LEt it BUrn

im sleepy like crazee.. tapi hati tgh tak tenang.. there's something bothering me tonite.. tonite.. i finally have to accept something that i have always known would come.. but when it's finally here.. i still cant seem to accept it.. wish i could share it here.. but i dont think i want everyone to know.. tu lah.. takde pasal pih carik pasal..kan dah menyusahkan diri.. i'm actually at antusemut's place.. tomorrow i hope to win some cabutan bertuah in giant..hehehe.. tapi cam tak bertuah jek arinih.. leman's away at new zealand.. im bloody jealous.. wish he or shoud i say his father.. would bring me along this time..like the last time (UK + PARIS).. tapi takbley.. huhuhuhu.. miss him like crazee.. the past weeks had been hectic for me.. so much things happened..and i wanted to share it in my blog.. but i just dun have the time and internet to do so.. cant stand another day at my current workplace.. ditambah dgn peristiwa hari nih... rase cam nak resign ari isnin nih jugak... pressure.. jerawat kat dahi still tanak ilang.. i've given up hope..pih mampos same dier..nak ader jerawat.. ader lah.. sekampung jerawat aku atas dahi (thats how stress i am.. or is it my new facial wash..heheh).. this is leman's last semester.. cant wait for him to get a job (cant wait to finish his salary..heheh).. i asked my housemate earlier today.." nanti abes setaun contract umah kite..kite nak sambung agik setahun tak..?? cam best plak dok sinih " .. but instead of answering yes or no.. ija ask me back.. " bukan you nak kawen dah ke next year??"" .... aiyak.. yer lah.. cam rase dah nak kawen dah next year.. tamo la pk agik pasal next year.. sekarang yg penting carik keje senonoh sket.. i promised myself i need to change to a proper hour job before i get married.. so that's what im gonna do rite now.. kalu tak kesian la husband aku nanti malam malam jek tido sowang sowang ngan bantal plok.. baik tak payah kawen.. hehehe.. owhh.. me and yong and mak and abah.. gonna go makan angin to HK.. really looking forward to this trip..even tho dot lah yg paling miskin skalik..huhuhu.. takpe.. abah ader (abah mesti kate: ingat abah cop duit ke) .. hehhehe... then last last weekend.. manage to really hate my brother's gf.. thinking that she'll be my future sister in law one day.. yucckkkkkk... she is so irritating... (antusmut pon tak suke orang ini)... okla..i think i better try to get some sleep.. tomorrow is a brand new day.. love this song by britney... EVERYTIME....

Come notice me
And take my hand
So why are we
Strangers when
Our love is strong
Why carry on without me?

And everytime I try to fly
I fall without my wings
I feel so small
I guess I need you baby
And everytime I see you in my dreams
I see your face, it's haunting me
I guess I need you baby

I make believe
That you are here
It's the only way
I see clear
What have I done
You seem to move on easy

And everytime I try to fly
I fall without my wings
I feel so small
I guess I need you baby