life sux rite now

hi again..

dot really down today... sape lagik bulih buat dot down tetiap hari cam nih...
if not my leman.. seriously.. dot nih tak la susah sgt nak jaga sebenarnye.. tolak hari PMS..and tolak actual day MS..tolak lagik hari hari bekerja yg stress..oh..and tolak ujung bulan bila tader duit..dot rase..dot nih senang jek bf nak menjaga.. ok what..at least ader sehari dua dlm sebulan dot sgt ok.. hehehe.. actually.. leman is B+ ok.. but there are external but related parties involved in our relationship.. yg semakin hari semakin mencabar.. dot sebenarnye dah penat sabar..since duluuuuuuuuuuuuuuu sampai sekarang.. yg lain semua dot tak kisah.. satuuuuuuuuu jek masalah nye sekarang.. dot couple ngan leman mase kitaorg form 5.. mane la dot tahu dia stop growing at that age.. he's such a MOMMY"S BOY...arrgghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh...tenshennnnnnnnnnnnn.... tgk lah camne.. ader 2 option jek pon..either kitaorg kawen.. or kitaorg putus.. dot pon malas nak pk byk byk..
otak sakit..

esok lusa tulat ader stock count..menci.. tak senang nak selebrat new year..
Happy New year all..