Still not too late for me to wish you happy new year 2012 kan.
So he goes..
We've completed 2011 for us to reach this new year 2012..
I hope it has been a great year for all of you..
For me, it's a mixture of ups and downs..
Life's fair like that you know..
Honestly, i can't even remember half of what i did or accomplished in 2011.. Hahahah..
Syndrome kertu youols..
Lucky i have this blog to reminds me of my own life :)
The month of my husband's birthday, which sedar tak sedar he'll be celebrating again soon.. Hehe.. Bought him a PSP.. And almost wished i didn't cause dia langsung takmo berenggang ngan PSP dia.. Hehe.. But anyway money well spent i guess since he like it so much kan.. Now pening kepala pikir what to get him for this year (with bajet kos rendah.. Hahaha.. Mak dah pokai lepas bercuti sana sini youols :p)
Kalau tak tgk balik blog post, mmg langsung dah tak hengat February is the month we went to Kuantan for our rombongan merisik and meminang untuk my brother.. Hehe.. Such a simple yet sweet ceremony..
And this is also the month yg akak last pegi klas yoga!!
Hahahaha.. Dah setahun lebih tak pegi yoga.. Lepas nih kalau pegi balik kompem urat tersimpul.. Hehehe.. Tapi bersempena ngan azam tahun baru ku.. Akan ku gagahkan jua.. Hehe
Among others, did another HSG. Oucchh!
Still no luck at the baby department.
Me and my boifren celebrated our 13 years of love at Dorsett Regency KL.
Feels like only yesterday i became his GirlFriday..
Love Peace Empathy
We also went for qualifying F1 at Sepang..
First and last for me..
So bloody glad i didn't go for the actual race the next day.. Hehe..
Lenkali akak tgk tv jekla youols.
Had our mini honeymoon at awesome Penang..
Remembering the good times we had there, almost certain we're gonna have a repeat in 2012 ;)
The bad - My father in kaw suffered from a stroke attack :(
He's still recovering bit by bit as at date..
But looking back at his condition then an now, we really could see good progress and improvement. Alhamdulillah. May he recover fully soonest possiblr insyaallah.
The good -
Received a dose of my vit B. Hehe
And another history in the making is my brother's solemnization at Tanah Merah. :)
Hubs and I reached our 4th year milestone on 7/7/11
Alhamdulillah, we're bless with each other.
Feels like only yesterday we had our akad nikah.
On another note, I'm freaking 30!!!!
Thank Allah to be alive and kicking to see another year of my life..
Celebrated free and easy style at Krabi with hubs, abah and ayong.
This is also the month that i found out that i was pregnant.
A bitter sweet memory in itself.
Can't even imagine my reaction when i first saw that double line.
After so many negatives over and over.. It's a surprise all right to see that joyful double line. :)
Even though the joy and happiness is not prolonged..
I take it as a sign from Allah that "i've done it once, i can do it again"
Having said that, it's a heart wrenching experience the day i did my D&C..
Eventho i may not show it publicly, i am sad..
But i've got to be tough and life goes on..
Had our mini getaway at Genting Highlands.
We're definitely too kertu for GH already.. Huhu..
It's a month of happiness..(or so i thought. Huhu)
We went for a family vacation at Cherating.
And then we went for our 9 days honeymoon at Perth, Australia.
Most awesome honeymoon :)
Does it mean lepas nih kena pegi tmpt org puteh for the extra awesomeness? Hehe
Tapik balik from holiday, conflict menanti..
I've had some misunderstanding (or not. Depending on how you look at it. Huhu) with my family in laws (especially MiL)..
Serious confrontation took place, but till date i don't see any improvements yet.
I hope time will heal, but until then i think our relationship will never be the same again..
And for that i am truly sad, cause he had a good MIL - DIL relationship before..
We have our disagreements, but never this big a conflict..
Honestly, i don't feel comfortable being around especially hubs big extended families (uncles, unties, cousins etc) cause everybody have been filled in of our conflict..
I feel like its me against the world.. Huhu..
I hope one day she'll truly forgive me and really see me as what i am..
And i wish non of you will ever be in my position now. Huhuhu..
This is a very very busy month for me (work work work)
Being away from home for 20 days in Kota Kinabalu.
Great experience and loads of things learnt, but being away too long from Leman is not a good feeling too.. Huhu..
The final month 2011..
Work still demand first priority..
Being requested to present 2 papers at 2 different commities..
Menggigil gigil kepala lutut lemah semua tulang sendi, but i managed in the end..
And to close 2011 with a bang, i went on a year-end holiday as my reward..hehe..
This time around, we chosed Bali.. (with stop overs at Singapore pegi balik).
Another great adventure (which i will update soon okay)..
Tapi bila balik, dikejutkan oleh berita bibik aku lari (cilake punye bibik. Way to go to spoil my post holiday bliss. Huhu)..
So that's basically my life in 2011.
As you can see, Allah is fair..
Had my share of happiness as well as sadness..
Moments to prove i'm strong when actually all i want to do is curl in bed and not speak to anyone..
Moments of joy and moments of tears..
Hope 2012 is gonna be better.
Main focus for this year is body (after so long without azam taun baru, this year i need to shed 5 kilos), health (need to utilised my gym membership) and baby (have not think thru how we want to proceed yet, but we'll see)..
Chuck into the equation much love, much work (i'm saiko like that and my bosses dun read my blog so they will not know anyway :p) and much holiday.. And i think i'll have an awesome possom year ahead :)
Have an amazing year ahead everyone.
Wishing you all the bestest in life