trouble in coupledom

last few weeks has been a very very stressful and unhappy weeks for me and crash..i've been wanting to write abt this in my blog..but i dun think its appropriate..but sekarang mmg takbley tahan dah.. my tolerence level ader lah tinggal agik 2% jek.. tenshen.. stress.. bengang..even menyampah pon ader.. huwaa... what's happening here?? i've been asking myself the same question since then.. but i dun have the answer.. daripada arituh..hari hari call jek gado..call jek gado..sampai tahap dot rase baik tak payah call lagik bagos.. i dun know why.. but he's becoming more and more controlling these days (okla yong..maybe he should..but its really making me tenshen).. call tah brape kali sehari..semue asek nak carik my mistake.. ader jek tak kene.. smalam malam.. dah cakap gudnite dah..and then i said i'm watching gilmore gals.. then baru nak tido.. and that is what i was doing.. then trus tido.. katil dot byk pillow..so cam charging hp then hp tersorok bawah bantal..he called me 18 times!! i plak tido mati smalam..hp pon tak dgr (since bawah bantal semue) .. then pagi tadik kol 7 baru sedar..trus kene tanye tanye cam polis apsal tak angkat phone..tenshen tak tenshen aa tuh.. the truth is..dot mmg tetido.. and tak dgr hp.. i swear.. macam la dier tak penah buat.. tak dgr hp.. then tadik kat ofis pon camtuh.. 9 missed calls.. padahal i dah cakap dah..will call him later before i masok keje.. tenshennn.. okla.. will continue later.. byk agik mende nak luah kan.. argghhjh.. tenshen....