Wednesday, August 10, 2011

The day i said goodbye

Probably most of you have known..
I miscarriage at 6 weeks today.
My first pregnancy after 4 years of marriage.
An unexpected miracle.. Albeit being short lived :(

The sadness is still here.
I think it's gonna be with me for some time.
Or at least until i have had closure after the natural miscarriage take place

I am trying to be strong.
To continue with my life as best as i can.
But on the inside only i myself knows how hard this is

Having said that..
Redha is the only way to go..
I believe Allah knows what's best

I open another blog upon knowing i'm pregnant
It used to be private only i have access.
But i have open it to public just now, in case anyone would like to read my short pregnancy journey.

www.babydotkiut.blogspot.com

Thank you for all your concern and support

8 comments:

roha said...

banyak2 bersabar dengan ketentuan Ilahi. Saya turut berasa simpati. Setiap yang berlaku ade hikmah hanya Dia yg maha mengetahui...

~Ati_Hime~ said...

takziah..be strong..ada hikmah tu.. :)

Sash said...

Stay strong babe! Takziah.

Anonymous said...

I can imagine the pain you’re going through. Alas, imagining is not half as painful as actually going through what you are going through. There are no words I can offer to relieve your pain but I hope you know that we care about you and wish you all the best. You know what, your baby is up in heaven and praying for you.

Juju

dieya said...

ina sayang, i'm so sorry to hear about your loss. cry as much as you want.. scream as much as you wish.. may that help you to release the pain. pray a lot to Allah for you to be strong and calm. inshaAllah you will bounce back better than ever. big hugs to you dear!

Zuraida said...

Its ok, perhaps there are other plans for you. Be strong ok...

jieghah said...

Ina, be strong!! Mesti ada hikmahnya. Insya Allah ada rezeki tu lagi. Doa byk2 puasa nih. semoga Allah perkenankan doa ang.

dot said...

Thank you girls for all you concern and support. Insyaallah i'll be okay. The very first step for this dugaan is acceptance. The rest i believe time will heal.