My Langkawi Holiday!

Waaahhh..sakit tulang temulang sendi sendi gue..uhuhuhuh..

Tapi sangat gumbira! hahahha..


I just got back from a 4 days -all-expense-paid-by-daddy-in-law trip to Langkawi..heheheheh.. Thank you daddy..you're the best daddy in law in the world..heheheheh..


All expense tau..from the chartered bus to hotel to makan makan ala sgt sedap..Serius percutian ala VIP :)

Bertolak from Tapah @ 8 am on Monday.. Daddy chartered one bas persiaran to transport all28 of us to Jetty Kuala Perlis..
There Daddy + Ibu mertuaku..bro in law..pak ngah satu family..pak uda satu family..pak su satu family..Nenek..Mak Lang and husband..and Mama Ros ngan daughter..plus ME..plus Ayong + my Abah..hehehehhe...


The only one missing is my DARLING! uuuwwwaaaaaa....Rendu ku pada dirimu..woh hooo...nanananananananana...Darling ku begitu dedikated terhadap kerja nya..TErpaksa tinggal ngan Hiro and Charlie kat Kota D..hehhee..tapi Opah and Boy pon tak ikut..
And Along (sister in law) satu family dah migrate to Miri last Sunday..huhuhuhhu..So diaorang pon tak ikot jugak..


5 hours later..samapi Jetty..then naik ferry..
Sampai LAngkawi..tour guide + bas 2 tingkat dah tersedia menunggu..hehehe..
Then Check in @ Bayview..10 bilik semua nya kitaorg konker..hehehe..
Makan semua daddy belanja jugak..sampai jek restoren semua dah ready..Hari hari aku makan ikan siakap or kerapu + sotong + Udang + Lala + tomyam + segala macam makanan (no wonder baju dah makin sendat..huhuhuh)


2nd day melawat makan Mahsuri + Underwaterworld + The ZOn + few other places..
3rd day daddy dah siap chartered 2 bot go Island hopping to Tasik Dayang Bunting + Pantai Beras Basah + Eagle feeding..
Aku siap minum air tasik tuh sambil berdoa "ya allah..kurniakan aku rezeki dan jauhkan lah aku dari penyakit taun"..huhuhu..Tapi mak takde lah gile minum sampai kembung kan nyah..hahaha..


In between all this activities..our main activity for the trip is SHOPPING..
Yang paling best..Ibu mertuaku yg sangat baik hati tuh siap bagi aku shopping money...hahahhaha..mak sengih sampai telinga nyah..dah la semua pon sponsored..sampai shopping money pon kasik..being the menantu contoh that I am..of course I said "tak payah la mak.." hehehehe..tapi mummy in lay insist..so sebagai menantu yg baik..aku pon terima lah rm400 yg dia bagi tuh ngan tangan dan hati terbuka dan senyuman yg lebar sampai telinga...hahahahha..serius aku nak amik seratus jek ok..baik tak aku..tapi serius ibu mertua aku insist suh simpan semua..kih kih kih..


All in all..byk jugak aku habis sepanjang trip tuh..My shopping list includes;
- chocolates and more chocolates (seratus lebih aku habis beli coklat)

- subang harga Rm4 yg sempat pakai sehari jek lepas tuh patah..huhuh

- produk gamat

- T-shirt adidas untuk suami tercinta

- JErsey untuk suami

- Perfum untuk diri sendiri dan suami tercinta (next month harus mak sengkek nyah)

- Tempat gantung anting anting

- souvenirs untuk makcik makcik- Bekas kaca untuk microwave

- Accessories untuk suami- Rokok satu carton untuk si Alek

- Kasut trompah cantik untuk diri sendiri

- baju tido 3 pasang untuk diri sendiri


dan banyak lagik tah hapa hapa tah yg aku borong..hahaha..tau tau jek duit aku dah habis.."eh..mana duit Ina hilang nih???"hahahaha..sebenar nye dah sedekah kat tokeh kedai kedai tuh..


The best thing about this holiday is ia mengeratkan lagik hubungan kekeluargaan antara satu sama lain..even without my husband ikot sekali..dot masih boleh pegi holiday ngan familyand extended family husband..By the end of the trip..aku lagik rapat ngan cousin cousin husband drpd cousin cousin aku sendiri..huhuhu..


Malam tadik sampai kol 11 malam..hari nih sgt menguji jiwa dan minda untuk bgn pegi kerja..huhuhuh..


Bulan 7 nanti akan kembali ke sana bersama hubby untuk our 1st year anniversary..heheh..
There's another changes in my life soon..ok..aku belom pregnant ok..masih berusaha keras lah nih..hehehhe..



Looks like I'm about to jump to another "ship" soon..Wish me luck!

My husband = My Personal Wellness Coach..

uhhh..ngantok nye saye..huhuhuhhu..Kenyang dan ngantok..hehehe..Baru pukul 11 pagi..demm..PAgi tadik Opah masak nasik goreng and ade balance ayam masak merah yg opah masak untuk dinner smlm..Bile tgk jek ayam masak merah atas meja..hmpp..hancur segala impian dan niat suci nak diet,,ngeheehehehe..

Kelmarin-kelmarin dah siap appoint Husband jadik my own "Personal Wellness Coach"..hahahhaha..Husband kata.."Free of charge.." hahahahOf cos la free kan..kata sayang bini..heheh..

Dot sebenar nya susah hati..dan serba salah..Dah ada dah personal wellness coach ngan HL tuh.,Dia baik dan rajin menyukat nyukat nih,.Tapi HL nih serius mahal kalau takde diskaun..ade diskaun pon mahal jugak tapi at least boleh save byk..So this month dot pon share jek ngan kawan beli byk so dpt diskaun..Tapi tatau nak cakap ape ngan Personal wellness coach sendirik..Adeiii..so end up rasa malas nak jumpa dia..Abes sape nak sukat menyukat aku nih?

Me : husband (I do call my husband "husband"..hehehe).. mulai hari nih you jek la jadik "personal wellness coach sayang nak?"
Husband : Aa..boleh boleh..
Me : Serius? hehehe..
Husband : Serius..dun worry..free of charge..
Me : Ok set..Abang MAKE SURE tau by hook or by crook sayang tak makan malam..

So semalam masa aku nampak ayam masak merah atas meja..Aku pon ajak "personal wellness coach" aku dinner..hehehehe..Member jeling jek tengok aku makan nasik..hahahaha..Siap tambah plak tuh..wahhahaha..Sorry lah "personal wellness coach" darling..I tak kuat iman lah tengok Ayam Masak Merah Opah..Lainkali dot kena pesan kat Opah jgn masak sedap sedap..hehehe..

Sebab dah masok keja baru..rasa nye macam sempat lah kalau nak gi klas Jezzercise balik..Tapi dot dah tersangkot tengok citer Ezora kat tivi..Husband pon dah ikut terpengaruh ngan dot..Siap dia pon sebuk sebuk nak balik awal hari2 sebab taknak miss Ezora..wahahhaha…

Maybe lepas eZora aku start klas Jezzercise balik..hehhehe..sgt rindu sebenarnye nak gi Jezzercise..Tapi again..Ezora serius best..and tak macam cite melayu yg slalu dlm masa sejam tuh..takde ape pon yg penting berlaku..tengok selang sehari pon takpe..

Yesterday we (me + hubby) officially got our new HP-Compaq notebook..ngeehheehee..The reason Im so sleepy today sebab semalam layan 4 episod of Greys back to back..dah la tak dengar sangat..and in between husband’s blissful snore..tapi aku sanggup gak berjaga sampai kol 2 pagi (slalu paling lambat kol 12 dah tutup mata)..itupon tak habis lagik..malam nih satu round lagik la nampak gaya nye…hehehe..

Anyway, the laptop is soooo cantik..and using the Shell Citi promo..very cheap..I bought the upgraded one tak sampai RM2K pon..First time beli laptop sendirik..

Masa keja HSBC pakai desktop..
Masa keja PwC kompeni kasik laptop..ditto masa kat EY..ditto masa kat keja skrg nih pon..Tapi biasa la pakai laptop kompeni restricted access la ape la..nak main game pon susah (tujuan utama beli laptop)..hahaha..Since husband bayar separuh..dia dah cakap dah nak install CM..alaaa…busann nyee..seb baik ade Ds so gilie gilir lah kitaorg main game..Bapak mentua aku slalu geleng kepala tengok menantu dia ade masa lapang jek main game..wahahahha…Well..tapi aku still menantu pompuan feveret! ahaks..

Tapi skrg nih slalu berbelah bahagi masa tak cukup untuk;
1) Main game kat notebook
2) Main game Ds
3) Habiskan buku "This Charming Man" by Marian Keyes –> Best buku nih..aku dah habis suku jek baru..
4) Habiskan episod Grey’s and Ugly Betty..

hahahhaha…by the time balik keja..tengok Ezora sampai 730 petang..Then makan..Then naik mandi and semayang..Then turun balik..kalau ader citer best tgk tv..then kemas kemas stock cermin sampai dekat kol 11/12..Then baru lah boleh pilih nak buat aktiviti 1) - 4) di atas..hehehe..

Hari nih terlebih sembur perfume kat badan..wekk..terlebih wangi sampai pening..must remember not to stand too close to people, dont wanna make people dizzy..hahaha…..kalau husband baca statement tuh mesti dia akan comment .."oo..abes selama hari nih you are standing too close to people lah ye?" aiyoh.. not as close as I am standing (dan lain lain) to you my darling husband..ngehehehe..

Okla..must stop now..Wanna go wee wee..Then continue counting the seconds until lunch time..hahhaha..Will be busy in the second half of the day..Bye bye..

Rindu Hiro

Dah pukul 140 pagi..Dot baru jek abes kemas bag baju..ye lah..sekarang kan dah kena packing for 2..hahahhaha..besok pagi ade alasan nak mengada ngada ngan husband tak larat bangun pagi sebab kemas bag untuk dia sekali..tipu tak..baju husband ade sepasang baju nak pakai balik and sepasang baju tido..yg lain dalam beg tuh semua barang aku...hahahahha...

Husband dah lama berdengkur..besok kitaorg satu family nak gi bercuti ke A Famosa Resort + Melaka..hahahah..tuh jek yg dekat..either that or PD..Mr Husband sgt susah nak cuti..and his fat wife plak suka berjalan jalan tapi sebab baru keja..masih belom ade cuti..huhuhuh..Byk nih dalam list vacation this year..insyallah will definitely return to Bali..maybe gi short break to redang or Lang Tengah..Bandung is definitely in the list..and harus gi Miri melawat kakak ipar..and I'm hoping to go to Langkawi for my wedding anniversary..and if by the end of the year aku belom bangkrap..mungkin boleh pegi disneyland HK..hahahaha..banyak nye duit aku nak pegi semua tempat..POSITIVE THINKING dot..

Next week my beloved daddy in law nak belanja satu family to an all-expense-paid-trip to Langkawi..4 hari 3 malam all inclusive trip,..bawak shopping money jek,..uwwaaa..tapi Dot takleh ikot..sebab Dot takde cuti..rugi rugi..

We have another kitten now; his name changes on day to day basis..hahahah..sian kucing tuh..dia pon konfius nanti..but tonite we've finally decide to call it Charlie Brown..before this we've called it Abu, Reko, Fuji, Milo , Miko, Mika and tah hapa hapa tah lagik..hahahah..

Hiro sampai hari nih masih jeles..2-3 hari lepas Charlie Brown sampai tuh..dia bengang jek..hati sakit jek tgk budak kecik baru tuh..sekejap sekejap jek dia gi kat cage and hiss macam gile..uhuhhu..sian Hiro..tapi lately nih dah nampak better..

