2 jek dah siap.. And rase cramping sikit.. Huhu..

Mmula ingatkan nak mintak masuk ward..
Tapik ward kelas satu penuh..
By few hours aku pon dah runsing dok kat maternity wad 4 bedded..
Rase tak sabar2 nak balik.. Huhuh..
Sebab patient katil depan tuh bising gile.. Visitor dtg ramai2 buat macam umah sendirik..
Padahal org kiri kanan semua tgh berehat kan.. Huhuhu..

And seb baik la aku emoionally stabil..
Kalau tak saiko kot dok maternity ward yg kejap2 diorang bawak masuk babies.. Huhuh..
Chomel gile babies.. Hopefully one day (soon enough) we'll have our own.. Aminn..

So tido bangun tido bangun..
Makan..
Tak muntah.. Which i'm sooo thankful..
Now i'm already home.. Snce tghr tadik..

Alhamdulillah..
Minor bleeding.. Tho probably expecting more bleeding within these few days..
No cramping.. Which is a surprise.. Cause tadik lepas procedure rase mcm cramp..
By right sekarang mesti pain killer aku pon dah abes.. But no pain.. Alhamdulillah..

All in all..
It was a lottttttt better than i expected..

For today's procedure..
I paid RM2,102 for everything..
Not bad eh.. Tapi nampak gaya nya lepas raya la baru leh claim..huhu..

On 2 weeks medical leave..
Will be resting and lepaking at home sampai raya.. :)

Thank you for all your support dear friends and Readers~

The day i seek closure

Bloggng live from the hospital. Hehe.
It's soooo early in the morning, i have to wear the telekung waiting for the waktu (unlike normal days. Haha) instead.. And when you wait for subuh, rase cam lama giler.. Padahal kalau tak tu tetiba jek dah abes waktu. Haha.

So here i am, bertemankan Abang Leman tercinta tercongok kat waiting area Accident and Emergency Unit.. Sebab pagi bute nih klinik gynae pon tak bukak lagik.. Huhu..

The actual procedure will only be at 8. I was informed it is gonna be a short one.

The actual procedure don't really scare me. But the thought of going under (again!) does.. I hateeeeeee the feeling just before passing out.. It scared the crap out of me.. Haihh.. Seb baik procedure kejap jek, so pengsan pon kejap jugak.. Ko jgn terjaga tengah org robek2 sudah dot.. Huhu.. Now i am really scared.. Way to go menakutkan diri sendirik dot.. Hehe..

Despite being scared, i did not regret my choice for the procedure.. I tried waiting for the natural miscarriage to happen but no luck at all.. It's ok, cause my procedure, which is not exactly d&c, is called ERPCO (evacuation of retain product of conception). Th different between it and d&c is, instead of scaping the uterus lining (or endometrium it's call if i'm not mistaken), ERPCO will only evacuate (via vacuum) my gestation sac, but will leave my endometrium alone.. No scraping thank you very much. The endometrium will then collapse on it's own.. I was told it's gonna be heavier than perid and i bet more painful than my usual period pain either.. Huhuhu.. Nice.. Bole menghapuskan dosa2 kecil aku.. Hehe..so in a way, it's like part surgical procedure part natural miscarriage no?

With today's procedure, i hope i will find closure.. I can start healing physically and then i can start healing emotionally.. But i realized one thing. The first step of healing is ACCEPTANCE! So that i have gotten. Or given more like. Huhu. And i don't tend to overthink.. Accept.. Act.. Move on.. Maybe in my case, my pregnancy was still at a very2 early stage.. I'm sure the farther along the pregnancy, the harder it is to provide acceptance. Huhu.. Nauzubillah for this to recur in my future pregnancy.

1 more hour to go.. With zero make up or contact lens or perfume.. I am indeed not a definition of lovely sight.. Haha.. Well, maybe cantik sket daripada hantu kak limah.. Hehe..

See you people later.
Wish me luck!

The day i said goodbye

Probably most of you have known..
I miscarriage at 6 weeks today.
My first pregnancy after 4 years of marriage.
An unexpected miracle.. Albeit being short lived :(

The sadness is still here.
I think it's gonna be with me for some time.
Or at least until i have had closure after the natural miscarriage take place

I am trying to be strong.
To continue with my life as best as i can.
But on the inside only i myself knows how hard this is

Having said that..
Redha is the only way to go..
I believe Allah knows what's best

I open another blog upon knowing i'm pregnant
It used to be private only i have access.
But i have open it to public just now, in case anyone would like to read my short pregnancy journey.

www.babydotkiut.blogspot.com

Thank you for all your concern and support