SInce esok semua nak gi trip..kitaorang terpaksa letak Hiro kat vet untuk boarding..aku dah sedih sedih dah sebenarnye..seb baik bukan aku yg hantar..lepas Husband dah hantar dia..husband cakap Hiro sedih..senyap ajek and look terrified..huhuhuh..aku dah bergenang air mata dah kat office..Opah ikot husband hantar dia..Husband citer kuar jek from vet Opah dah menangis..huhuhhhu..tadik aku balik keja pon Opah menangis lagik..hahaha..and aku harus bertambah sedih jugak..abah yg baru sampai from Ayer Tawar pon cakap rumah sunyi takde Hiro..and mase Abah sampai tadik pon, Opah tengah menangis..hahahha..drastic Opah nih..tapi semua orang sayang Hiro walaupon dia tuh sgt ganas dan suka gigit semua org..huhuhuh...hari nih sunyi sgt rasa rumah takde Hiro..aku rindu gile kat dia sebab sekarang Hiro tido bilik aku sejak Charlie Brown sampai..belom pegi trip aku dah rasa tak sabar nak balik so that we can go pick him up boleh? Pagi tadik aku dah pack kan makanan dia + tikus besar dia + loceng so that he wont miss home too much...huhuhuh..adeiii..nih baru anak lkucing..anak betul nanti canne lah agak nye ye..

Tapi husband cakap memang rasa cam tuh sebab nih first time nak letak dia boarding..nanti lama2 biasa la tuh..

Charlie Brown plak lain kes..vet takmo amik..petzone pon takmo amik..sebab dia terlampau kecik..baru nak masok 3 minggu..ishkk..ape lah ex tuan dia dulu..aku dah cakap dah..hanya akan amik kitten after dah putus susu..tapi aku rasa dia dah tak sabar nak dispose the kittens, so terpaksa lah kitaorg amik awal..kalau tak kerana janji mungkin aku takmo amik kucing dah..and pikir2 balik, Hiro could benefit by having a fren...tapi Opah lah kesian..now kena bottle feed Charlie Brown plak..hahahah..dulu Hiro pon camtuh jugak..Tapi Charlie Brown nih budak baik,.walaupon dia sgt bising nak mampos..kengkadang rasa nak tampal jek mulut dia ngan plaster..huhuh..

Oklah, penat dah korang baca pasal kucing..aku skrg dah jadik game freak,..asek leka ngan DS..hahahah...best gile..am thinking of getting one for husband for our coming 10 years love anniversary..supaya malam2 aku takyah berebut nak main DS ngan dia..ahahahah..harus kena start menabung besok..

Happy V day!

We start our day by joining the jam kat lebuhraya utara selatan.hahahah..berjam jam..seb baik si Hiro tu tak terberak!Sian budak kecik tuh dok dlm keta lama2..on the way, tgh dia berehat rehat kat belakang,tetiba abah break kereta..terus dia tergolek masok toilet dia (pasir)..hahahha..

Our first stop, SUngai Klah Hotspring..Kitaorg sampai dah pukul 1 lebih..Cuaca panas terik gile..And kitaorang plak park kereta2 jauh giler..So merasalahOpah aku buat marathon walk..hahahha..sian Opah..seb baik redup and pemandangan cantik..
Kitaorg sewa family spa..In a compound berdinding we our family (AYong+Abah+Boy+Opah+LEman sayang+me+Hiro) could have privacy..

Aku seludup Hiro masok beg..merasa berangan jadik Paris Hilton skejap nyah..tapi si kecik tuh takleh dok diam..asek asek jengok kepala dia keluar bag..and other passersby were not helping by pointing +squeling + "meowing"..OMG..mesti Hiro pon ingat diaorang sewel..Tapi mesti diaorang ingat aku yg sewel bawak kucing berbaju dalam bag..hahahah...
AKu tgk kat seluruh area, langsung takde sign "no pets allowed".."no food and drinks allowed" adelah..

aku rasa sebab orang tuh pon tak budget ade org nak bawak pets..hahahah...then aku dah ready la nak jadik Ally McBeal kalau diaorang berkeras tak kasik bawak Hiro..Tapi tak payah pon..Sebab by the time aku nak tunggu turn nak masok family spa tuh..si Hiro ketot tuh dah tak lalu dok diam..menggelejat nak kuar..last last dia kuar bertenggek kat atas bahu aku..and harus org org yg keja kat situnampak dia..tapi diaorang takde cakap apepe pon..so selamat lah si kecik tuh tak kena tinggal..

Nanti kalau korang nak pegi, jgn la plak take advantage bawak lembu atau kuda, walaupon takde sign "no pets allowed"..Tapi kitaorg nih terpaksa bawak Hiro sebab lepas tuh nak balik Ayer Tawar terus..nanti takde sapa plak yg nak jaga budak kecik tuhkat Kota D..nak hantar boarding kesian lah plak..dia tak suka tempat asing..TApi yg heran nye, kalau balik umah Abah @ Ayer Tawar or umah Opah kat Malim Nawar, gumbira jek dia main loncat2..
For those yg interested nak gi try Sg. Klah Hotspring tuh, it is very near the Sungkai Toll..the family spa is RM75 per hour..Sangat worth it..Quite spacious for 5-8 people camtu..Hiro gumbira melompat lompat kat persekitaran alam semula jadi yg permai..(Note: Hiro tak join masok hotspring..nanti takut dia jadik kucing rebus)Tapi budak notty tuh baik plak tak pee or poop throughout the visit..Good Boy!..

Memula lepas tukar baju tuh..sorang pon tak berani celop kaki..panas menggelegak macaM boleh bancuh teh..hahaha..Then slow slow + air sejuk sket..baru lah bulih celop kaki + seluruh badan..It's like an original jakuzi..

Lepas tuh semua balik Ayer Tawar kecuali en. Husband..hhuhuuh..selepas berpelok cium pelbagai..eh..tipu jek..leman mananak over PDA..dia takot kena tangkap basah...hahahaha..that reminds me yg kad kawen still tak setel lagik..huhuhuuh...

Then teruskan perjalanan..jam berpeloh peloh..sian Hiro..tapi lagik 3 golekan tayar nak sampai umah Abah..budak tuh decide dia nak berak lah pulak..habis pekung bau satu kereta..hhuhuhu..
NExt 2 days..nak balik KL balik..masok jek kereta..belommmm pon tekan minyak lagik, si ketot tuh nak terberak lagik..ishkk..betul lah budak kecik nih..tadik takmo melepas..org nak jalan baru dia sebuk..huhuhhu..

Encik Suami jemput aku kat umah Opah..malam nih ade family gathering side dia..Ayong + Opah+Boy + Hiro balik KOta D petang tuh..

Ibu mertua ku yg best tuh siap bagi kitaorg angpaw sorang seratus hengget..yeayy..best best..
Ahad, balik KOta D..Petang sket gi shopping kat Ikano..
My darling darling husband bought me my Valentine + Soon to be 120 months = 10 years anniversary..SOmething he paid half for..heheheheh..--> My own NINTENDO DS LITE..

yeayyyy..tah kenapa lately nih me + husband + ayong jadik sangat game freak..memang pon game freak, tapi biasa main from lap top jek..nih ayong lah nih..dia dah beli satu Nintendo DS Lite, and lepas aku testing over the weekend, aku plak terjatuh cinta..hehehehhe..So hubby baik hati nak bayar half + ibu mertua kasik angpaw ..so aku decide untuk beli satu..BEst giler you olsss..sebab ayong ade satu..leh main sama sama..

2 Bulan nih byk gile spend on games..

- Nintendo Wii : RM1490
- Wii Games CD : LEbih kurang RM180 - RM2++ satu..kitaorg beli ade lah dekat 6..
- 2 set of controller + nunchuk = RM550
- 2 Nintendo DS Lite = RM1700
- Other Nintendo kit + accessories = > RM300

hahahahah...giler banyak tak banyak lah tuh dalam masa 2-3 minggu...nanti ujung bulan kalau dah tak cukup duit..kita tgk jek la games tuh ok..

Tapi sejak jaga si kecik tuh..alhamdullillah rezeki makin murah..padahal si kecik tuh makan banyak and yg sedap2 aje..baju dia lagik..toilet dia lagik..mainan dia lagik..accessories dia lagik..PEtZone and PetWorld dah termasok dlm list tempat shopping faveret kitaorg..hehehe...Hiro is love and spoilt rotten by EVERYONE! Lucky bugger..

Selasa (12 Feb - 15 Feb)Uwwaa...Dot outstation ke Penang lagik..tak dapat pelok tido 3 malam..huhuhu..uuuwwwaaa..pelok bantal lagik lah jawapnya..This time stay at Cititel jek..tak larat dah nak advance hotel byk byk..huhuhuh..berasap credit card aku..
Valentine kali nih sux..no flowers..no dinner..no husband...uuuuwaaaa...husband..I MISS YOU LIKE CRAZYYYYY....

TODAY (15 Feb)Touch down at KLIA @ 10am..then straight ke office..huhuhuhuh..penat nyeee...petang tadik darling hubby jemput kat office..and bile masok keta dah tersedia bunga and coklat..hik hik hik..when I found out the price of those..rasa cam nak ajak hubby patah balik mintak refund..huhuhuh...

HAPPY V DAY People..Spread the lurveee...

HUSBAND: Happy 118 months anniversary and Happy V day my darling...I Love you to bits and pieces..mwwaaahhhhhhssssssssssss....

Happy 27 Birthday Mr Husband

Hellow people..I'm updating this with a half closed eyes..uurrghhh..I'm still not used to this new life..Sekarang nak habis tgk tv sampai 11 or 12 pon dah tak laratdaH..huhuhuh..

Today..29th JAnuary 2008..is my honey munchkin boo husband'sbirthday..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DARLING !!!Honey muffin LOVES you soooooooo muchhhhhh..Beyond any words..Love you..love you..love you..muahhs..muahhhs..muahhsss...

After 9 times of celebrating his birthday together..I really don't know what I should be getting for him..So this time around..since this is also the first time we'll be celebrating this joyous occasion as hubby and wifey..I decide to buy him something over my usual birthday-gift-budget..hahahaha..

NO..I did not get him a car..If I'm that rich I wont be workingmy ass off wont I..No..not a phone either..cause I spend that moneybuying a new one for myself already..hahahah..I'm a motorola fan now ok..ANyway..I bought him WII..hehhehehe..I've never bought him anything over RM1000 before, so this is quite big for me..Anyway..sebenarnye aku pon nak main jugak kan..so lagik laH aku suke jek nak kasik hadiah birthday dia WII..hehhee..Tapi duit dah takde..so takleh nak beli lagik satu controller..Hubby promise he'll buy another one for me esok..Or maybe we should justpau ayong for the controller..heheheh..Sebab ayong pon excited for the WII..
Tadik malam kejap tadik..We've just had our dinner kat Mandarin..burppp..alhamdullillah..

kenyang nak mampos..banyak gile aku makan..HArus dadday-in-law aku yang baik hati tuh
..Beside the WII from me..hubby receive RM1000 + Nautica T-Shirt from his parents,A HOL wallet from his brother, A quicksilver T-SHirt from his sister and a SAuber PetronasT-Shirt from his sister-in-law..

Mak oi..banyak nye dapat baju..jeles aku..hehehhe...Have a good one ok darling..
But when I ask hubby earlier what he wanted for his birthday..he answered.."ABang nak Sayang selalu berada di sisi Abang jek"...Awwww...that's soooo sweet..EVen tho aku tau tuh ayat pancing tuh..sebab dia tau aku sukekalau dia kasik jawapan jawapan begitu dan seangkatan dengannye..heheheh...

On the other side of the plate..I'm still adjusting to my new working environment..Sooooooooooooooooooooo hugeeeeeeeeeeeeee a different from audit..and I am starting to feelthat not all the different is making me happier! huhuhuhuh..Really hope I am not making a wrong decision..ANyway, Last week pegi Penang..hence the 2 hari terpaksa pelok bantal mode..huhuhuhuu...tak best langsung tido katil King or lebih besar bagai BApak King..Tanpa my bantal pelok original..huhuuhhuuh..But each of us got the "Deluxe Suite" at the Northam All Suites Hotel..GEmpak nak mampos..siap ade jakuzzi dalam bilik air lagik..Tapi tetap tak best sebab hubbytak de di sisi..hehehhee..Next month pon kena pegi Penang lagik..aihh..akan selalu ke Penang lah nampak gaya nye..as the project that I am currently involved is very focus on Penang..

Too sleepy to continue..see you whenever I'm not too lazy or sleepy to write..Have a good nite..

PS: I LovE YOU HUSBAND! FOREVER AND EVER..Happy Birthday!

My retail Therapy :)

Waahh... Sungguh syiok nye saya bershopping hari ini..heheheh..Thank AYong yg sudi menemankan aku ke hulu dah ke hilir hari nih..

Over limit yg di tetapkan oleh diri sendiri lagik..hehehe..sungguh ku tertipu dengan 30% 50% Sale dan sale lagik..bila total up jadik RM400 lebih..errkk..banyak nye..amende aku beli tadik? hahahahaha...

Balik umah hubby tanye...interprem..hubby kena flu..so aku balik dia tgh tak bermaya..so aku pon dah gantung baju2 baru semua..then aku pon resume post isteri mithali..aku ajak dinner dia tak nak makan kata nye..so aku turun lah makan dulu..hehehe..lepas aku dah kenyang..baru lah aku naik balik bawakkan dia nasik..siap bersuap bagai..sajek jek aku kasik chan dia manja manja ala Hiro ngan aku..hehehhe..

then aku tanye lah..cantik tak baju baju baru sayang? dia jeling jek purchases aku yg semesti nya chantek tuh nyah..then dia tanye "Banyak duit?" ahahahahahahaha...harus mak terus suap dia nasik banyak banyak..hahahahah..sebab nye mak dok whining kat dia bulan nih duit sikit sebab kena potong unpaid leave hari tuh..and gaji bulan Dec pon baru jek masok semalam..hahahah.. tgk tgk today terus gi ber shopping sakan tak sadar kan diri..nak pulak hubby tak ikut..lagik syiok lah aku shopping kat OU tadik..hehehe..

tapi aku bukan membazir pon..aku nih dah gemok haa..seluar kerja semua dah ketat tahap tak sesuai ke ofis..esok kan nak masok kerja baru..harus lah mak nak melawa nyah..hhehehe.. lagikpon dah lama tak beli power suit baru..tapi best betul dah kawen nih..hubby kasik duit boleh buat pegi shopping..Thank you very much darling..terima kasih daun keladi..lain kali selalu selalu lah hulur lagik..heheheh...I LOVE YOU hubby..eheheh..get well soon..lepas aku kasik dia nasik + milo panas + oren + ubat selsema..hubby pon dah tido..aku pon nak naik atas dah..sebab esok nak kena bangun pagi..Uwwwaaa...takleh lah pegi kerja AUDITORS' TIME..hahahahahah...

Allllaaa..biasa le..awal2 nih kena lah tunjuk tahap kesopanan yg tinggi..aku ingat lagik..first week aku start ngan pwC dulu..hari hari aku datang awal..before 830 dah tercongok kat ofis..semangat waja..then ade sehari tuh aku terlambat 7 minit..siap pegi jumpa Kak Nita lagik mintak maap sebab dah terlambat 7 minit..poyo tak poyo lah tuh dulu...ahhahahaha..lepas lepas tuh..dah pandai dah adjust working hours auditors..hheheh..OKla all..wish me luck for my first day at skool besok..gayat gerun semua ader..huhuhuh..Tomoro also mark the 117 months of me + hubby's monthly-sery..End of the month's hubby's birthday..tapi aku pon tatau la nak kasik aper..any ideas?

Mrs Dot pergi Jezzercise

Today..

I went for my first JEZZERCISE class.. From 6 pm to 7pm..
At 630pm however.. Aku dah rasa cam nak mati dah.. Hahahahahahaha... Now, at 1230am.. Every bones and muscle fat in my body ache like crazy..
Gileee..canne aku la aku nak survive hari hari nih..

Luckily for me, besok public holiday so klas takde..hahahahha..gumbira gumbira..
Serius aku dah lamaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa gile tak exercise..lari sket sket time tresure hunt ke..okla..tipu sebenarnye..senang cerita dah lama lah tak lari..dulu kecik kecik ader gak terpaksa kena lari kalau kena kejar anjing..sekarang kat KL nih anjing semua dalam gate..hahahha..
Anyway, yg aku observe 10 minit semalam tuh rupa nye "warming up" session jek..kwang..kwang..kwang..Lepas warming up pon aku dah rasa nak give up..hahahaha..
Stamina depression betul lah aku nih..Ader girl yg lebih besar sedikit daripada aku pon rilek jek..aku dah tak rasa kaki dah lepas setengah jam tuh..serius rasa nak larik..tapi klas tadik ade lepbih kurang 8 orang jek..canne aku nak lari...hahahahha...

BEsok harus lah satu badan sakit sakit..Darling LEman siap tanya.."kenapa baju basah..kena hujan ke?" ...hahahaha..kagum tak? harus kagum okeh..mak berpeluh adelah dekat sebesen..hahahaha...

Anyway, besok siaplah sakit badan badan..huhuhuhhu..I'm preparing myself to be mentally ready for tomorrow's pain and agony..

HAPPY NEW YEAR to all my Islam frens :)

What a wonderful day!

Wow..I survive my first day of Unemployment..hhehhehe

Wake up @ 10.30 am..giler awal provided that I slept at about 3 am the previous nite.. So..harus lah ader culprit yg mengacau tido ku yg lena itu kan.. HArus lah si Juwai KEtot tuh..hahahah.. Seb baik she's calling to share a good news..kalau tak potong betul bgn tido dgr bad news..heheheh.. Good Luck babeh..aku plak yg tumpang nerves..hehehe..

Then golek golek dulu..berangan itu dan ini.. antara angan2 ku..bila nak kaya? bila nak kurus? bila nak pass ACCA? Bile Hiro nak besar? Bila itu dan ini.. Akhirnya sebab dah tak tahan nak ke "kamar kecil"..aku pon terus lah bangun..

Call hubby..hubby pon surprise bini dah bangun awal.. Then I told him Juju yg kacau pepagi.. His remark was.."ooo..Ju tepon bangun..I tepon tak bangun buat tak layan jek! MAjok..dia sayang Ju lagik daripada ite!" ....ahahahahaha..apelah darling..dah takde modal nak buat majok lah tuh.. Malas nak layan..

Anyway, lepas siap mandi turun bawah..tgk Hiro yg tgh main ngan Moyang nye (My nenek mengaku diri sendiri Moyang Hiro..Cause Hiro is technically my "son"..hahahah) Then makan tengahari yg telah di masak oleh opah.. Awal tuh aku turun dgn niat suci murni nak tolong opah masak today.. TApi opah gile super duper efisien semua dah siap terhidang atas meja by 11am.. Aper lagik..terpaksa lah aku tulung makan jek..hehehehe..

Then tgk TV..Lepas tgk Ellen DeGeneres Show sampai kol 3..dah takde cite yg menarik kat TV.. Aku tarik and pelok Hiro ajak tido..tapi si kecik tu tanak duk diam..asek gigit gigit ajak main.. So lepas tuh aku lepas jek dia kasik dia pester opah..hahahah..Opah was complaining Hiro let me slept soundly during my afternoon nap (kalau 2 jam tuh boleh kira nap ke? more like membuta kot), while panjat panjat badan opah and gigit gigit jari opah yg jugak tgh try nak afternoon nap (Opah nih obsessive compulsive sket..or byk more like..dia nih jenis yg takleh dok diam..tut..tut.. takde kerja pon carik kerja! hahahah)..In between Opah bebel bebel Hiro tak kasik dia tido ngan aman tuh..aku dah pon hanyut ke di buai mimpi.. Then bangun petang..gi carik goreng pisang..Ngan Hiro sekali aku bawak jalan naik kereta..

Then balik dpd beli goreng pisang tuh..encik suami tercinta pon pulang..
Then Lepas makan goreng pisang..kuar balik untuk amik duit kat ATM and singgah Old Town CAfe beli kopi packet yg dah abes.. Then..jeng jeng..Dot AKHIRNYA (Setelah bertangguh sejak tahun lepas!) naik lah this one "Women Fitness Centre" kat area Kota Damansara tuh..ishkk..sgt self concious ok..nih ayong lah punye pasal nih..patut janji nak enroll sama2 tapi asek bertangguh jek..

Dot rasa cam jakun jek masok2 jek dalam dance studio tuh (nih terpengaruh ngan Sehati BErdansa lah nih..hehehe)..Tapi owner dia sgt baik..so before I change my mind..Dot pon register lah kat klas tuh..tapi sebab Dot datang pakai skit ngan selipar..harus lah aku takde gile nak join "jezzercise" tuh terus kan..aku observe jek dulu..heheheh..

Then lepas 10 minit aku tgk orang menari tuh..aku pon nak keluar..konon2 nak kuar silently lah sebab takmo kacau orang2 lain yg tgh kusyuk menari..then sambil jln tuh Dot angkat lah tgn pada Intan (owner)..Then tgh kira kira tuh..Intan sempat cakap.."Bye Zarina..see you soon!" aku yg tgh control2 ayu nih.TERUS TERLANGGAR PINTU...hahahahahha...hambik kau..seb baik tak benjol..tapi sempat lah menjerit kecik...hahahaha..malu siyut..hopefully besok masa aku datang klas (semangat waja nih!) diaorang tak ingat dah..hehehhe... Then balik umah..lepas lepak..Then dah kol 9 malam..DInner time (Demmit..lepas esok aku nak kena adjust balik time makan aku nih)..

Then here I am now..typing away at Ayong's laptop..uuuwwwaaaaaaaaa...aku SANGAT RINDU pada T61 LEnovo aku..huhuhuhuhu...Sabar sabar..next week dapat lah satu..hehehe..
Anyway, besok aku tak plan lagik nak buat ape..yang pasti aku akan busy tak buat apepe..hahahah.. LEman dah sound suruh buat laundry..ahhahaha..cesss..dah takde alasan nak hantar dobi sebab dah tak kerja...hahaha..haruslah besok mak jadik desperate housewife nyeh..Tapi rasa macam nak jadik watak GAbriel (not the seducing people part)..the shopping part..tapi gaji bulan 12 hari tuh pon belom masuk lagik...hahahha...

Okla..Dot nak gi sambung Chris MAnby (my latest faveret author).. KErja Rajin Rajin Kawan Kawan... Dot ade beberapa hari lagik untuk berehat langsung tak yah wat kerja or pikir pasal kerja moment sampai ahad nih...hehehhehe..Korang jangan cemburu buta ok..heheheh..Tapi bukan ader gaji pon..so ibarat unpaid leave jek lah kan sebenarnye...uuwwaaa...

Rumput-rumput Hijau di Tepi Sungai..

In a few hours time, Mrs Dot would be returning this oh-so-syiok T61 Lenovo laptop back to its owner --> my soon-to-be ex-employer..huhuhuhuhuh..

I've always know this day would come..eventually.. Even when I first joined the Company..I know I have to stay for At LEast 3 years (that's what they all say about audit..3 frickin' miserable and depressing years!).. No need 3 years to validate that statement, 3 months and I'm ready to pack...hahahaha.. Anyway, I did survive for 3 years + 3 months + 3 days..and I'm proud in achieving this..

Actually, my former HSBC boss did contribute to this..as she said something like "Zarina sure cannot stand 3 years in audit one!"...hahhahaha..Wendy, I have to say you're wrong on this..(I remember telling Wendy (the HDPM ex-boss), that I will stay by hook or by crook for at least 3 years..JUST TO PROVE THAT SHE IS WRONG..and I can do this!..hahahhaha...I did it :P
Actually, I'm not planning to go this suddenly..Like I said earlier, one day it just felt like "nak resign lah!".. And i am indeed happy when I tendered my resignation..hahahahha.. Feel so stress free..like really really stress free..hahahaha..

But here I am..typing away at the last moment at 12.28am..actually needed to hold back tears..Which I think I'm gonna fail soon..anyway, it's better to cry now that to cry tomorrow..hahahah..tak pernah kot dalam sejarah ade auditor resign menangis..bulih masok ripleys..hahahhaha..biasa auditor resign mesti seronok gelak sampai berguling2..
Anyway, even tho the works are stressfull..but the people are not (most of them are not anyway..hehehe)...

And I am so gonna miss my frens..and all the people I've known for these 3 years + 3 months + 3 days..

I am certainly GONNA MISS MY LAPTOP pinjam for sure..lucky I'll have replacement from my New Employer soon...hahahhaa...
I am gonna miss MRCB building @ 1 Sentral where PwC is residing..(but I'm so not gonna miss the horrible parking system)..
and I will surely miss the familiar feelings of belonging (ok, maybe only partly true, cause auditors changes assignment often)..

But all in all..This is truly a great great great journey for me..
After tomorrow..I will be officially unemployed..for a short time..

Then, let the new chapters begins..

For those of you who are curious..I'm jumping ship to another Big 4...ahahahahaha... But definitely not doing audit..

To PwC : I LOVE YOU..I always will (ok maybe takleh lah always will kan..nanti jadik traitor plak kat new Company..hahhahaha)..but I will always remember and you'll always remain in a special place in my heart (but actually my Heart is fully occupied by Leman..heeehehhehe)..

Goodbye..sob..sob..

Sister-in-law

At the moment, I only have 1 sister-in-law = Leman's sister..Whom by the way, I TOTALLY ADORED!From the moment I met her (Which is some 9 years ago..I really like her)And ever since, I MAKE AN EFFORT to ensure she likes me too..(of course she did! hehehe)

2 has to play this game..So now after being married to Leman,Our relationship (me + sister-in-law) is awesome..I love her like my own sister..And we get along real fine..

My point is..when you get married, you not only being married to your man/hubby..The "contract" is FOREVER..thus, this includes having an extended relationship..Parent-in-laws, Sisters and Brothers in laws, cousins in laws, nenek in laws.. etc..etc..

Trust me you'll see each other applenty (normal + functional families) [including my own family!]Thus, you would be extra extra happy to see each other, WHEN YOU ACTUALLY LIKE EACH OTHER!

So, my advice is..please lah berbaik baik with you in-laws..
Lagi satu, when you're entering/joining the new family..Harus lah you kena ikot rentak diaorang kan..Adjust yourself..be flexible..Takkan lah nak expect baru nak join their family..you nak besar kepala pulak kan..It just doesn't work that way..

Anyway, to my future "abang" or "kakak" ipar (my sister and brother is still single!my brother maybe this single status wont be for long..)Jangan lah takot pulak..Kitaorang nye family nih takde lah pulak freak kan..Like normal families..And trust me, takde de kitaorang nak campo hal rumahtangga korang..or being dependent nak menyusahkan korang.. (I am an independent girl ok!)Tapi the least you could do is to TRY and have a healthy relationship with us..
So when kita jumpa masa raya puasa or raya haji or other occasion..Takde lah macam jumpa client kat tempat kerja kan..Dan terpaksa berpura pura plaster senyum kat muka, tapi dalam hati menyumpah seranah..

Value your family..and remember, HIS FAMILY IS AS IMPORTANT AS YOURS...So..Don't be so SELFISH..

For me, I'm bless with a lovable sister-in-law + her family and my brothers-in-law (adam & amirul)..But I'm lucky cause I've known adam and amirul since diaorang sekolah rendah..sekarang dah muda remaja..

I've been in a relationship for > 9 years, so that also means I've put in efforts to ensure I get along well with my then-future-siblings-in-laws for the past 9 years..and I truly cherish their presence in my/OUR (me + Leman) life..We love you Along + family , Adam and Amirul..I hope my relationship with my future "brother" (this position is still open..hehehhe) or "sister" in-law would be as great as ours..Possible ke? hahahhahaha...

Goodbye 2007.. Hello 2008...

SUMMARY OF 2007..

Lagik setengah jam 2007 bakal melabuh kan tirainye..dan aku dah makin tua..tadik patut nak ajak abah gi main boling katCineleisure, tapi jam tak hengat, kitaorang patah balik..So now Im feeling sleepy..while typing my final post for 2007..

JANUARY - MARCH Nothing much..STill in a lot of pain due to the loss of my beloved mother (al-fatihah) 2 months back..During January-March 2007, I've dedicated my heart and soul in KPJ Peak Period..hahahah..

APRIL Langsung tak ingat aku buat ape sebulan nih..huhuhhu..

MAY POn tak ingat jugak..

JUNE Makin dekat nak kawen..sangat busy menyiapkan persiapan kahwin..Amik exam ACCA June 2007 sitting --> which Ifailed later..huhuhu...and Ija kawen on this month..and Ayong's and Along's birthday..

JULY 7 July 2007 --> Bergelar seorang isteri :)
14 July 2007 --> Reception @ Groom's14 July 2007 --> Loss my Arwah Pak Lang :( (al-fatihah) Honeymoon at Gem Island

AUGUST Blissfully married..serius this month pass by cepat gile

SEPTEMBER Ramadhan..

OCTOBER Hari Raya Aidil fitri..

NOVEMBER Tendered my resignation from PwC..

DECEMBER Exam ACCA lagik...and mood yg sangat malas sebab holiday mood sgt dominant..Ohhs..and amik kucing angkat nama Hiro Nakamura..and got my first niece - Siti Zulaikha Johan Ariff..

July and December is really life changing for me..It's been a Great year for me..Hope 2008 brings me better..

HAPPY NEW YEAR 2008 EVERYONE..Have a great one!

Apsal aku tak ngantok nih?

Aiseyman..aku terlebey minum kopi ke? tadik toffee nut aku pon minum tak habis.. sebab budak pompuan tuh baru keja kot kat Starbucks..tak sedap kopi dia buat (walaupon leman insist same jek rasa kopi kat different branches of starbucks sebab sukatan diaorang same..tapi aku tau rasa dia tetap tak sama)..anyway..I'm wide awake..and panicking..

Dah kol 2 pagi nih..besok ade meeting pagi kat office..aiseyman..tak ngantuk plak.. esok pagi tak larat nak bangun..aku jeles jek tengok leman tido berdengkor2 bagai anak rimau kat sebelah.. daripada pukul 11 tadik dia dah tido..aku plak dah insomnia nih takleh tidoo...uwwaa... so tadik aku dengki tgk Leman tido..aku try cabut satu bulu ketiak dia..hahahaha..terus dia jerit adoiii,. then hempuk aku ngan bantal..ahahahahah..sian laki aku dapat bini saiko cam nih..hahahaha...

Alamak..kenapa takleh tido nih..ishk..I think my brain is still procesing thoughts itu dan ini;
1) Ishkk..camne lah nanti kat KOmpeni baru..
2) Ishkk..canne lah nanti duit tak cukup bulan nih gaji lambat.
3) ishkk..kena potong gaji for unpaid leave lagi..
4) Ishk,,tah ape lagik diaorang potong nanti..
5) Ishk..bila nak dapat gaji lebih > RM10,000 nih..
6) Ishkkk..malasnye nak attend meeting besok..
7) Ishk..banyak nye issue kompeni kecik yg aku tgh audit nih.,
8) Ishkk..bila lah nak kurus balik nih..
9) Ishkk..apsal la aku tak de talent (tadik malam tgk Project Runaway..)
10) Ishk..dah nak 27 dah next year..
11) Ishkk..kena buat stock take 27, 28, 30 and 31 Dec
12) Ishkk..MALASSSSSSSSSSSSSSss..
13) Ishkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk..

Patut lah takleh tido..banyak nye mende aku pikir kan.. Aku nak turun gi check on Hiro lah (dia tido bawah ngan Opah sekarang)..besok aku dah booking tempat dia kat vet untuk Boarding.,.tapi Opah cam sayang nak biar org lain jaga dia..confirm tak sama macam kitaorg jaga..dengan penuh kasih sayang tuh..Kat umah nih dia ade byk orang nak melayan dia..makan bersuap tido bertepok bagai..

Tapi nanti kitaorang nak balik Perak..malas la pulak aku nak angkut dia naik kereta 3 jam..nak hantar boarding on Friday, rasa nye klinik tutup..so kalau aku nak hantar, kena hantar besok..aku book sampai ahad,.alamak..rindu plak kat budak kecik tuh nanti..makin pokai lah aku..boarding dia Rm11 sehari..makanan baby cat food dia RM5 setin,,dia makan macam raksakse banyak nye..takpelah..ade lah rezeki tuh nanti..insyaallah..
Okla..dah ngantuk sket dah lepas merapik kat blog..

Selamat Hari Raya Haji + Holiday..
"Pandu cermat Jiwa Selamat"

Geram

My beloved baby cat just peed on my bed just now.. Issshhhhhkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk.. GEERRRRRAAAMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMnyeeeee...kalau ikot kan hati nak jek aku cekik cekik budak kecik tuh..

Normally dia dah pandai kencing kat papers yg aku dah provide dalam box dia..kitaorang dah letak pasir kucing hari tuh, but maybe he's still tak berapa bijak..cause he ate some of the pasir..sampai terpaksa aku kuarkan dpd mulut si kecik tuh..ishkk..hiro hiro..

Anyway, harus aku jadik mak tiri kejap tadik..kena jentik kat telinga dia se-das dua..Geram sungguh aku terpaksa pulak nak tukar cadar memalam nih..Ok tipu..sebenarnye tak larat nak tukar..so malam nih laki bini tido takde cadar..Hiro punye pasal..hahahhahaha...
Leman marah aku jentik telinga Hiro tadik..Ceh..sayang Hiro dpd sayang bini (alasan best nih kalau nak majok ngada2..heheheh)..Dia kata salah aku sebab ajak Hiro naik katil..hahahha.. busted! abes dah dia aktif semacam takkan aku nak kurung dia kat box..biasa rutin pon aku akan layan dia dulu..then aku nak tido baru masok dalam box and letak cover.. tapi setakat nih dia belom pernah lah kencing or poop merata rata..or biasa nya sempat di"selamatkan" letak dia kat "toilet" dia..tapi tadik dia dah tak tahan sgt kot..

Lepas kena jentik..aku letak dia balik kat box dia sambil marah2 ala mak tiri bawang merah..Dia buat derk jek kat aku..langsung tak takot ngan mak tiri nih..Siap boleh gigit2 jek tgn aku ajak main..eeiii..takde disiplin betul lah budak kecik nih..

Anyway, lepas 2-3 minit aku dah rasa guilty..leman bebel2 sebelom dia tido balik..tapi dtg menyendeng dekat2 ngan aku..sebab Hiro kencing tuh side dia...hahahahhhahaha....so tadik aku dah gi "kiss and make up"..bukan ngan Leman lah..ngan Hiro...aku dah pujuk2 dia..suap dia makan sket..kasik minum..and dah tepuk tepuk and selimutkan dia tido..Tapi dia tido tipu2 jek tuh..sebab bila aku letak jek kover box dia..dia bukak mata intai aku..cehh..nak tunjuk muka kiyut lah tuh..Seb baik lah Hiro memang kiyut..

Esok ade meeting ngan partner..malas betul rasa nye..konfirm kena brain wash sebab nak resign..But I've pretty much made up my mind (obviously..I dun just resign for fun kan!)Anyway, i understand the grass always looks greener on the other side..Tapi masa aku nak jump from HSBC aritu pon..walapon life is at times shitti-er in PwC as compared in HSBC..Namun tidak sesaat ku menyesal..cause I believe it's good shit..hahahhaa..boleh?So hopefully this time I wont regret anything either..Sebab ade jugak kawan aku yg kuar audit..then masok
tempat baru tapi tempat baru pon tak best (waullau..that must be damn bad as sebelom make decision nak resign from PwC I'm sure she's miserable enuf..but obviously tempat baru is miserable - LER!..hahahha..Takpe takpe..itulah cabaran hidup nama dia..bak kata abah.."hidup nih ade challenge baru lah syok sket!"SOmetimes we just have to be brave and take the plunge..ecewah..(reminds me of my wish to go bungee jumping (@ NEw Zealand no less! ehehehe) before the age of 30..tapi macam tak yakin jek..sebab rasa nye nih belom 30 aku nak naik solero shot kat Genting pon macam dah tak berani..hahahha...

Raya aji tahun nih side En. suami..tapi maybe lepas semayang raya tuh satu family nak bersuka ria kat genting..since last minute plan..harus lah hotel semua dah fully book kan..daripad yg murah sampai yg paling mahal pon semua dah tak available..

Anyway, aku nih dah malas sebenar nya nak kerja..tapi me being a dedicated employee that I am (ehem..lagik satu ayat up diri sendiri..thank you :)) aku teruskan jugak bekerja dgn rajin..dahla extended workings day..malass betul..eh..tapi dulu kat HSBC pon aku bekerja dgn sgt berdedikasi hingga my last day tau..hehehe..Tapi yg kelakarnye..ACcountant tempat client tuh pon dah resign..last day before raya..hahahahah..so haruslah first day aku masok tanye soklan itu ini..second day tuh terus dia MC..hhahahah..cisss..main tipu...tapi mana dia nak nyuruk..esok dia kena gak mengadap muka aku nih kan..hahahahha...walaupon aku sendiri takde lah teruja sgt nak keja sebenarnye..but u have to do..what you have to do kan..
OKla people..time for me to continue my yahoo game..hahahaha..it's 216 am now..but I'm wide
awake..demmm..besok dah la takleh lambat sebab nak meeting ngan partner kan..aiseyy..tapi seb baik lepas tuh office baru client dekat gile ngan umah..hehehehe..syok syok..Good nite..I love you darling husband..I love you si Hiro yg kencing merata..Sleep tight..Dun let the bed bugs
bite!

PS: I've watched "I AM LEGEND" during the weekend..I really enjoyed the movie..2 thumbs up!..tapi ending dia boring..so just brace yourself..hahahahha...

The day HIRO enters our Life..

Today:

1) I just finished my paper P1..Habis paper kol 615..Sampai umah Kota D dekat kol 8..stress nak mampos jam from Sunway nak balik umah..so sampai umah harus dah takde mood..esok ade lagik satu paper P2..basically for tomoro's paper, luck is not enuf..I need a miracle...hahahha..seriously I'm screwed for tomoro's paper, but I'm not the mood to care..So after a short nap, ajak hubby teman gi tapau Toffee Nut Latte..konon2 nak kasik mood dtg balik untuk study..anyway, lepas dapat Toffee Nut Latte, mood dah bertambah baik..tapi bila balik umah..

2) Hiro dah sampai..yeayyyyyyyy..Everyone..Hiro atau nama sebenarnye Hiro Nakamura adalah kucing angkat keluarga saya yg baru sampai malam tadik..He's soooooooooooooooooooo tiny..sebesar tapak tangan ku yg gemok ini..Dia anak kucing yg kena tinggal ngan ibu dia..sian gile..walaupon Dot and Leman pro persian cat..tapi sebab kesian kat Hiro..we adopted him...hehehhe..Anyway..He is indeed a very very kiyut kitten..warna belang2 cicak..kesian gila tgk dia asek carik puting susu ibu dia..seb baik ade bapa angkat yg baik hati (En. Leman) yg sanggup kuar memalam belikan susu Hiro..hahahhaha..seriyes bapa mithali..aku bab bab kucing nih..as long as it does not involve any "taik kucing"..you can count me in..tapi once terbau jek taik kucing..aku nombo dua (nombo satu mestilah Ayong! hahahha) yg akan lari jauh jauh..So..En suami yg berhati mulia lah yg akan "setelkan"..hahahah..bertuah sungguh aku dapat suami cam Leman..

Anyway..malam nih Hiro tido kat bilik kitaorg..tadik dia dah tido..then dah terjaga kencing..seb baik Leman belom tido lagik untuk tukar papers dia..hahahah..hari nih aku asek bermain main ngan Hiro..kengkadang rasa tak sesuai plak nama Hiro..Opah suruh panggil "Tang", singkatan kepada DATANG..hahahahah..tapi abah kata it reminds him of Mr Tang..tukang buat rumah aku dulu..harus tak glamer Opah nih nak kasik nama Tang..kalau nak tukar pada Fahrin ke..Dr. Muzaffar ke..even Peter Petrelli pon aku terima lagik..Leman kejap2 nak tukar nama dia jadik Tiny lah..Belang la..Comot lah..ishk..konfius si budak kecik tuh nanti..nama ade sepuloh..Opah panggil Tang..aku panggil Hiro..Abah panggil lain..Leman panggil macam macam..hahahhaha..
Oh..so lepas fussing over Hiro tonite..mood nak study aku dah hilang balik..anyway..P2 nih one of the killer paper..harus study satu malam is suicidal..huhuhu..redha jek la besok.. Lepas tulis blog nih..aku pon nak tido..nak tgk Hiro then nak tido..hehehhe..so happy to finally have our own cat..After Boboi, Baby and Sasha..hope Hiro stays with us for a long long time..

Esok:

Best nye dah habis exam besok! Tapi lepas tuh masok kerja balik..and my working days have been extended pulak..IShkkkkk..malas sungguh..but due to unforesee (Dot yg careless tak check bebetul! biasa le tuh..heheh) circumstances, extending my working days is the best possible action..so there goes my riak saya-tak-yah-buat keja-byk2, menghitung hari abes notice and tunggu hari join kompeni baru..masok jek kerja after exam nih..haruslah kerja yg banyak sedang menanti..and harus lah semua cuti saya dah kena cancel..uuuwwwaaaaaa...

Fat..Fatter..Fattest..

Today, after about 6 years (seriously!) I made the mistake of stepping on to my fren's weighing machine..Uwwwwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa....And the figure that flashed before my eyes is UN"SANGKA-ABLE"..Or actually,I think I've been in denial all this while..But the number is soooooooooooooooooooo hugeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee a different as compared to the last time I dared to step on to that evil evil machine...

And earlier, I'm so "wah-senang-nye-hati-lusa-nak-exam-tapi-sebuk-tengok-gambar2-kat-frenster-orang" busy surfing frenster..and looking at frens..especially those adik adik kecik..who were once my junior dorm mates back in High School..but now they are all Gorgeous LAdies...wahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh..terasa begitu tua diri ini..huhuhuhuh...
And I also cant help looking at pictures of myself back in the zaman where I am kurus (back then, I tot I am Gemok..but oh Boy I should asked HIRO NAKAMURA to take me to the future..to see myself now...uuwwwaaaaaaaaa...I am indeed really really fhat beyond hope.. demmit kuasa 23x..

I have to do something about my weight..
Does that sound familiar oh blog readers? hahahahhaha..
Of coz it is!! Kan lagik beberapa hari jek nak tahun baru..and my ever loyal new-year-confirm-tak-buat resolution is --> Nak kuruskan badan!hahahahahhaha..
But seriously people..I'm depressed..I was once a hot & sexy lady (ehem ehem..bole tak syok sendiri?)Sekarang more of hot kalau tak pasang kipas je..Uwwwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa... nangisssssssssssssssssssssss.........

To add salt to the injury..My husband is becoming more and more gorgeous by the day (mungkinkah hanya ilusi seorang isteri?)...hahahahhaha...

Anyway, bottom line is..I really have to do something..The target now is at least the fat weight right before my wedding..Then I can target 1 year lesser..I believe my most ideal weight is when I was in Form 5...Hahahahahahahah...I am fat people..But I am not delusional..There's no way in hell I'm gonna achieve my "XS" zaman tingkatan 5 time..masa tuh banyak part part yg belom berkembang pon kan...hahahahhaha..

So let's be realistic..The best I can achieved is the ideal weight masa time kerja kat HSBC dulu...Which is about 10 - 15kg less that now...uuuuwwwwwwwaaaaaaaaaaaa....I am indeed delusional people!

It must be the decreased in my metabolism rate..judging from the fast increased in weight, my metabolism must be having a bungee jump in New Zealand!
Dulu masa kat HSBC, makan punye lah banyak..KErja duduk jek..Malam lepas kerja makan nasik lemak pulak dekat kedai mamak..

Sekarang MAkan banyak macam dulu jek..KErja duduk tapi ade lah kena bangun berjalan2 jumpa client or angkat file + documents client yg berat..and malam tak makan nasik lemak pon..tapi makin gemok..

Tapi Opah dah sebulan dok Kat Kota Damansara nih..and Opah sangat lah rajin memasak yg sedap sedap kan..dan aku haruslah rajin tolong makan..nanti tak makan Opah kecik hati..and tak baik tau kecikkan hati orang tua tua..heheheh..
Wish me luck people..

Okla...dah depress nak bukak contact lens..then going to kiss my ever so hot husband goodnite..and nak sambung study!Lagi 3 hari nak exam kan..so haruslah mak dah menggelabah nyeh!

It's a long long long road...

About 4 and a half years ago, Dot's career path begin..

HSBC Electronic Data Processing Centre, Cyberjaya
1) Fresh out of Uni..
2) Eager to "veni..vedi..vincci" the world..
3) Eager to make money..
4) Still stupid (not so much different from now..hahhaha)

I am all of the above back then..thus when the offer came thru (even before I was done sitting for my final papers during my final year in Cyberjaya)..I said YES..but requested for a later timein order for me to complete my exams..and have a nice one week Langkawi holiday with my Unimates..

Odd working hours.. Back then, the working hours does not bother me in a bit..Starting at 3pm and ending at 12 midnite.. hahahha..macam continue zaman University jek sebenar nye..Bangun tido kol 2..siap siap gi kerja..balik kerja lepak sampai subuh..And since I'm staying with "budak-budak" kecik yg comel (thanks girls for being the bestest "budak budak" housemate ever - Fatih, Tipah, Ratna and Aisyah)..I other word..I'm not actually working..I'm having fun..and GETTING PAID FOR IT..hahahha..

I can still remember those process launching..singing..dancing..and lots other "activities" that I don't think I'll see elsewhere..Back in 2003, I'm one of the total 40 occupant in the whole HSBC building..1 year later..They have been rapidly expanding (nearly 1000 or more)..40 was nice..and cosy..we're like a little happy go lucky family..

The feeling changes when ONE BY ONE my close frens (teammates) left for other work..I've endure at least 7 of other people resigning before me..when I said endure..I meant inTEARS..hahahha..yeah..as you might know by now I am indeed "cembeng"..
Thus, after 1 year..I REALLY REALLY REALLY FEEL LIKE RESIGNING!!! I can still remember being awed (yeah, refer to Note 4 above) whenever anyone else found any other jobs outside..hahaha..Hence, my own job hunting begins..Odd working hour makes it easier for me to attend interviews..hahah..

Anyway..An internal opening for internal transfer between department open up..As a Finance Exec in HDPM..me being (No. 4)..I don't really know what else or where else I should go besides in FINANCE DEPT (anyway, at that time, ANYTHING SEEMS BETTER than OPERATION DEPARTMENT)..

To cut a long story short, I suceed in the Internal Interview (still had the offer letter to prove it!) ..My then Manager inform me that I have succeeded and I am happy..However, the very NEXT MORNING, I got a call from P*C..telling me I've succeeded in their interview as well..hahahahah..talk about choices..AND I AM REALLY NOT GOOD AT MAKING ANY...

Seminggu gak la stress sebab tatau mana nak choose..I've waited nearly 2 years for that opening in Finance Department..last2..Being the mata duitan that I am..I opted to take the new challenges in P*C..(Remembering back on the job description (It's gonna be so boring I'll be begging my boss to transfer me back to Operation..), I believe I have made one of the WISEST decision of my life..

However, I really cherish my stay in HSBC..eventho 1 and 1/2 years over there seem wasted (not a day was counted into my move to P*C..It's as if I started all over again..sama macam baru kuar Uni)..But I dont think it's totally wasted..I had fun, make loads of great frens (the bestest being Ija, Patrick, Kamal, Shahnaz, Kiah, Eric, Suraya and Mun Hoe), meet lots of people..and I made myself better prepared for the outside world (outside Cyberjaya morelike)..
And even tho i remember being VERY VERY OVER THE MOON HAPPY masa nak resign tuh..tak sabar sabar nak blah..I cried louder than any of my teammates (if any..heheh) that last working day..hahhahaha...

The new beginning..PwC..
1) Very excited to leave HDPM
2) scared to death to enter a new environment
3) Stupid as ever..
4) Very jakun and excited to get a new laptop pinjam..

The first few months were disastorous..If i remembered correctly, aku asek sebut aku nak resign every single day I'm working..hahhaha..I am sooooo stupid beyond hope.,.masok masok pulak masa tgh nak start peak period..harus tak leh nak manja manja..harus byk jugak kena belajar sendiri..and cepat..I actually loss weight during this time (but regained them soon after..x 10 morelike..huhuhuhuhhuhu)..hahahah..stress nak mampos..padahal associate jek..bukan partner pon nak stress sampai nak mati..tapi serious sangat stress sebab aku macam tatau lah amende yg aku buat kat situ (note: any clients of the firm during which I am assigned to during that early period of my career,can rest assured that my seniors and superiors dah check dah keja I..hahahaha)

Anyway..to cut another story short..After a while I've got the hang of it (what can I say, I am a fast learner..ceewah..), and the sailing went on more smoothly..

Until I got promoted in June 2006..I become,
1) Depressed tahap bapak gajah especially time peak period..
2) kluar masok hospital like it's nobodies busines (cause my main Client is in the healthcare line..heheheh)
3) Motivation level dropping like air hujan masa musim tengkujuh..

I don't know how to describe my feelings..but you would just know when it's time for you to activate your jobstreet account again..hahahahha...Ade satu macam perasaan..One minutes I'm finishing my report..the next minute I'm like.."eh..aku nak berenti kerja lah"..Hahahahaa..serius tak tipu..padahal sebelom tuh rasa macam at least boleh stay sampai naik another level lah..bukan lama sgt lagik..dlm next year bulan 7..But when the "calling" arrived..you just don't care anymore..huhuhhuh..

Anyway, since I'm not as naive and stoopid as before (not totally cured either..explanation on why I failed my ACCA papers..heheheh)..I took my sweet time..okla..tipu sebenar nye..panic and start carik kerja macam tiada hari esok..hahahahah..At least after 3 years and 2 months with a big 4, boleh lah demand lebih sikit..(I wish!)..

The reason I'm telling you all these long and boring stories is because..in a few hours time..I would be resigning..heheheheh...I'm so happy to leave..and to venture out of audit..yeayyy..
But again, I've never regret my stay in this truly TERRIFIC firm (bukan nak bodek boss ye)..They dont call themselves Big 4 for nothing..seriously..despite the stress..tak cukup tido..sesak nafas (which miraculously cured right after I started my study leave..hahaha)..stress lagik..dan lagik dan lagik..I wouldn't want to trade this experience for anything..I am really proud to be one them..or more precisely..soon-to-be an ex...heheheheh..

So..after tomorrow..I'll be starting my countdown to the new year..new start..

Anyone wants to belanja me a Starbucks - Grande Hot Toffee Nut Latte with cream today? --> Dah beli sendiri semalam..
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SUbsequent to me resigning ---> This is the STUPIDEST stupid mistake that I've make (okay, maybe second
stupidest compared to the "kena tipu kat Giant thingee!)..anyway, aku menyesal resign..uuwwaaa..actually tak menyesal resign..tapi menyesal timing resign tuh..I should have waited until after my Exam..but since aku tender semalam, automatically diaorang tarik balik semua study leave aku..harus aku menggelupur sekejap..seb baik ade overtime leave yg belom offset..tapi aku langsung takde cuti dah bulan 12 nanti..demmit..and haruslah aku sangat miskin next month! hahahahah..

Tapi takpe kot..I have 3 very baik hati personal bankers; Mr. Husband, Mr Father and Mr Father-in-law..hahahhaha..Miss sister pon boleh tolong cover jugak kan..kan...hehehehhe..

Selamat HAri RAya..NAk duit raya..

STORY ONE:

My life is so hectic and busy nowadays..Busy nak siapkan kerja..Busy nak pegi kelas..Busy nak tido..Busy nak menjadi isteri..Dan yang paling busy ---> nak abeskan episod terbaru Prison Break, Desperate HW, Greys,One Tree Hill, Ugly Betty, Heroes..dan latest addition to my addiction is Private Practise.Hehehhehe..

My Post raya mood is so HIGH..Dah 2 minggu masih di tahap yg merbahaya..Tapi kerja sgt sgt lah stressfull sekarang nih..My Annual "Sesak Nafas" phase is back..Tak heran dah this time..Tapi kesian team members i penat tengok i bernafas..Macam orang semput..huhuhhu..Tapi doktor kata takde pape..Saikologi dan juga mungkin jugak sedikit saiko..
And lately perut ku semakin membuncit..jeng..jeng..jeng..Mak suspensen nyeh..Confirm takde baby sebab i still my monthly "visit"..So, hatiku agak risau..and agak paranoid..highly due to the past family history kan..Better be save than sorry..

so aku pon pergi la melawat dokter semalam..Harituh aku pernah pergi, doktor fomfuan..Semalam pegi doktor lelaki plak..mude plak tuh..Aiseyman...rasa nak patah balik kluar pintu..

Aku pon sengih sengih kerang busuk..Memberitahu lah kerisauan di hati..siap kasik ayat kaver lagik kat dokter tuh.."I'm just worried. It might be nothing which means that i seriously have to start dieting soon." ..ehehheheDokter tuh pon senyum senyum balik kat aku..Dia pon explain..Siap ngan lukis gambarajah..spleen..liver..stomach..kidney..uterus..ovari..tulang pon semua dia siap lukis...hahahahhaha...

Paling aku tak tahan nak gelak.dokter tuh siap cakap..Normally if the is any ketumbuhan, you would lost your appetite (SO NOT HAPPENING TO ME!)and you would lose weight..only the part where there's the ketumbuhan would be big"!

Ahahhahahaha..aku rasa mesti husband aku dah nak gelak guling2 tapi dia tak sampai hati kottgk muka bini dia dah sengih cam kerang busuk..

Agaknye nih first time dokter tuh dapat patient datang nak complaint pasal perut dah gemok!..ahahahahha..and nih jugak FIRST TIME AKU GI KLINIK TAKDE AMIK UBAT APEPE PON!!hahahahahahaha..gelak lah wei..kelakar la..hahahaha..

So bersyukur kepada Allah..aku sihat walafiat..cume dah terlebih makan..huhuhuhu...sedih nye dah gemok..Aku tgk gambar aku 3 tahun lepas..dah tak macam aku sekarang..baju pon byk aku dah lelong balik kampung..uuwwaaa...nih Leman lah nih..bagi aku bahagia sgt sampai gemok..huhuhuh..

CONCLUSION FOR STORY ONE: I really seriusly need to start dieting..

STORY TWO:

Kan arituh aku ade letak post syahdu shadan nak raya..Mase esok nak start cuti (Rabu..aku start cuti Khamis) masa nak raya tuh..aku di temani Zaika dan Ju Ketotpergi la shopping kat jalan TAR..wahhh..meriah sungguh..panas nak mampos..lapa dahaga berpeluh peluh cam gile..Akhir nya aku beli jugak satu kebaya kaler purple (ntah2 dah tak muat sebab aku rasa cam dah semakin menggemok..uwwaaa)Siap gamble belikan Husband sepasang baju melayu purple lagik gitu..

So Khamis tuh aku dah start cuti..boy..ayong..sari and abah by tengahari semua dah start gerak balik Perak..Tinggal aku sensorang kat umah tgh kemas bag for 2 (me + hubby = 2, not me + baby = 2 ...hehehhe)..Hubby ku terlebih rajin plak nak kerja sampai ke petang..After hubby balik from work, kitaorg start gerak balik Perak..since kitaorg expecting to be stuck in jam..siap tapau McD kul 6 from Kota Damansara lagik..hahaha...kiasu..

Tak jam pon..sampai Tapah umah nenek side Husband tepat tepat azan Maghrib..so McD tuh naik kereta free jek la..Sebab ibu mertua and nenek mertua ku dah masak yg sedap sedap..aku sampai terus makan ajek..hahahah...Then lepas makan..solat..berborak..kitaorang pon nak meneruskan perjalanan sampai kampung aku kat Malim Nawar (around 40 minits)..

Hahahha..kan aku cakap tahun nih raya side aku dulu kan..So sampai pon dah malam..Esok pagi tuh sempat lah jugak bersahur ngan Opah..sebab aku langsung tak sempat balik Perak sepanjang puasa tuh..huhuh..Then lepas tuh tak tido balik..lepas subuh dah pergi pasar..aku kena tolong Opah buat rendang kerang and rendang daging..Cam nak tercabut tgn mengacau rendang..(note to self : next time aku beli jek la kat kedai)..Then by tengahari jumaat tuh..aku pon meneruskan perjalanan ke Ayer Tawar (rumah abah) plak..sedih hati tgk Opah berlinang air mata kena tinggal sorang raya eve..(FIRST TIME tuh)..

Sampai Ayer Tawar, Boy and Ayong dah ader..riuh rendah macam ade family anak 20..tapi kitaorg kitaorg jek..heheheh..Aku and Ayong start from berbuka puasa sampai ke malam stay kat dapur main masak masak..

Aku masak
1) Murtabak Daging Cream Crackers
2) Simple Nestle Cheese Cake (kepala hotak resipi tuh kata simple..aku buat tak rasa cam cake pon..tapi rasa cam biskut..hahahahah)..
3) Laksa Johor and Ayong masak Cake Batik signature dia yg sedap tuh..and amende tah nama satu lagik dish omputih dia tuh..

MENYESAL aku terlampau excited nak masak masak..by 10pm semua tulang tulang dah rasa nak patah dah..gile saiko aku nih..dah la tak jadik pon semua yg aku try masak tuh..hahahhaha..tapi takpe, praktis makes perfect..ade berani cuba next time? hehehhe..Masa aku tgh sibuk memasak kat dapur tuh..aku bulih dengar Husband aku berdengkur dari depan..gile kuat ah dia dengkur..dari depan leh dgr sampai dapur..hahahah..penat sgt lah driving tuh..padahal from KL - Malim Nawar jek..Malim Nawar - Ayer Tawar aku yg drive..Over tau laki mak tu..tgk gaya mesti orang ingat dia driving dari Terengganu sampai Ayer Tawar..

PAGI RAYA..

By the time orang sibuk2 siap and pergi semayang raya..aku ngan ayong still busy kat dapur..tak mandi pon lagik..and by the time orang dah balikfrom semayang raya..kitaorang still tak bersiap lagik..huhuhuh..kelam kabut betul..ye lah..biasa nye tiap tiap tahun Opah and Arwah Mak yg masak breakfast..Aku bangun tinggal nak suap makanan jek..this year merasa semua nak kena buat sendiri youolls..

Then aku cepat cepat siap..first time nak beraya ngan Suami tercinta nih..hehhee..Lepas mintak maaf mintak ampun mintak itu ini dan akhir sekali mintakduit raya..aku pon mencium tangan Suami..maybe sebab aku baru kawen 3 bulan, aku rasa buku dosa aku ngan suami belom penuh separuh pon kan..kan..hehehe..So aku takde la emosional sgt..tapi bile jek time aku pegang tangan abah..belom pon cakap apepe lagik..aku dah tersedu sedan macam gile dah..uuwwaaaa..sedihhhh...aku rindu arwah mak...uhuhuhuhuhuh...abes rosak make up raya aku..huhuhhu...

Lepas tuh beraya umah Auntie Midah..then balik Malim Nawar balik..amik Opah..beraya ngan Opah..then ke kubur arwar mak..masa tuh dah dekat kol 12 so dahpanas terik dah..and di tepi kubur tuh aku menangis satu round lagik..huhuhuhhu..sgt sedih ok beraya tanpa mak kali nih..Then tengahari Wan Wok and Chu Yen's satu family dtg umah Opah..and by 3pm..aku + suami + ayong + boy + abah = satu kereta ..pergi beraya umah sedara abah kat Bidor..hehehe
Then on the way balik around kol 530 tuh sempat singgah umah nenek side suami untuk beraya..hehehe..itu lah untung nye kawen ngan orang tak dekat sgt tak jauh sgt nih..heheheh..satu hari leh cover dedua tempat..tak yah rebut2..hehehe..Kol 7 baru balik Malim Nawar balik..

Raya Kedua - beraya ke Ipoh - pulang ke side suami di Tapah - makan dan makan dan makan lagik sepanjang hari..

Raya Ketiga - we went to Ipoh to collect out long overdue wedding photo album..aku sgt suka and puas hati dgn album aku..hehehhe - went back to Tapah - Officially beraya dgn ibu dan daddy mertua ku..actually mak mertua aku dah merajuk dah ngan aku + Suami + kakak ipar aku +hubby kakak ipar aku sebab kitaorg lambat officially beraya dgn dia..so aku nih tunggu lah turn aku belakang suami aku..Belom sampai turn aku aku dah sebak ala ala lagik..by the time turn aku..aku nangis satu round lagik (aku nih memangsensitif la babe salam salam raya nih!) yg kelakar nye, anak anak diaorang (hubby aku + kakak dia) tak nangis pon masa salam..aku yg beriya nangis bagai..hahahaha..SI CEMBENG..terus orang2 yg ade kat tepi2 tuh pon sedih tgk aku nangis..hehehe..tapi in laws aku bagi duit raya plak tuh..BEST GILE..banyak gile plak tuhamount dia..eheheh..semua orang pon dapat amount yg sama setiap sorang..jangan jeles ye..Then kita semua bergerak to Tanjung Malim tu beraya umah Pak Uda Leman.. - balik Tapah
Raya keempat - tengahari balik KL..bawak 2 adik iparku ber siar siar di One Utama..heheheh..
Raya Kelima --> KERJA (suuuxxxxxxxxxxxxxx big time!)

ENDING : Selamat Hari Raya..Maaf Zahir & Batin..

PS : Dalam suasana yg asek kelam kabut..aku langsung terlupa nak tangkap gambar raya dengan husband..dah la beraya first time nih ngan husband..sekeping gamba pon tak sempat tangkap..hahahahahha...

Mrs Dot's thought on..

1) Ramadhan, puasa, Syawal and Aidilfitri..

Alhamdullillah..dengan takdir dan kehendak Allah, Ramadhan kali ini aku sambut dengankehadiran suamiku disisi..Memula start puasa tuh..Liat betul aku nak bangun sahur..ikot hati..aku buat buat tak sedar jek sampai subuh..hahahah...kalau dulu mase aku bujang..paling tidak pon aku jangkau jek air kosong kat sebelah tilam..minum sambil tutup mata..hahah..

Kengkadang..tilam aku pon tumpang minum..tapi dah jadik bini orang nih..tak sampai hati la plak,aku nak sambung tido..kang majuk plak sang suami..walaupon mesti dia taknak ngaku dia majok..hahahha.."Sayang tanak bangun eh..ok lah takpe lah..tidur lah.." dengan nada suara yg lemah..Uwwaaaaa...harus mak terus bukak mata nyeh..bingkas bangun carik tombol pintu..seb baik tak terantuk dahikat dinding..hehehe...

Tapi tuh masa memule jek la eh..sekarang tidak lagik..alarm bunyik jek mak dah efficientterus bangun siapkan sahur untuk En. Suami ye..hehehe..Most of the time siap masakkan lagik..tapi takde le akusaiko pepagi bute tuh nak masak complete meal nasik + 3 lauk ok..I'm getting better..but not to that extend! hahahah..biasa nye En. Suami pon tak lalu nak makan byk2 masa sahur..so i'll cook whatever he requested the nitebefore..maggi goreng ke..burger k..sandwich ke..or panaskan makanan semalam...hehehe..Okla tuh..

Sejak puasa nih..asek makan sedappp ajek..and sometimes byk jugak makan free..heheheh..but i have classes 3 days during the working days..so byk jugak time makan jek apepe kat sekeliling CM tuh..But one of my faveret is Al-Andalus @ JalanDamai..Sedap sehh..buffet baru RM30 jek sorang..Kadang2 kalau balik awal tuh..masakkan lah jugak untuk En. Suami..or weekends,kalau tak pegi memana, I would test my newly acquired hobby..cooking for hubby..hehhee..And the best part is..I have a few frens (No. 1: Cikgu Juwairiah) yg tak lokek ilmu, and would gave me recipe and would gladly coach me if i forget any of the ingredients..hehehe..
Ye lah..mak dah takde..kalau tak dulu mesti kalau tatau apepe angkat jek tepon and i can asked my beloved mother..

On the sensitive subjek of my arwah mak..

Despite the goodness of Ramadhan..and the happiness of celebrating it with my Husband..During this time is when i misses my late mother the MOST!! It feels like only yesterday that my arwah mak passed away..The pain is so fresh and the wound is still open and hurting!! Last year, i lost my mom during the final week of Ramadhan..

Thus, this year it's very painful to be reminded of that day! EVERY TIME that i think of my arwah mak (not just cakap kat mulut, but direct kat hati) air mata pasti berlinang linang..sometimes, i would be okay one second...gelak gelak ngan husband..tetiba husbandturun bawah nak amik tepon..husband naik atas balik..tengok bini tengah teresak esak atas katil..sian husband aku..konfius dia..seb baik lah i got one hella understanding husband..even before we were married last year, he's my strongest pillar of supportduring that bitter time..He's always there for me..hampir tiap hari selama aku kat umah opah tuh, dia datang kasik support..I am very thankful..i love you so much Husband..

Solely due to the above reason, i dun feel the mood to really celebrate hari raya..YES, i will embrace Syawal dengan penuh kesyukuran..but thesemangat nak buat preparation and the semangat excited nak raya tuh seriously dah tak wujud inside me..Lucky husband cool..sebab aku seriusly tak eager, seperti mana kebanyakan pasangan yg menyambut rasa bersama first time..cari baju matching and sebagainye..I really dun feel like doing any preparation..not like last time anyway..Seb baik ade baju yg di buat masa kawen dulu, yg bulih matching..kali nih cuti pon tak amik lelame..

sebab utama sebab cuti pon dah takde..but i am just not really looking forwardto it..Arwah mak adalah seorang yg full of life and she being with us really really really brings out the mood in everyone..so this time (2nd time, the first Raya,we just lost her for 5 days! before hari raya) around, when she is no longer here with us, we really really feels the impact..terasa sangat..One tradition for sure will be changed..throughout my childhood, we always balik kampung abah first day, then continue on to kampung mak..but after a while (I'm in form 1 kot), we no longer stay at kampung abah, cause opah side abah pon beraya dgn kita..atau beraya dkt KL with her other son..So since then, we always balik kampung mak..

so this year is gonna be the first that we are not going to be at Malim Nawar on Raya Eve..Abah requested he wanted to Semayang Raya @ Ayer Tawar, and i would not let him be by his own, on raya eve..and since this first time beraya dengan suami is my turn (En. Suami dah offer since sebelom kawen lagik ok)..We'll be in Ayer Tawar, tapi akan balik Malim Nawar after semayang raya..mainly untuk menziarahi kubur mak..Wah..meleleh leleh hingus aku meluah perasaan malam nih..

Anyway, at least this year I'll be happy to have a husband by my side during raya..at least sure can collect one ang pow..huhuhu..I think it might be at least another 2-3 years before the wound would heal..but the scar would always remain!ibarat a spot where, one heal, akan tumbuh rumput rumput baru di sekeliling..tapi kat tengah tengah kawasan tuh would always be takkan tumbuh dah rumput..once you lost your mother, takkan ader dah patah tumbuh hilang berganti..for sure takkan ader pengganti..even if my dad does decide to remarry, which i'm not gonna oppose, no one would even come close to replacing my mother..Cuma masa saja yg dapat mengurangkan the sense of sadness that waves in and out anytime..
Maybe one day when i were to have my own child, perasaan nak sambut raya tuh datang balik..insyaallah..

2) Office baru PwC @ 1 Sentral

Our new office is so COOL..macam langit and bumi as compared to office lama @ Jalan Raja Laut..hehehe..sini canggih..lift pon buttonless..hehehe..Tapi satu jek yg paling tak best..parking jauhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh nak mampos!..as at date, aku belom lagik drive sendirik..harus lah suami ku yg baik hati lagikpenyayang itu yg hantarkan..hehehe..best betul ader suami nih..

3) Others

Dah dekat 3 bulan kawen..sijil kawen pon tak amik lagik..seb baik abah baik hati dah amikkan..hehehe..as an alternative, aku just simpan gambar pada kad kawen as prove of marriage..kot kot lah kena cekop ke aper..heheh..En. Husband still refuse to show lots of P.D.A, dengan alasan takde sijil kawen..nanti kena tangkap..ek eleee..malas betul nak layan..

Si boboi my adopted kucing gemok..dah 1 hari tak berjumpa..mana lah peginye budak gemok nih..sejak sahur malam semalam dia tak datang umah aku..sedehh plak rasa nye..rindu kataksi aksi manja mengada ngada nak mintak makanan tuh..makanan dia pon byk lagik balance tak habis tuh..huhuhhu..Demmit, i'm so attached to that fatso cat already..he's owner (my right side neighbour) is moving home in October (so soon ah?)..so that means si boboi is gonna move too..uwwaaa..Harus tak aku kidnap jek kucing gemok tuh? Dia sangat kiyut, warna and kegemokan, sebijik macam Garfield..uhuhuhhu..I just hope he has not move anywhere yet, as I've not said my goodbyes yet..ade nangis lagik satu round nih karang...uuuwaaaaa....

And NO, my hormonal imbalance is not due to "pembawakan budak", but it is solely contributed to PMS..hahahaha...yeahhhh..we ladies can still use this magic word even after we're married!
OKlah, esok ader klas pagi..adehh..malas nye nak bangun..aku nak naik gi pelok En. Husband tido..sian dia tido sorang2 kat atas..aku busy blogging kat bawah..hahahaha..

Selamat Berpuasa (Jalan puasa yang yok..pagi pagi bukak periuk)

Back dated Pre-Bali Post

Best betul ader mak mertua nih! heheh..Dah 2 malam aku tido kat Legend hotel..ibu mertuaku yg baik lagik hot tuh siap bagi kitaorg bilik sendiri (besar siap ader dapur sendri ok)..Connection door ngan living room bilik dia..aku siap bawak Ayong sekalijoin tido kat Legend tuh..ayong pon dapat bilik sendiri sensorang..hehehe..Malam nih pon tido situ lagik..tapi kena balik Damansara kemas bag nak bawak gi Bali esok..I am so happy to go to bali..

Tambahan pulak ibu dan bapa mertuaku yg sangat baik hati itu, bagi kitaorg duit belanja..Terus jadik jutawan segera!..hahahah..banyak bulih shopping tuh..Tolak duit hotel..still adebyk lagik balance untuk belanja...jeles jek zaika and Ju bila aku cerite kat diaorng..hahaha..
Neway, petang ni ader klas..hati masih berkira kira nak pegi ke tanak..hari nih tak drive..nanti saper pulak nak amik aku balik malam kang..nak naik LRt memalam buta, macam takot lah jugak..Darling i ader meeting kat PJ..tgk lah dulu camne nanti..dah takde mood pon sebenarnye nak bekerja or belajar..heheh..

Ader mood nak pergi honeymoon jek..hehehhe..Shiok betul..Yg bestnye, kitaorg gi ramai2..tapi malam tido 2 org jek la kan..hehhee...

Aku dah berangan dah selipar bali tuh..last time pegi, aku beli 15 pasang kot..berat nak mampos beg mase tuh..byk jugak yg aku bagi hadiah untuk org..tahun nih takde de nak bagi org sevenier slipar..key chain dulu pon tak habis lagik..aku bulih recycle balik jek...ahahah...
Tapi esok kena fly..aku sebenarnye tak suke fly..aku nih gayat..Selalu kalau fly ngan Abang Leman, aku genggam tgn dia sampai nak tercabut..take off..landing..and in between setiap kali ader angin..Imagine masa pegi London dulu..aku kena duk sebelah nenek dia..so takkan lah aku genggam tangan nenek dia sampai nak tercabut..nanti nenek dia ingat aku saiko pulak..oh well..memang la saiko kan..but perlu ke nenek dia tau aku saiko..hahahaha...
Ishk, sgt mengantok mata ku..dapat tido best nih..dapat tido pelok Leman lagik best nih..heheheh..

Tapi mak mertua aku dah sound anak lelaki dia dah kurus..Ouucchhh..harus balik nih suruh Leman telan butter campo susu..kasik cepat gemok..MEsti korang ingat aku tak bagi laki aku makan cukup...but seriously, dia tuh makan banyak..berbaldi baldi dia boleh makan..aper aku makan, dia mesti makan..and semestinya dlm kuantiti yg lebih..and believe me; I AM SO FAT like dugong..so nih mesti sebab metabolisme rate dia tinggi..Jeles...

Today mark the 2nd month of our marriage..hehehe..ishk, demmit, the three month honeymoon period dah nak expired nih..harus kena manja lebih2 sebulan nih..hahahha..

Ngantok ah..nak gi ajak Zaika and Ju beli Starbucks..bye

Saper dah kawen angkat tangan?

hellooooooooooooooo my fwens..

Ya..puan zarina is back..hehehe..One of my Uni fren ask me this ; "weih lama tk update blog. "sibuk" sgt ke lepas kwen ni?hehehe.cuber cite sket. :D"
hahahahha..so, let me "cite" sket..

1) The main reason i dah lama tak blog is becos ngak ada connection..lagipon sekarang my newly acquired hubby lebih suka i buatkan dia coffee (even tho the 3 in 1 one..hahaha) as compared to starbucks coffee..but once in a while i still come here to tapau my caramel latte..cume tak stay long enuf for me to blog..

Another school fren of mine ask this question..

"cane prasaan mjd seorg istri excluding lovely nites wit hubby????"
Hahahahha..takde lain korang nih..asek pikir lovely nites jek..hehehe..anyway, just for the record, the nites are indeed lovely! But excluding the nites, my answer to this frens are as follows;

Perbezaan paling ketara yg pertama:Dulu aku balik kerja, busuk ke aper ke tuh kalau terlampau penat or ngantok, bulih jek sesuke hati take a nap..sometimes nap tuh terlajak jek sampai esok pagi..aahahahha...SEKARANG TIDAK LAGIK!! penat or kenyang macam mana pon, terpaksa lah jugak fikirkan perut org yg seorang lagik tuh..hehehhe..

Perbezaan ketara no. 2 :Dulu pegang ikan kembung jek..skrg dah pandai pandaikan diri pegang ikan bawal besar..hahahahha..ye lah kan..aku nih bukan nye biasa masak..kau mungkin tak mengalami masalah nih kut..tapi skrg aku cube cube jugak lah masak..sampai hari nih..still idop laki aku tuh, tak pernah masok sepital keracunan makanan..hahahah...tapi aku takde le mithali sangat masak hari2..depends on mood and keadaan traffic dan waktu balik kerja..hahahaha...

Perbezaan ketara no. 3:Dulu masa bercinta..dah abes dating, dia balik umah dia..aku balik umah aku..and after that, i can have my own time..SEKARANG TIDAK LAGIK..hhahahahah..24 jam (minus) waktu bekerja lah akan sentiasa bersama..and dun be a pervert by misinterpreting it as "bersama"..hahahha..boleh mati weih kalau 24 jam "bersama"..

Perbezaan ketara no. 4 :Dulu aku takde mak pak mertua..SEKARANG DAH ADA...hahahahha..good luck babe! (she's getting married soon too)
Anyway, my daddy and mak-in-law is awesome..

We're are going on our second so called honeymoon this week..yeayyy!! Since the first week tuh perasaan tak berapa best cause i just lost my uncle..aku happy bangat hubby dapat cuti..he just started working at Naza 2 weeks, and nak tanye boss pon takot takot..But En. Boss suamiku sangat rock and approved his cuti..yeay..you go encik boss..Bali, here we come..again!

My ACCA classes dah start balik..i have another 3 papers to go..yeah.. i failed that last paper again..and again..and again..AND AGAIN!!...hhuuuuwwwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa...so sedeyyyyyyyyyyyy..am i THAT STUPID!!!! ..bersabar jek la..bak kata pepatah..gagal sekali tak bermakna gagal selamanya..tapi kalau dah gagal 4 kali camaner???

Uuuuwaaaaaaaaaaaaaa....sedihhhhh..seb baik kali nih dah ader encik suami..so kalau "jatuh" ader orang tulung hulur tangan angkat..hehehe..still kena bangun sendiri..takleh dokong takut patah pulak pinggang suamiku..hahaha..

Lately i've put on more and more weight..demmit..again..NO BABY BUMP..yet! But lots of lemak tepu..huhuhu..Insyaallah bulan puasa nih kita try diet balik..ahhahahaha...so not gonna happen...
We (penghuni Rumah no. 47) have a kucing angkat nama boboi..He's so GOMOK and cute sebijik macam garfield..At first we called him garfield, tapi dia buat derk jek..rupe rupe nye nama dia boboi..sekarang aku balik kerja jek dia dah tunggu depan pintu kereta..Hari2 aku bagi dia makan tuna dlm tin..ader sekali tuh, tuna kucing takde, aku bukakkan dia tuna untuk makanan leman..heheheh..tapi dia boo layan..sniff..sniff..and he's not interested..cheh..membazir jek boboi nih tau! Tapi boboi (bersama tuan rumahnya) nak pindah dah, me sedey..

Seronok lah being married nih..maybe cause me and mr husband dah together since high school = 9 years..so the stage process menyesuaikan diri is not that hard..But since this is the first time we're living together, ader jugaklah adjustment that has to be made here and there..But nothing major..Most of the times, we're like 2 kanak kanak riang yg suke "memperosai" each other (memperosai = menyakat and mengusik dengan tujuan sengaja nak bagi the other party rimas/runsing)..

Kitaorang pon kadang2 macam still tak percaya kitaorang dah kawen..hahahaha...rasa funny..sometimes hubby will asked me "kita dah kawen ke sayang?"..heheheh..the bliss of being newly weds..nanti dah anak 2 takkan dia nak tanye aku lagik.."kita dah kawen ke cayang"..aha.. you think! heheheh...

Oh god..aku dah lama tak blog..dah kekok plak tak reti nak tulis aper..
My Hospital Assignment starts tomorrow..there goes my so-syiok-felda-balik-pukul-5 happiness..

Merdeka eve hari tuh, me + love + ayong went to watch the Royal London Circus..abes show kul 11pm..11- 12 pm tersangkot kat jem bersama mat mat rempit..And i have to admit, that i'm OLD...uuwwaaa, sedehhhh...sekarang lepas pukul 11 malam jek mata dah terkulat kulat mengantok..kengkadang, kalau abang leman takde kawan nak tengok bola kat bawah, terpaksa lah akak temankan..tapi kalau abang ipar dia ader, selamat lah aku bulih baca buku cerita or main game yahoo kat atas..

Dah nak dekat 2 bulan kawen..sijil kahwin pon belom amik lagik..eheuheuhehuehe..Abang Leman selalu takot nak show "PDA"..takot kena tangkap..hahahahah...MEsti kelaka kalau sekarang plak kena tangkap basah..sesia plak nak kena ikat jamin from lokap..
OK lah frens..dah kebas buntut duduk kat starbucks nih..caramal latte pon dah abes semangkuk..Dunno when will get the oppurtunity to blog again..take care people..
i've shared some photos on my frenster..enjoy..

SELAMAT MENYAMBUT BULAN RAMADHAN..